the boys...

Auggy has grown so much! His new hairstyle looks funny...and he doesnt look like a 3yo at all...















Little one just discovered the 'enjoyment' of nose digging....see how he explore his left and right nostrils...















See...ben ben's shiok face in digging his nose...hahaha

you are my sunshine...

Love those cheeky smiles! This is ben ben...not auggy...but they look so alike in these photos! Miss them so much!

Auggy and Ben ben...

Watching the videos that my brother has uploaded made me miss my boys even more...

Sometimes I wish I can be there to watch them grow up...

Miss having them around...

Why I love router and wireless connection...

Here I am...doing something I have been doing and kinda like doing...

It's a bad habit I never quite kick since I was in Melbourne...using my lappy while I'm in the toilet doing my no. 2...muah hahahahaha...

Back in Melbourne I'll always type my reports or chat with fen while I'm sitting on the toilet bowl...I didn't wanna interrupt my ideas or conversations nor do I wanna compromise my bowel system...so kill two birds with one stone lor! hahaha...I know...fen always gotten grossed out when I told her I'm shitting and chatting with her at the same time...

Of cos I still adhere to hygiene...so my lappy is not dirty or gross okie!

O well...yesterday was great...gage had free tix to watch Ah Mei concert...I aint a big fan but went ahead with the concert cos I haven't quite been to one except mariah carey's which was a thousand years ago...

I didn't know Ah Mei is still so popular and that almost all the seats were filled up...atmoshpere was good throughout and everyone was pretty high...but seriously, her costume sux lar...if not for her voice and showmanship, I really dun think it was that great...

O well, at least I still know 40% of her songs in the concert...haha...was great fun singing along...like in a huge ktv..haha..

Gonna go for squash later...yeah...miss it so much...am slowly getting back on life again...

I wanna get my driving done soon...but judging from how I reacted last night...I think I will swear alot!

Mama Mia

Gage and Taufiq asked me out of all the songs, which one do I fancy the most...initially I didnt know the answer cos I aint that familiar with ABBA's songs...

After watching the show...I think I prefer this one the most....Gimme Gimme Gimme....hee hee hee

I have never...

had such a great Saturday night despite working full day, having to rush from office to back home and then back to the same building to meet up with the boys for dinner at the restaurant beside my office...

The food at Okinawa restaurant was great! Portions were just right and enough to be shared among the 4 of us...

Went to crash someone's birthday party at a hotel...It was the fastest hi-bye birthday party I've ever been to...We all agreed that we've never wanted to make an exit as badly as this one...haha...

Decided to settle down in the cosy hotel room of mister t and we just sat there and chit chat through the night...nothing fanciful but I really did enjoy myself so much...really...it's the company that counts...

As for today, I woke up with the weirdest dream ever...very comical one so it aint that bad...

Met up with Audrey for lunch cum tea and to accompany her in getting her camera...caught up with yd and mister t again...ended up shopping and grabbing some cute boxers on top of my new shoes...then head down for drinks and snack...

Lately I've been missing Melbourne so much...I miss the places we used to hang out, I miss the cold cold weather...I miss my friends over there too...Come to think of it, I've only been home for close to 3 months...so many things had happened and it felt like the longest time ever...

Exactly, when can I go back there again?

Gotten it from yd's blog...

love her voice...been listening to her songs lately...esp this piece and 'stepping stone'...have always thought her voice to be simple and clear and so is her mtv...nothing fanciful but it depicts the song so well...

there's always a song that I can relate to at different phases...at the moment, I can so relate to these two...

Running out of steam...

Graduation on Friday...On course on Sat and Sun...

I am so freaking tired that I knocked out completely by 830pm while surfing the net lying on the floor just now...Planned to take a snooze and then go jogging at 9pm but woke up only at 1030pm...

Do I look like I have the word "entertainer" on my forehead? quit telling me you're bored...quit msging me on phone or msn to ask me out just becos you need someone to pass your time...When I say I'm not free, I mean it...quit making your problem mine...I am not your fucking nanny...

Tired woman = angry woman...I'm pissed, tired and depressed...things haven't been going well...I just need to deal with it my way and try to get over it...

Random updates...

Emma is here =)

She's so cute...reminds me of augustine and benedict when they were first born. She has much more hair than the boys though...hehe...

Cousins I'm close with are married and now one has just given birth...yippee...I'm a aunt once again...

Finally got down to signing up Standard Charter marathon. Time to start jogging regularly...Time to refine my mindset...

I think I have dragged it too long...far too long...

tired...

Something is not right...

I keep feeling tired lately...Sunday was spent concussing on and off...it's as though I'm on flu meds and I'm drowsy all the time...

Wed night I concussed at freaking 830pm! Who on earth sleeps at 830 unless you're sick! I'm alright when I'm at work but once I'm off work, my body goes into auto shut down mode....

maybe it's a sign to start exercising...I need my jogging mojo back!!!

What's wrong with me!

little ones flew back to hk...

