Honey, I'm home!

Yes, I'm back from Hongkong...

Back alone at home...I love it...only thing is, I miss my baby boys...sigh...

anyway been busy...interview, talk, ran errands, settle loans, going for squash training later and gonna visit my ex boss and colleagues on fri!

busy busy busy...catch me if u can yar....

photos up...soon soon....

correction...

and so...handsome corrected me...

my last drink was 16 days ago...so it aint that long afterall...just that my memory failed me =p

and he corrected me (quote directly from his sms) that " I don't bitch hor...write tt in your blog. later other ppl misunderstand!"

yar yar...like real...as if ppl will believe me when I write that in

~roll eyes~

haha...

wah liao...can u fly here quicker...

Seeing the red...

after 16 weeks...

Seriously, is it due to the travelling or that my body is totally screwed up? Or could it be the alcohol?

Speaking of which, I haven't touched alcohol for the longest time I can remember...

Baby sitting is fun but it's getting to me...

And I think my hormones are acting up, which is why I'm alittle depressed now...

I am so looking forward to yd coming...I need someone whom I can bitch to...someone whom I dun have to mind my words or requires me to filter every single thought that I wanna bring across...someone who can take joke and not blow up...

I think I'm feeling alittle suppressed here...

I can't wait for yd to come...I cant wait to go home myself and be alone, I cant wait to go back to melbourne...

My gwad...

He was standing next to me, stuck to me like he wanted me to play with him...

Then he backfaced me and went " Pooooo....pooo..."

He turned around and gave me that cheeky chuckles.

Wah biang...My bro just shoved his baby son's diaper into my face while I was sleeping the other day...now auggy deliberately farted into my face!

Like father like son...and they both find the thrill in terrorising me!!

Funniest thing a kid can say...

I was going to blog about my day to the Ocean Park with auggy and my parents + my night out to miao jie with my folks. But I reckon the following is funnier than my day out details...

Heard from my sis-in-law about what auggy blurted out in church yesterday during mass...I laughed like mad...

Bro and sis-in-law took the little ones to an evening mass yesterday. It was a quiet affair where everyone was praying and listening to what the pastor was saying.

Suddenly, Auggy announced this rather loudly to his parents

"我要大便!!!"

Serious...this was what he blurted out while everyone was doing their silent prayers...

Bro and him had to made a dash through the nearest exit to the toilet where auggy pooed a very very long shit...

my gosh...if i were in the church, i'll be the first one burst out laughing...

O and i heard behind them sat a nun...i wonder if she laughed...keke...

Ninny nanny...

I'm a lazy bum...I didnt quite venture out despite reaching HK since Tuesday night...

Just wanna spend time with my baby boys and nua at home...haha...

here are some pics...















The pencil case that I bought and wrote auggy's name on...















The penguin that I bought for ben ben...















Hee...i'm happy...wee...















The ang bao that my aunt gave him...auggy's latest obsession - money...he took MY ang bao after knowing mine was more than his...very clever leh...















And he likes to punch, scratch me and snatch my handphone...that was him pinning me down...















went out with dad and auggy in the noon today... this little bugger ended up sleeping...he's now too heavy for us to carry him around...so we ended up sitting in macs, drinking coffee and eating fries...















he woke up...stoned abit then ate the fries then continued to stone...in the end we decided to head home...haha...without walking around much...















While my parents put auggy to sleep at night...ben ben was thrown to me...so I had to carry him around...sing songs...hum songs...rock and pat him to sleep...















so cute...cant help but kiss him lots...

Hongkong, Hongkong!

He was suppose to sleep...

He heard me coming through the door...

He came out of the room and stood in the living room...

He looked at me for a few good minutes before breaking into smiles and called me "Gu Gu!"

He wanted to sit with me while I have my late dinner but it was suppose to be his bed time...

Told him to be good boy, go to sleep and that I'll see him tomorrow morning...

He went to bed with that frown on his face as if afraid that I'll be gone by the morning...

Yes...I finally saw my baby boy after a good 6 months...he is SO adorable. I couldn't help but give him a huge hug and smooch!

SOOOO happy to see auggy again! Sigh, I've missed him so much!

Btw little ben ben was asleep when I arrived...shall play with him tomorrow!

House Party Part 2

Our nite continued with more alcohol and drinking games...It was freaking hilarious!















Drink up!



















Although he had this pukey face when drinking, I know he loved it...muah haha



















Sze and I...I dun rem when we took this pic...but seemed we had lots of fun...haha















Sze and fen...















Okie buta and I...the bruises on my forehead and legs...all your fault! stop using ur karate on me!
















Dunno what she was laughing about...















This pic is funny...dunno why i had that expression on me...must be due to them not allowing me to open the bottle...















Let me introduce you...yingkai...the guy who tried to use his karate stunts on me...and here u see...he was trying to stretch my leg...freaking painful k...















Eh you play cheat!! hmm..yilong looked gone in this pic...haha...















Hee..it's always fun to see you high...and drunk...















Love this pic! so funny!















trying to pop the champagne....haha...















fen and yd...















the Sim brothers...















That was yk's hairy leg...for the record...when yk was drunk...he stuck his leg up everywhere!!! alot of photos had captured his freaking hairy leg...wah liao...















yd...u can really pose...cam whore! I puking u also posed!















Funny pic...















At the end of the day...everyone was tired...



















and sleepy...





























presenting to you...the peeps who made this party a freaking fun one!

House Party Part 1

And so the party began....




























sze was hungry...haha...



















Ck helping me cut the carrots for salad...















Getting ready for the party!



















Me as the belly dancer...















Fen as waitress, James as bartender....















gage, the sexy cook ;)
















Yilong, the funny ns man...(he was wearing gage's ns uniform btw..cheater bug!)
















