am listening to damien rice's songs...the cd that yd burnt for me...
always feel sad whenever i listen to the songs....it reminds me of the trip i had to KL and all those thoughts that went thru my mind during the journey...bitter....really bitter...but it is something i need in order to move on...it's as though i've immersed myself in total sadness and eventually emerge from it to be a stronger me...sigh...tough journey eh...indeed...
went to watch Prime with peifen...such a great movie...love the actresses...plus the ending as well...it juz reminds me of handsome - bet u'll love the movie too....
no word is spoken...juz an exchange of look and a smile is enough to say it all...tinge of sadness...tinge of satisfaction...tinge of longingness...tinge of love left from what used to be ever so strong...a look, a smile and walk away....
Monday, November 28, 2005
today took mc...cos not feeling well...
was baby sitting auggy...abit bored...so ended up taking photo with my boy...haha quite fun...
one big teddy bear, one medium teddy bear...what's lacking??
u need giant baby auggy!!!
haha...auggy actually stayed still n looked into the cam
can see he's bored liao...
was baby sitting auggy...abit bored...so ended up taking photo with my boy...haha quite fun...
one big teddy bear, one medium teddy bear...what's lacking??
u need giant baby auggy!!!
haha...auggy actually stayed still n looked into the cam
can see he's bored liao...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
haha my sup said i'm abit of a exercise freak...eh...to a certain extend yar...but if i dun exerise i'll juz feel lethargic...
no one was home today when i knocked off...went jogging then had a nice warm bath and settle down to have my dinner by 9...ate a little while watching tv....and as usual i dozed off by 10...vaguely rem mumbling to bro not to switch off my light in the room so that i can wake up and do my work later...think i was bargaining with him in my sleepy mode cos he wants me to rest with the lights off...quite funny cos i think i sound irrelevant...too sleepy...
sigh gotten a C+ for my pract exam which i took before the attachment start....i mean okie lah...am always an average student...but was hoping can score bit better...eh on the other hand...heard that there were 8 Fs in our two classes...so guess i should be glad i didnt fall into that category considering i was quite nervous when demonstrating on my lecturer and course manager...and for ur infor..they were very good actress and actor in terms of being floppy patients
results will be out on fri? heard from classmate about that...gee...
meeting my gals on fri nite for dinner and chilling out...yippee....looking forward to that...
bout 1 week++ left for my attachment...am gonna miss my sup and patients....they are really fun and nice ppl....sigh...good things dun last eh...but that's the reason why one should treasure what they are having at the moment...
feeling abit sleepy now ~yawn~
wanna go suntanning...make muffins and bake cookies...so many things to do! muah haha
no one was home today when i knocked off...went jogging then had a nice warm bath and settle down to have my dinner by 9...ate a little while watching tv....and as usual i dozed off by 10...vaguely rem mumbling to bro not to switch off my light in the room so that i can wake up and do my work later...think i was bargaining with him in my sleepy mode cos he wants me to rest with the lights off...quite funny cos i think i sound irrelevant...too sleepy...
sigh gotten a C+ for my pract exam which i took before the attachment start....i mean okie lah...am always an average student...but was hoping can score bit better...eh on the other hand...heard that there were 8 Fs in our two classes...so guess i should be glad i didnt fall into that category considering i was quite nervous when demonstrating on my lecturer and course manager...and for ur infor..they were very good actress and actor in terms of being floppy patients
results will be out on fri? heard from classmate about that...gee...
meeting my gals on fri nite for dinner and chilling out...yippee....looking forward to that...
bout 1 week++ left for my attachment...am gonna miss my sup and patients....they are really fun and nice ppl....sigh...good things dun last eh...but that's the reason why one should treasure what they are having at the moment...
feeling abit sleepy now ~yawn~
wanna go suntanning...make muffins and bake cookies...so many things to do! muah haha
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
damn it..i have never been this suey in my life...
made a HUGE mistake during clinical...utterly no idea why i'm so freaking blur as to make such big mistake...sigh...stupid stupid stupid....
mood was utterly dampened for the whole freaking noon...so i seek refuge in my jogging regime again...yeah...i ran and i ran...from punggol to sengkang to serangoon park connector which lead me to somewhere around hougang/kovan area....then from the park connector to sengkang then back to punggol again...ran for an hour...bout 6-7 km i think...wasnt exactly tired...in fact i felt so much better after that...though at some point i really did wanna give up...cos knees abit cant take it...but somehow the further i go...tiredness juz go away and i'll just get used to the momentum...
and with my music...i juz keep running...actually i'm very tired today...cos last nite didnt sleep well...cant sleep actually..so got up to do work...sigh...
i kinda miss yk...havent talked to him for months...briefly talked to him days ago...man he used to acc me when i rush my reports...sigh...hope to meet up with him soon...
made a HUGE mistake during clinical...utterly no idea why i'm so freaking blur as to make such big mistake...sigh...stupid stupid stupid....
mood was utterly dampened for the whole freaking noon...so i seek refuge in my jogging regime again...yeah...i ran and i ran...from punggol to sengkang to serangoon park connector which lead me to somewhere around hougang/kovan area....then from the park connector to sengkang then back to punggol again...ran for an hour...bout 6-7 km i think...wasnt exactly tired...in fact i felt so much better after that...though at some point i really did wanna give up...cos knees abit cant take it...but somehow the further i go...tiredness juz go away and i'll just get used to the momentum...
and with my music...i juz keep running...actually i'm very tired today...cos last nite didnt sleep well...cant sleep actually..so got up to do work...sigh...
i kinda miss yk...havent talked to him for months...briefly talked to him days ago...man he used to acc me when i rush my reports...sigh...hope to meet up with him soon...
