new year eve....

class gathering....

i miss my boy boy...think i can only see him tomolo nite...sobz...

clinical results are out...gotten a- for clinical and a+ for my case presentation...happy happy...i hope it can pull my gpa up...

sigh...actually i dunno where i'm heading to...i very much wanna go aust to further my studies...i even signed up three uni during the aust uni fair...but money is such a huge problem...can i even afford it? i dun buy 4D so i think i can forget about winning big money...haha...sigh...even taking loan will be a problem...which bank will loan such a huge amount to someone who has no earning power yet...sigh...

i die die have to perform well for my last placement lah....so that which ever place i going to will employ me after i grad...muah haha...stress...gimme sugar daddy!!!

fell sick since wed...havent quite recover till now...

had class gathering on fri at holland v...ate, chatted, played games and ate gross sauce for forfeit...hopped over to wala wala then with geri and audrey...stood for nearly 2 hours before we got the chance to sit our butts down...amazing how we could stand and juz chat and drink our beer...haha...the guys who offered their seats to us should have done that long before and save us from standing all nite long...should have accepted their offer for buying us another round...but i think i was soo happy to get the seats that i juz turn them down...muah haha...

sat~ was still sick...but went down to schl to help tend a booth at the open house...stupid lah...some sports street booth...waste my time...had my training then and after that went for search of angie's pressie and head down to her bday chalet at costa sand resort....didnt intend to stay over but i guess we all gotten so comfortable (and drunk too) that we slept there till morning...glad to see the bday girl so happy and thrilled...hopefully this 21st bday of hers is one that is unforgettable to her...hehe...

today...went shopping with fen...cny coming so went to get new year clothes....wasnt quite in the mood to shop cos was super sleepy....plus orchard is so bloody crowded....juz sian to walk among ppl...anyway gotten the stuff that we want...so yeah...no need to resort to last min new year shopping that we so use to be doing...haha....and xue jie...u owe me big time for acc u to travel from orchard to marine parade juz to get ur capri pants...better treat me more pineapple tarts when i go visit ur house...

help help help....my throat is killing me...ugrh...i hate sore throat cos eventually it'll lead to fever...worst of all...every ounce of saliva i swollow will be such a pain in my arse...sian sian sian...

had so much fun today...

morning was spent looking after auggy...kept laughing and crying...dunno wat he wants...have to carry him around...distract him with cars...toys and bears...this baby is heavy i tell you...though my biceps will benefit from such workout...it's really very tiring leh...

noon time was in schl attending practicals....very fun cos get to try out all the assessment....felt like a factory woman...and now i know my eye-hand cooradination super cannot make it...sigh...

evening time...went shopping with ck and fen...muah haha...fun fun...kept trying clothes...but cant seem to find the ones that we like...we ended up in bodynits at scots...shopped till the closing time...the feeling of being the only one left selecting ur clothes and making payment...woo juz makes one feel so shiok...like u're the VIP...keke...

best part of the shopping is the halter top i bought...it is so much cheaper due to the storewide discount and the discount card that ck has....sooo happy....haha...

now i gotta finish doing my stuff and go sleep....cross fingers i wont have fever!

Yeah...finally i get to go jogging...6km...muah haha...so happy now cos i havent been doing that for the past week...rain rain rain....i hope it wont rain anymore...cos it not only stops me from jogging...the whole weather juz dampens one's mood...

Yeah...if sunday no rain then i'll go sentosa too...muah haha...thanx geri for organising gatherings on fri and sun!

o man...bro juz sold his v max...sigh...i feel sad for him...cos i know he loves that bike alot but it's juz too high maintenance to keep it...i'm gonna miss that bike too...cos so far that's the only powerful bike that i've ride on...and the speed is soooooooo great unlike my dad's one...haha

wont get to ride on that bike anymore...sigh...no more fast and comforty ride...though we still have the car...i prefer riding the bike from time to time...hopefully the next bike bro is gonna get will be something as powerful...

speaking of bike and car...i need to go and take my basic soon....procrastinate for too long liao...