Sze as the sexy construction supervisor...























































































After this my camera died...other photos can be seen from gage's profile...like what he said...I think gage and I fit the theme 'seductive occupation' best...cos looking at the pics u'll know...btw Ck dressed up as personal trainer, Yingkai as karate master and Adrian as himself...hehe...

The party moved on after sumptuous dinner that were da bao-ed from chomp chomp by my beloved fen...

Pic upload to be continued...

Give me a sign to go from here...

Proper explanation and apologies. That's what I have been seeking all along.

I've only told a few around me, that I met up with Banker on the New Year Day itself.

The moment we saw each other, we just smiled. No tears, no hatred, no-feel-like-punching-his-face kinda feeling. Peace and at ease.

We just sat at the cafe and talked. He showed me his little girl's photos. She's adorable! Really a cute angel.

Stupid? Naive? Big heart? To agree upon meeting up with the man that broke me into million pieces.

I'm only human, I just want a closure that I've always needed - a proper one, face to face.

Tears since July are finally out of my system, words that I've planned to say to him I've said it. Time to look ahead =)

thumbs up!

I had a great time last nite. Thank you sooooooooo much for making the effort to come!

Thank you fen for ta baoing the food.

Thank you adrian for helping to buy green tea.

Thank you ck for making the salad and the wine.

Thank you james for being the bartender.

Thank you yd for driving me to get the cake.

Thank you yilong for being so sporting.

Thank you yingkai for coming after work.

Thank you sze for rushing over for dinner.

Embracing 2008 with new bruises everywhere on my legs and arms...I hope it'll be a good year ahead...

To start it off, I'm thankful for the closure...

Happy new year everyone!

Pics will be up asap!

sigh

It's actually not about the drinking...I didn't expect you to wanna drink actually...I'll be happy enough to just spend time with you over dinner and if you gotta leave halfway, i'm fine with that....but the very first time when you said you're not coming at all...i just feel =( cos i thought i could spend new year eve with all you guys...sigh...

Sorry baby, i wont feel upset if u dun mean anything to me...

Anyway...spent the whole day helping a friend in the preparation for his proposal to his gf at the airport...

It was a success and everyone at the airport clapped for them...so so sweet...

Congrats to the couple o....

Shall blog again...freaking freaking tired...

Rambles...

I have a feeling it may fall flat and no one will enjoy the party.

I'm sorry I nearly blew my top. I couldn't help feeling a tad disappointed last night. Okay, the mango sago did make me feel alittle better.

I feel like raising my two hands and say 'Whatever' to everything around me. Every comment, every remark, every decision made.

Alot of things are replaceable, I think I'm just in denial mode. Give me time to accommodate to it. I'm sure I can get use to that soon...

I have never...

had such Great Christmas Eve!

Started my Christmas Eve by preparing salad and dessert. Went to Jessie's place for dinner. Turned out the dessert was pretty well liked by most peeps...hehe...happy...

Done with dinner, off we head down to Happy Daze for count down. It was alittle disappointing. We ended up not counting down, instead we were too busy trying to shun from the peeps who started the 'snow fight' with their sprays...nearly suffocated or rather intoxicated by the fumes that the sprays gave out.

Downed 4 shots then off we head to Somerset for the Martinis! Emerald no. 5 serves the best martinis! Had tonnes of them cos it was one for one.

Had so much fun downing the martinis and our round of games in ' I have never...' We were laughing our heads off and making so much noise that the couple at the next table found it interesting just watching us play.

No puking for me this time round. Wasnt smashed either despite tonnes of alcohol which was good, except that I missed a step and sprained my ankle while trying to go back to Jessie and Peifen.

Abrasions and sprained ankle...still....I had so much fun this year...so much more fun as compared to last year....Thank you girls for being there for me...

Hope everyone's Christmas this year trump the one they had last year!

It's been a year...

I remembered the details. Everything single thing that happened. The effort I spend trying to look for a decent Xmas present for you. The time I spent going back to exchange the gift because you said you didn't like the colour.

I remembered the quarrel we had over the bridge when everyone was counting down by the riverside. I remembered the tearing up of Xmas card, throwing them into the bin and the storming off part.

I remembered you looking for me. I remembered your angry face knowing I went back to my friends. I remembered running after you, trying to look for you. I remembered finding you sitting at the side of the pavement while still talking to me over the phone.

I remembered retrieving the torn cards. I remembered bursting out in tears while saying Merry Xmas to you. I remembered crying in your arms for a good few minutes. I remembered you giving me your sweater.

It's been a year.

Did I mention how much I hate Xmas?

My week...

Been out most of the time...Meeting friends, accompanying fen do her 'G' shopping, went tanning with nikki babe, went handsome's house to bum around...

here are some pics of the week...















Handsome was suppose to drive me home...Realised we havent had enough of chatting with each other so we decided to stop by some coffee shop for more catching up















The nite when handsome drove justin and I to cosy bay and geylang for dou huey...saw alot of hum sup ah peks, blangadesh workers and china ladies...eew...















Our tanning session...despite it rained all these while, we managed to get ourselves burnt! haha...so nice to just chill, tan and talk...though lying on the sand is still giving me the backache...















Jessie and I, we met up yesterday nite...decided we wanna have margaritas so headed down to cafe iguana...pink guava and mango were so yummy...















Ray joined us later...had more margaritas and then went to the pump room for more drinks...she refused to take pic...so....















i took a pic with her...dun rem ever taking pics with her alone leh...but i like this one...hehe...
















Jessie took this pic...dun rem what i was doing...















Wanted to take pic of jessie but she moved...or that my hands arent steady...haha...

Had such a fun nite! Looking forward to tomolo! Xmas eve!!!