Nostalgia...

Gladys bought me a rose..

Ally made me a collage topped with a cross stitch as an add on pressie for me...

Amanda made another cross stitch with my 'J' on top of the pressie she gave me...

Leonard bought me Duffy CD and shared with Sel and Marcel in the 'Sex n the City' Dvds...

Marcel brought me out for dinner and gave me a book with CDs of shows he burnt for me...

Sweet sweet peeps who made my life in Melbourne so wonderful...I'm just so touched that they put in the effort to even get me pressie, let alone made me one when all were busy with assignment deadlines...

So thankful to have them with me all these while...

But at quiet time like this...I suddenly feel all alone again...I think I fear ppl back home have forgotten about me...Very thick skin~ly, I msged ppl I'm close to, reminding them of my birthday and to wish me so that I wont be disappointed...

Pathetic...maybe...but at least I'm happy when I receive msg from them after all the promptings...

Seriously, am I asking too much?

happy yet sad at the same time...

Gagey left me this

It's like the card he sent me back when he was in Thailand having his IA. The moment i opened the card, i teared. The moment i read the msg on his blog, i teared too...

I'm so glad i managed to rush to airport in time to send u off. Practically ran to the departure side the moment the bus stopped at T 1. I was so afriad that i'll miss sending u, miss giving u the goodbye hug...

Happy that you'll be having fun in London, sad that i wont get to see u till end of this year.

Thanx for accompanying me yesterday, telling me where to get the winter clothings, where to get nice raybands...eating japanese food with me...bitching with me or at me...

Thanx for the photo frame....

Thanx for the cds u've burnt for me...

Thanx for loving me enough to love me...

There'll be no more ' i wont bug u anymore' msges...i realise the stability i need in any r/s can never be found btw me and him...