cant sleep lately...dunno why...tired but cant sleep...

my poor baby boy is sick and has been puking since yesterday...
bro also...was puking ever so loudly in the toilet 5 am in the morning...got awaken by his horrible puking when i juz gotten to sleep at 4 am as i was having diarrhea then...haha seems like whole family is down with something...sigh...was late for my class only to find that i miss my timing for doing fyp as well...sianz...must due to the fact that today is friday the 13...

anyway met up with yd, vic and ck for ktv at party world...despite me being so tired, i'm still quite gian to go singing...
so fun! i havent sang with them for so darn long...reminds me of those days when we used to go serangoon garden's violet to sing...eek...that lao pok place....haha...still need to flip those song books to select songs somemore...

after ktv...went seragoon garden to meet ray and chin han....wanted to drink at happy daze...but it was too crowded...so ended up for ice cream instead....

i miss hanging out with my squashmates...sitting down with them chatting n laughing like nuts...they are the ones who make a different in my poly life...didnt expect our paths to cross like that through squash...so glad to know them all....

okie abit tired now...maybe cos i slept less than 5 hours since last nite...gtg catch some sleep...tomolo still got match at smu...biang...wish me luck man...

on the plane...eating poky...


in the cab...still eating poky...haha


after 9 hours of bus ride...we finally reached the ferry terminal...


dinner...hmm...wat to eat...yd was holding the menu...me drinking 'chang' mineral water...yilong drinking from bottled cola


in koh samui mac...another side meal after dinner...


too lazy to walk back to resort so we took a bus back...


me with papa ng...i looked sleepy...cos juz woke up...btw we were actually facing the beach....


haha...the nite when we gotten yd drunk...haha

today is my papa's bday...went to eat crab with him and mom...although he's the one paying in the end...keke...i'll treat when i get my first pay!

sis-in-law bought papa a cake ...as usual we took lotsa pic with auggy...haha didnt even sing bday song le...juz blow candle and cut the cake...but i think papa quite happy with such arrangement...so long he's happy...=)

think i havent been exercising that's why...i need to drain my energy...cos emotions building up and i really need to let it out...

damn...there's so much going on in my mind that i dunno where to start...

hehe...see my belly button??

hey...where's my burger...

baby boy at 5 months

i saw two cute doggies running so happily towards me during my jog...the owner gave me a warm smile too when he saw me beaming at them...

i saw a rainbow on my way back from my jog too...

auggy smiled when he woke up and saw me by his cot....he laughed so cheerfully when i carried him and make stupid faces at him...

a smile juz spread across my face...and somehow...the tinge of sadness that has been bugging me the whole day is no longer there anymore...

i need more happiness in my life...happiness that doesnt quite need a reason or a cause...

was lazing in my bed today...trying to snuggle in alittle longer before getting up and be ready for schl...

8.30am
pipoo pipoo~
msg 1 from nikki : eh lesson at 9 am which room arh....
my reply : eh no lah today's lesson only start at 12 pm le...
nikki's reply: wah heng u told me earlier...

10 plus...still lying in bed...
pipoo pipoo~
msg 2 from nikki and prof : lesson pushed from 12 to 2pm...pls take note and pass the msg around
my brain: yesh! can nua alittle longer in bed!

11 plus....juz had a dream...cant rem wat it is though...
pipoo pipoo~
msg 3 from nikki and prof : ppl there's no lesson for today...video watching will be pushed to tomolo so pls stay back after 1 pm tomolo...pass the msg around...

wah haha...power right...no schl today!!! if only baby boy is at home today...i'll play with him the whole day...he's getting so so cute...i cant get enough of him!

whoopi~ Happy 2006!!!

count down with my beloved gal at happy daze yesterday! was too lazy to go town after nua~ing at home the whole day..haha...nearly didnt wanna get my butt off the couch...but promise my gal i'll count down with her...so i make my way out only at 10.30pm...haha...reached the pub at 1145...juz in time to count down...tot it'll be rather quiet but i am so wrong...it was packed...and all of us were spraying at each other with those ribbon stuff...so fun!!!