Sunday, November 20, 2005
went jogging just now...gotten caught in heavy rain...so i seek shelter at the void deck of some sengkang's flat...
was waiting for the rain to stop when i see ppl brisk walking, running, trying to minnimise the chance of getting drenched...
saw children laughing and screaming cos they get to walk in the rain which i think most children will grab every chance they have to do it...i used to like walking in the rain...but there i was seeking refuge at the void deck...
first i didnt wanna fall sick...not when i already have a slight sore throat...secondly i didnt wanna spoil my receiver...a very useful gagdet that i cant do without when i jog...
so i waited...looking up at the sky wondering when it will stop crying...
tired of waiting...slowly having the feel to walk in the rain...i step out to head home...happy that perhaps walking in the rain will make me feel better
nothing...rain stopped...juz alittle drizzle and massive wind....sigh...
o well...at least i feel better now...been slacking at home the whole day...nursing my slight hangover...hehe...went coco latte last nite...wasnt as nice as i tot it will be...it's small with nice seats and piercing music...so piercing that we have to get out of the place...and hop to another place...sat outdoor in cosy sofas...keke...smooched jessie on her cheek while hopping to the outdoor bar...sorry woman...always 'attack' u when i'm tipsy...=p
bought gwen stephanni's cd...really cool!!! love it!!! Luxrious! nice nice!
was waiting for the rain to stop when i see ppl brisk walking, running, trying to minnimise the chance of getting drenched...
saw children laughing and screaming cos they get to walk in the rain which i think most children will grab every chance they have to do it...i used to like walking in the rain...but there i was seeking refuge at the void deck...
first i didnt wanna fall sick...not when i already have a slight sore throat...secondly i didnt wanna spoil my receiver...a very useful gagdet that i cant do without when i jog...
so i waited...looking up at the sky wondering when it will stop crying...
tired of waiting...slowly having the feel to walk in the rain...i step out to head home...happy that perhaps walking in the rain will make me feel better
nothing...rain stopped...juz alittle drizzle and massive wind....sigh...
o well...at least i feel better now...been slacking at home the whole day...nursing my slight hangover...hehe...went coco latte last nite...wasnt as nice as i tot it will be...it's small with nice seats and piercing music...so piercing that we have to get out of the place...and hop to another place...sat outdoor in cosy sofas...keke...smooched jessie on her cheek while hopping to the outdoor bar...sorry woman...always 'attack' u when i'm tipsy...=p
bought gwen stephanni's cd...really cool!!! love it!!! Luxrious! nice nice!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Friday, November 18, 2005
how blur can one be...I utterly can't stand myself tonite!!! wah biang...i tot my basic theory is today...but no...it was yesterday...damn it...waste my money...i totally screwed up on the dates!!!
kaoz...so darn blur...
wanted to go ck's house to give him cake after my test...end up i dun have test to take today and ck wasnt at home then...wat to do...go walk around at bishan alone...then bought cakes for peifen and ck...then head down to serangoon to wait for the two of them at dou hua shop...me and my stupid brain...argh...how come so blur...think i too tired...that's why...haha..hopeless....
anyway dunno wat to get for ck so gotten him a cake first....babe...Happy Birthday!!! muack muack...may all ur wish come true...
yeah tomolo fri...see if can catch movie with fen or not...think harry potter too hot to get any tics....saving face maybe...hoho...we shall see how....
havent jogged for the whole week...damn...feeling uneasy....die die have to jog on sat....=p
kaoz...so darn blur...
wanted to go ck's house to give him cake after my test...end up i dun have test to take today and ck wasnt at home then...wat to do...go walk around at bishan alone...then bought cakes for peifen and ck...then head down to serangoon to wait for the two of them at dou hua shop...me and my stupid brain...argh...how come so blur...think i too tired...that's why...haha..hopeless....
anyway dunno wat to get for ck so gotten him a cake first....babe...Happy Birthday!!! muack muack...may all ur wish come true...
yeah tomolo fri...see if can catch movie with fen or not...think harry potter too hot to get any tics....saving face maybe...hoho...we shall see how....
havent jogged for the whole week...damn...feeling uneasy....die die have to jog on sat....=p
Thursday, November 17, 2005
wat a fulfilling day...hee...
i did 7 house visits with my sup!! wah haha...from morning 8am all the way to 6 pm...from one end of singapore to the other!!! fun le!!! tiring though...two of us were sweating so madly under the blazing sun and we dozed off on the long bus journey too...haha fun o...