I miss seeing my helper pulling ben ben around while he sat in the laundry basket...

I miss auggy calling me 'naughty gu gu'...

I miss ben ben's wailing loud cries in the middle of the night...

I miss auggy saying 'bye bye' to me every morning when i went to work...

Home is back to its quietness...with the little ones back in HK...

Sigh...

My beloved boys...

Taken with Auggy at the birthday party last sat...





























Guess what were thy doing? Watching cartoons...





























Ben ben's attempt to smile...he gave me a cheeky smile right after this pic was captured =p

Absolutely love my boys to bits...Ben ben dun quite allow me to carry though...I guess he aint familiar with me that's why...Auggy has been very sweet...He's at the stage where you tell him anything he will say ' Okie okie' in a very funny yet compliant way...still my cutie pie...

How I wish they are back for good =(

Falling sick...

Too many things happened for the past one week, too little time and too drained to deal with all...

Yes...excuses excuses excuses...

Seriously, I tired to handle the things as best as I can...Did a terrible job though...

Back to square one again...

Am falling sick...

Is that a sign that I should slow down?

Failure...

I think I failed terribly as a daughter...

Have I not emphasized enough on the importance of health and the follow-up of treatment?

Have my profession been a ridicule to them, such that whatever I said ain't important at all?

I'm pissed that they treat their health so lightly...esp when they ain't any younger...

Even more pissed that I haven't reinforced enough to them...esp during the time when I wasn't around physically...

But how to go about letting them know the importance when they don't treat my words seriously...

Someone get me out pls...

It's not a good sign when you can feel the heat the moment the plane touched down...let alone still feeling warm when you're at T3 with blasting air condition.

It's not a good sign when you rammed the cafe door on your already injured big toe first day in the morning before you headed off for work.

It's not a good sign when you kept snapping at your own mom who happened to ask the same qn over and over again for >5 times and you gave her the exact same answer all these while.

It's not a good sign when you have no internet access when you got home and realised that boss actually sent you an email to say that you can report slightly later for work the next day.

It's definitely not a good sign when you resented being home.

Right now I'm the biggest whiner in the world. Because I'm tired; I hate the weather; I don't like to report to my mom where I go or what I do; I don't feel appreciated for what I've done...

Sigh...I am Melbourne-sick...

Flight details...

2nd July

SQ 228, departs Melbourne 1550, arrive Singapore 2135

Not too sure is it T3 or T2...Kindly check the internet...

Expected peeps: Peifen, Gage, Ck, Sze...those who fail to appear will get special skin regenerative treatment from me personally...Skin you alive inch by inch!!!

Packing is a pain in the arse...

ARgh...

going home on 2nd July, starting work on the 3rd July...

Seriously...WTF!!!

It's time...

to pack, to take down the photos that I've put on the wall which I have been waking up to every morning...

It's time to start saying goodbye to all the lovely frens that I've made here...I hate to do goodbyes...I hate to leave this place...

I'm not ready to say goodbye to Melbourne, neither am I ready to say goodbye to him....and the rest of the peeps...

Yippee...

It was last week that Ally and I whipped up a meal for the entire house...We cooked hananiese chicken rice, french beans and dried shrimps with chilly, sweet sour pork and tonnes of dumplings!

There was so much food! I've never cooked this much before. Ally was the main chief, I helped her out with preparation and frying some of the stuffs. It was quite fun =)

After dinner, we actually went clubbing with our housemates. Got to this place called 'Love Machine'. It was gay night...hehe but it was darn darn fun! Love the aussie gays there....so warm and friendly...talked to this couple who were together for like 7 years! My god, they were so cute! It was fun just talking and hanging out with them. People there were just so open about their relationships, they won't hesitate to introduce their partners to us and I like that. O did I mention there were so many hot gay guys with hot hot hot bodies...alot of them took off their tops to dance! ~drool~ haha...

Had a great time with my housemates..crazy bunch of people but I love them!!!

Here are some of the picture of the food we cooked...

Crazy...

Been a while since I did crazy stuffs...not me exactly...o well...I just followed my housemates...

The girls and their fren saw this scarecrow in someone's front yard in the neighbourhood...So on Thursday night, whole bunch of us went quitely to that front yard and took the scarecrow home =p

It was freaking funny...cos I didnt know what was going on...just followed blindly..K and B just went up quietly to the front yard, grabbed the chair and ran back to the car...K actually managed to climb into the back of the car to hold on to the chair with the scarecrow and we drove back...

Decided to put the scarecrow in R's room to scare him...Darn darn funny! Couldn't stop laughing and giggling...even put a cat mask and torch light to shine on the scarecrow's face...

Only thing was...R didnt scream leh...wasted...but he did step back and said "WTH!!" haha...darn hilarious...

Crazy housemates...but it's all good fun...I think the girls have returned the scarecrow already...haha...

here's how it looked like...the actual face was more scary...o did I mention I absolutely love love love my housemates? haha...