keke...first time counting down with fen...after knowing her for like 12 years...i realise we still have alot of stuff that we havent got to do together which include painting nails together in the afternoon...haha...she gotten so pek chek in it...i cant help but laugh when i see her doing her own nails for the first time...so cute!...=) gal, thank you for being by my side all this while...muack muack! keke...

i cant rem how i spent my new year eve for last year...hmm....but anyhow...i'll embrace 2006 and start everything afresh...hehe...alot of things awaiting for me...hopefully everything will go smoothly...

and yeah!!! handsome is back!!! no more sawadeecup liao....haha...seeya tomolo!

woke up late today...despite auggy's cries...i continue to sleep...thus i was late for my fyp proj...hehe...such a pig...

anyway after sorting out the data...i went down to have my hair coloured and trimmed...colour looked almost the same...but at least it suits my skin colour...and the hairdresser was pretty nice to me...although i do hope that he was the one who cut my hair cos i think he's much better than the one who did mine...sigh...never mind lah....

look good...feel good...and i finally understand...good looking ppl always get better treatment...i always tot it'll be enough to juz be sincere to another person...but no...human beings are that superficial...really...

anyway...after getting my hair done...i went to shop around alone...from 330 to 730 while waiting for fen to knock off and meet me for dinner...was quite desperate to meet her...cos havent seen her since i was back from my trip...so i pathetically begged her to meet up with me...keke...

bought dad a polo t-shirt while shopping...was on sale at robinson...and thinking that i didnt get him anything from my trip...i chose a relatively light colour shirt to make it up to him...hee...hopefully not too big...think mom will be jealous...cos i also didnt buy her anything from my trip...=p

finally had my first meal at 530...cos was rushing from places to places doing stuff...i actually forgot that i havent eaten anything except for the soya bean milk i drank in the morning...so i sat in the bras barsa mac...munching chicken fold...watever it's called...btw the kfc chicken fold we had at thailand tasted so much better...

munched and read my book till evening time then i head down to national lib to look for a book that i wan...bloody lib...despite being so big..it's freaking empty...dun even have the book that i wan...disappointed...

more shopping with my gal..was helping her in getting an outfit for the wedding she has to attend tomolo...bought her a belated bday handbag...hehe...low cost but nice one...

went to test for perfume at sasa...and u know wat...there are some that smell like tequila shots...really...no bluffing...eek...weird smell...or is it juz me...muah haha...

okie we walked till our legs gave way(i walked for like more than 7 hours in a pair of wedges...winner right... ) and had to settle at brecko for a drink...praise this cafe...they actually have stella at 2 for 10 bucks...so we sat down and drink beer...hehe...so much to update each other! and i juz love to chill out like that!!!

yeah...tomolo we'll meet again...we shall embrace 2006 in each other's company...fen...why are u not a guy? or why am i not a guy?? or why arent we a pair of lesbian couple??? muah haha....

sometimes i forgot how easily one can be replaced...by time, by object and of cos by another being...

perhaps i've been too comfortable in my own world of thoughts...constantly assuming that even if things were to change i will be able to handle it...or better still...adapt to it...

But the thing is this...i realise i can do neither....the older i get, the more resistent i am to changes and the ironic thing is...there seem to be more changes occuring as one aged...seriously...is it me or is it a natural process?

the only fortunate thing that happened to me is that becos of OT, it kinda make me learn how face the changes instead of avoiding them...handle them even if it means u're doing something for the first time...see it, acknowledge it, then anyhow wack loh....if u handle it wrongly the first time...learn...then try again the second time...i'm still learning...

i realise i'm the sort that need to learn and go through the process many many times before i can resolve watever is ahead of me...am i dumb or wat...how come my journey is never a straight path? or maybe if it is...my life would have been so typical juz like any other singaporeans...right?