so wat did we do today...tried unsuccessfully to fix pt's tap in the bathroom in the morning...and cos the the toilet was wet...i rolled up my pants...and forgotten to roll it down all the way till i reach the next pt's house...wah liao darn mah lu...and neither me nor my sup noticed that...-_- was laughing our heads off...sigh...so blur...
kena chased after by pt's bro in the noon...though our pt is compliant...her bro who is also alittle unsound kept stopping us from seeing her...tried to meet the pt at the voiddeck of her house...her bro ended up chasing after us and pulled pt back...for one moment i tot he was going to drag either my sup or me man...wah biang...one day we'll admit him in imh instead...he should really get some treatment...
wanted to go jogging but was raining then...and the moment i finished my dinner at around 8..i concussed at about 9...with auggy crying non-stop at the home...i can still fall asleep on the sofa...power right...
so glad i'm in the mobile team...i really cant see myself doing any...ANY deskbound job...but the more house visit i do the more paper work i need to finish too...will be stuck in office to do all the documentation for the whole day later...argh...
anyway been awake since 3 to do documentation...
i need to jog...but raining again...hai yo....
i did 7 house visits with my sup!! wah haha...from morning 8am all the way to 6 pm...from one end of singapore to the other!!! fun le!!! tiring though...two of us were sweating so madly under the blazing sun and we dozed off on the long bus journey too...haha fun o...
so wat did we do today...tried unsuccessfully to fix pt's tap in the bathroom in the morning...and cos the the toilet was wet...i rolled up my pants...and forgotten to roll it down all the way till i reach the next pt's house...wah liao darn mah lu...and neither me nor my sup noticed that...-_- was laughing our heads off...sigh...so blur...
kena chased after by pt's bro in the noon...though our pt is compliant...her bro who is also alittle unsound kept stopping us from seeing her...tried to meet the pt at the voiddeck of her house...her bro ended up chasing after us and pulled pt back...for one moment i tot he was going to drag either my sup or me man...wah biang...one day we'll admit him in imh instead...he should really get some treatment...
wanted to go jogging but was raining then...and the moment i finished my dinner at around 8..i concussed at about 9...with auggy crying non-stop at the home...i can still fall asleep on the sofa...power right...
so glad i'm in the mobile team...i really cant see myself doing any...ANY deskbound job...but the more house visit i do the more paper work i need to finish too...will be stuck in office to do all the documentation for the whole day later...argh...
anyway been awake since 3 to do documentation...
i need to jog...but raining again...hai yo....
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
yippee!!
i survived thru the day with juz one hour of sleep...wah haha....was rushing thru my presentation last nite...
went house visits early in the morning and then went back to schl for my case presentation..yeah...think i score not bad...cos my lecturer and classmates seemed pretty interested in what i've presented! cool! i've always like discussion with them...
nearly become a plumber today...think tomolo have to go pt's house to fix tap...eh...have no idea how to go about doing it...juz wack lo...see how my sup and i can do with our limited 'plumbing' experience....
now i'm darn sleepy and tired...juz ate kfc...haha...fattening le...but contended...wanted to go jogging in the evening but after playing and looking after auggy for an hour ++ i juz fell asleep on the sofa till dinner time....
Guess wat....We girls won 2nd place for the squash competition!!!! haha out of the 4 poly...we are the second....eh not easy hor though only 4 schls...we fought so darn hard k...and now our effort paid off!! i'm juz so so so so glad!!!!
2 thumbs up for the my girls and boys!!! i'm really proud of every single one of them...most of us picked up squash during yr 1....from zero experience to wat we have achieved now...i can proudly say we deserve the medals today!!!
so happy!!! haha....like i said...i treasure the process more than the result...of cos now that we won 2nd...it's a bonus to us! i will never forget time spent with my dear squashies (ray, jessie and angie included!!) in all the trainings and runnings! those times when we suffer and pant together....i'll really miss that! really really glad to know my team mates...their never-say-die attitude is always something that i'm proud of!
squash is an individual game...yet it's a team sport as well...the bond that we girls share is really something that i can never ever forget...will treasure it in my heart!
okie need to go and bathe...tonite dun need to sleep liao cos got case study to finish...so dead man...argh!!!
2 thumbs up for the my girls and boys!!! i'm really proud of every single one of them...most of us picked up squash during yr 1....from zero experience to wat we have achieved now...i can proudly say we deserve the medals today!!!
so happy!!! haha....like i said...i treasure the process more than the result...of cos now that we won 2nd...it's a bonus to us! i will never forget time spent with my dear squashies (ray, jessie and angie included!!) in all the trainings and runnings! those times when we suffer and pant together....i'll really miss that! really really glad to know my team mates...their never-say-die attitude is always something that i'm proud of!
squash is an individual game...yet it's a team sport as well...the bond that we girls share is really something that i can never ever forget...will treasure it in my heart!
okie need to go and bathe...tonite dun need to sleep liao cos got case study to finish...so dead man...argh!!!
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