sometimes i wonder why is there such a definite process for everyone to go through...u change from being a baby to a waiting-for-all-milk-teeth-to-drop-out primary schl kid; to a wearing-braces-secondary schl teenager; to a growing-wisdom-tooth jc student; then to a studious and smart uni student....u grad with a degree, find a prestigious job, along the way meet someone u think u can live happily-ever-after-with...get married and give birth to as many cute babies as u and ur partner can have...taa daa....there u go...u'll be termed as a successful being who will be respected and acknowledged...at least in singapore...

somehow along the way i seem to be out of the norm...cos i'm not a uni grad; not sure i'll be able to find a prestigious job; dun think i'll be able to get married and give birth to kids...so am i loser?

wah liao...i'm very bored now...juz a few days after coming back i'm feeling bored liao...

tomolo gonna do fyp for the whole day...and gotta go for squash...havent exercise for a whole week...argh...

i miss those ferry rides....sitting on the deck feeling the wind blowing at ur face....chatting with ur frens in the middle of the sea...seeing the ang mos trying to find joy in drinking beer they've picked is really funny too...

i miss eating food bought from the roadside..yummy...i miss the chicken lady...

i miss the massive blackout in the whole town...i miss walking around every evening going from stalls to stalls...i even miss the super huge waves that to me are so scary...miss running along the beach too...

okie...i juz dun wan the holiday to end so soon...

santa claus...i know x'mas is over...but can my hols not end so soon? i've been a good girl this year....~innocent look~

back from samui trip! went for a drink with my squash mates last nite after i've touched down...

was nursing my hangover for the whole of today...

more updates to come...waiting for handsome to send photos...

love this trip!! each of us has grown and changed alittle as compared to the redang trip we had...

tried crazy stuffs...did crazy things...had great time with ppl i love...i cant ask for more...except to have more of such trips in the future...

yes....will be leaving in few hours time...

cant sleep...cos firstly i'm not done with packing...not bathed yet...and havent cool down yet...mentally...

went to meet up with yk...waited for this bugger for hours cos he ended work late and why he ended work late? cos of his 'analysis paralysis' behaviour...haha...he's the only few whom i know understand and takes me for who i am...somethings juz never change...despite him hitting me till blue black and plucking leaves for me cos i'm into the colour green...

short meet up...and we juz talked as we walked cos trying to catch last bus...he was telling me about his experience and some thoughts he gathered through his part time job in retail...forever got thoughts running thru his mind when he's into something...somehow i juz feel that he should have stuck to literature instead of computing...cos his brain juz function that way...too wasted to go into areas that requires mundane and complicated execution of work...not that he's not capable of doing programming...

i'm juz glad i met up with him...short one...but that's enough...till yd is back...3 of us will unite again...muah haha...and yk if u're reading this....u bloody bruised my arms!!! 100 dao huey minus off from wat i owe u man...inclusive of the hours i've waited for u!

3 more days before i'm out of town...pls let this trip be boo-boo-less....and a super fun one!!

bought vicky her belated bday pressie!! bikini!! muah haha...papa ng sure nose bleed when he sees her in it...we shall wait and see!!

i bought myself another set too! a plain one though...and it's green in colour! kinda contrast with my skin...so quite like it...keke...yummy...yummy!!! i'll take pics...hopefully will look good in them...

havent been jogging much lately...only once this week...am so guilty about it...argh...cant wake up early to do it...evening time i'm always out...how to jog...die die have to do it tomolo...

gonna try something new together with vicky on monday...so exciting....keke...cross fingers...

time flies eh...it's been a year....rem the last christmas eve i spent with ray, jessie and angie...gotten myself drunk before the countdown was done...fond memories of mine...keke...wont be around this christmas eve...but i'm sure looking forward to the gathering we've planned to have on 25th dec...i'll be back...sure will...juz not sure what time i'm touching down...this year there'll be more ppl...more fun...plus i'm not the lousiest drinker among the clique anymore...haha...fact is i'll be getting pre-training from boozing my way thru the whole trip!! yippee!!!

boy do i sound more and more like karen walker... haha....

yeah yeah...miss phua trying to smooch me when her tiko isnt around...wat to do...i can only oblige to her request...juz like how jessie always did to mine...scandalous eh!!

yipee...class dinner

Been doing FYP over at Health Promotion Board...looking through tonnes and tonnes of case notes...see until i blur...hopefully can get enough clients for the study...cross fingers and pray hard hard...

wed went sentosa again...drank beer on the beach..sooooo nice!!! u guys should try next time....and cos the girls didnt like the beer they have...i have to help them finish theirs...ended up being high despite the fact that it's still broad daylight...plus i need to attend dinner with my class somemore...

so evening time....had dinner with my mentor and his wife at this italian restuarant...14 of us went and it's quite fun cos it's informal gathering and we can shake off our status and juz eat and dine like friends...haha not to mention there's wine too...HB brought 4 wine...3 white and 1 red...very nice and smooth!! yummy...love it...

thurs nite went out with chris and nikki...got a treat from the bday gal...keke fun fun...ate japanese food...nice nice...haha hope she like the pressie that we bought...hehe...

today...went vicky's house to bake cookies!! haha super oily and sweet! but turns out not bad lah...presentable and edible...process of baking was hilarious...cos so many of us...and we all trying to chip in to make the best out of it...and we add all sort of ingredients to make it taste more....exortic? unique maybe...haha

yes...tomolo going to buy bikini...muah haha...mm how many bikinis do i have now...mm...5 i think..more to come!!yippe!!! so exciting!

u know sometimes when u talk to a fren out of concern
but whatever u said ended up being brushed off like dust
u juz feel like raising your arms, surrender and shout 'I GIVE UP'?
i wanna puke blood...convulse and die....no matter how much i have said...nothing gets thru...so why talk in the first place...i'll zip my mouth from now onwards...
realise my words are zero value...utterly worthless...might as well shut my bloody mouth up...

Woo hoo!!! exciting weekends! i think i wasn't home for more than 10 hours since friday! haha...busy busy...trying to make full use of my holidays...so i packed as much activities as i can within a day...haha...crazy...i really did alot of stuff man...

fri~
wanted to see choon yew off before he go for his ns service...poor poor thing...juz had his A level and he has to go in for the no-brainer training already...we haven't even gotten the time to go sentosa with him...i promised that we will go again cos he said it was fun the previous time we went...too bad loh who ask him dun train earlier for nafa test...in the end can't do his pull up...

anyway...ck and i couldn't wake up in time...i ended up calling this little bro and told him to take care of himself in camp...juz hope that his blurness wont lead him to being ter gan...

ck, me and sze still meet up at pasir ris later in the morning...cos i need to get some stuff for a fren...after which three of us went for a shopping spree at the john little sale...haha...actaully there isn't much to buy except for lingerie! yah yah went shopping with two guys for bras!!! hey i'm training them k...afterall they will need to acc their gfs for lingerie shopping in future...it'll be such a turn off if guys still have those i'm-not-stepping-into-the-bra-zone concept...
it ain't the first time with them shopping with me anyway...if handsome is here he'll in the clique too...muah haha...o we bought ck a feather coat for his trip as a present too...sze, vic, adrian, me and yd (eh i count u in too...cos can imagine u whining if i didnt do that...haha)

after burning a hole in my pocket with the bras i bought...ck acc me to change photo for my passport...i tell u....there's a hell lot of ppl at the ICA buiding...ALOT....luckily the service was quite efficient...so i didnt really wait too long...BUT the buzzing sound of the bell gave me a headache and it didnt help with this irritating father who kept complaining to his son about how slow the queue was moving and later change his topic to how his son was being picked up from dustbin...ppl never Ever tell ur children that they are picked up from the dustbin...it's lame...it's stupid...and to have such meaningless conversation going on for 20 min...i was secretly slapping this man left-right-centre inside my head...

my photo was changed eventually...and u know wat...the lady at the counter gave a little giggle when she saw my old passport photo...biang...very funny meh...i dun look that different lo...and becos of her...ck burst out laughing...he laughed so much that the lady asked him 'why are u laughing'...hello..i'm still sitting there le...totally ignore my existance man...

done with being mocked by my unglam old photo...went swimming with ck...i was made to swim laps after laps...argh...so tiring...such a torturous coach...

okie...done with swimming...it was evening then...went to gina's place to stay over cos her hubby was out of town...was watching her wedding video...keke...quite fun!

exciting part comes...vicky babe managed to borrow a van...and she suggested supper at geylang...so sweet of her to come drive us all...from balestir to serangoon to bishan to ntu to punggol then to geylang....my frens and i were at the back of the van...riding the bumpy road for 1 hour++ before reaching our destination...haha...hilarious ride...there were shoutings...of directions...of horror...of pain...of laughters...and boy...we all miss yd...cos it always remind us of all the lorry rides we had...

okie...by the time we went back..it was 3++ in the morning...didnt sleep till about 5++....
exciting day eh...and it's only fri for me...haha...

sat~
had badminton session with ck, yilong and liyan....haha...all very nua...juz play and play...not very tough lah...but we're all like half dead...dunno why...liyan was the worst...cos not only was she tired....she kept being hit by the shuttlecocks too...no longer am i jinx with the thing flying at my head...haha...

went old airport road for dinner...cos vick drove...yummy...we ate all the dishes that we love...haha...we are such a bunch of gluttons...

reached home at 8++ and was totally beated...knocked out in front of tv by 10...by far the earliest time i slept....

sun~
SENOTSA!! it was zouk out on sat...so the beach was left with tentages and stuffs...hmm...maybe the sand is covered with ppl's puke too...who knows...
anyway we went to the far end to lie down and get ourselves baked till golden brown...haha...the sun was perfect for suntanning...not scorching hot but good enough to make u turn colour...
and now i'm burnt...like wat ck's frens said...i've turned from rare to well done...to chao da....-_-

fun weekends!!! yippee....dunno where i've gotten my energy from...but i juz looooooove all the company i had!

8 more days to koh samui!!!

falling asleep soon....

finally asleep on my shoulder

giving my arms some rest for carrying this huge chubby baby to sleep...

wanted to blog last nite...but was too sleepy...

yeah...first day of not working...i woke up at 10 cos auggy was crying...cant stand him crying...so woke up to carry him...cant seem to soothe him so throw back to bro to let him deal with his son...haha...

then gotten pissed off by my dad...complaining about my room being messy...so i spent the whole afternoon clearing my room...threw out the whole lot of my teddy bears and soft toys to make space for my notes and textbooks...tell u...i really threw out a hell lot...now i'm only left with the big totoro soft toy whom my fren brought back all the way from taiwan when he went for ns field camp years ago (till now i'm still very surprise that he rem i like totoro and had make the effort to bring this huge soft toy all the way back)...two beanies from my frens on my 21st bday and my beloved tattered bear from fen two x'mas ago..o and the fury dog that yd they all bought and secretly hid at my place for one of my bday...the rest i juz threw them away...made up my mind and i finally did what i should have done long ago...

actually my whole plan for the day was spoilt due to the complain...wanted to change photo for passport...in the end have to push it to fri...things i plan to do on wed i have to change it...so was in rather foul mood....

seek solace in my jogging regime...exactly one hour for about 7km jog...not too bad considering it was bloody hot when i jogged...after that went to meet fen for 9.20 pm harry potter show...entertaining lah...except that the new dumblerdore actor sux...totally changed the calm, experienced wizard into one that is gan jiong and weird...

as for today...woke up late...once again i fly ck kite...cos suppose to swim with him in the morning but couldnt get up...=p haha had lunch at home then went KK for fyp discussion...then went schl for training...didnt play much though...

tomolo morning...sending our beloved choon yew to tekong...haha...o man...i hope he'll do juz fine for ns...little bro is all grown up now...next will be yilong's turn in few years time...o man...reminds me of the time when i send jl off...that's like so darn long ago lah...

okie going to watch will and grace! muah haha....

i cant stop beaming...today is my last day of work!!!

wah haha...i can finally sleep in for tomolo...so happy! i really need sleep man...so tired...if i were to continue any further...i probably juz cracked...dun think i can take it le...tiring...

already planned to go sentosa on sun...but as for tomolo...need to get something done first...hopefully can go and change me photo for my passport...haha...yd smsed me this afternoon to remind me...so sweet...haha...

meet up with ck, liyan and her fren for dinner...then off we go, shopping around at fast east...tried a tube dress...ck say very nice...keke...maybe i'll get it! yeah!

seriously need to get another set of bikini...shall go with vicky to get it...then can wear it on our trip too!! yeah yeah...i cant wait to go!!

sat was great! i'm so proud of the clients from SPD...their performance is really nice...of cos not to mention my classmates' effort in training them and coming up with the musical beats and stuff...job well done...=)

physical disability awareness week...wonder if anyone notice this campaign...hopefully we're able to rise some attention among the public...

sent the clients to our schl in the noon for lunch and activities...was attending to the client i took last year during the SPD sportsday...haha he's still as talkative...thing is he didnt throw tantrum at me this time round...at least i kinda manage him pretty well...know when to talk him thru to participate in the games so that he can earn the prize that he kept asking for...haha...

and guess wat...my group won the sandwich making competition and for the overall games...didnt expect that...haha...but happy that all of them had fun...at least i did...

mm...i felt really happy...dunno why...not because we won...but i juz feel happy to see them enjoying themselves...guess it's the kind of satisfaction i see when at the end of the day everyone had their share of fun and laughter...it's tiring though cos have to keep the energy level up constantly...have to look out for clients as well...so by the time i got on the bus to head home...i was dozing off away like a dead log....

evening time went to carl's junior for dinner...it was packed man...dunno why ppl like to eat such big portion burger...as if they can finish...i know yilong was struggling with his super 'tua' burger in the end...haha...

anyway as usual...went to hang out with my squash mates at the new happy daz....deco is slightly better now...but they still dun have stella...wat's wrong with them man...dun they know it's nicer than tiger...sigh...as usual lah...i got home tipsy and sleepy...hehe...fun sat afterall...

my clinical suppose to end yesterday...but due to the 2 days mc i took...i have to make them up for the coming two days...

not that i mind at all...cos that means i have two more days to spend with my clients...and my supervisor...haha

o man...juz realised that it was a year ago that i've baked cookies for my beloved frens...hehe...the-once-a-year-baking season is here again...but this time round i'm planning to bake for my supervisor....for being able to face me day in day out for 8 weeks and also being so tolerant of my clumsiness and blurness...

sigh time flies...2 months and it's gone...I CAN'T WAIT TO FLY!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BKK TO FIND YD!! let's all do crazy stuff while we're away shall we?

muah haha...but first of all...i need to get my passport photo changed...cos i kena final warning the previous time....so ppl...pls do me a favour and ask me this qn 'have u changed ur passport photo?' whenever u see me...cos i very scare i'll forget...and if i forget...think my frens will all scream at me...there wont be much fun without me on this trip right...~wink wink~ muah haha...

okie gotta run...have SPD event today...hehe...hopefully can get to see cute cute clients that we saw last year!

am listening to damien rice's songs...the cd that yd burnt for me...

always feel sad whenever i listen to the songs....it reminds me of the trip i had to KL and all those thoughts that went thru my mind during the journey...bitter....really bitter...but it is something i need in order to move on...it's as though i've immersed myself in total sadness and eventually emerge from it to be a stronger me...sigh...tough journey eh...indeed...

went to watch Prime with peifen...such a great movie...love the actresses...plus the ending as well...it juz reminds me of handsome - bet u'll love the movie too....

no word is spoken...juz an exchange of look and a smile is enough to say it all...tinge of sadness...tinge of satisfaction...tinge of longingness...tinge of love left from what used to be ever so strong...a look, a smile and walk away....

today took mc...cos not feeling well...

was baby sitting auggy...abit bored...so ended up taking photo with my boy...haha quite fun...


one big teddy bear, one medium teddy bear...what's lacking??


u need giant baby auggy!!!


haha...auggy actually stayed still n looked into the cam


can see he's bored liao...

pri schl buds

JC buds

CCS buds