Pic from debbie's wedding

Pretty bride with mom and blur looking auggy...haha


























i wish he smiles like this all the time...














dunno what they laughing about...but pretty cute to see them behaving like that...














Maternal side...uncles, aunts, cousins...














Wedding dinner at hyatt...




















The only time he wasnt running around was when food was served! hehe...













Next bride-to-be...laughing at dunno what...haha













I rem this moment...i was too darn bored at my table that i went to look for my uncle to kao jiao him...haha













i like the expression that was captured here...haha













My favourite picture of the nite =)

pics, pics and more pics

Auggy and i at the airport... he was saying his favourite phrase - bu yao bu yao




























beloved mom and us...















Fen and I















Ck n I...woo someone was in office wear...haha














Audrey and I...i'm using the bookmark u gave me...
















Liu Ren Bang...wonder when will 6 of us gather again...with me in mel, jianming in usa...hmm who's next?
















beloved squashies and I...I miss my drinking kakis...














James and I...thank for sending me off...














the bunkhouse we stayed in during our surf trip...














the fireplace that we liked to crowd around at...














Playing pool...in the living room of our bunkhouse














Alison and I














Rickard and us...














Sonia and I














it was pyjamas party nite and two of them wore these...highlight of the day man...haha...the evil twins














Always like to disturb him and ask him where is his evil sister...haha














with the girls at a small pub near our bunkhouse...














monia and I














Koala bears!!














Great view!














Our crazy in-charge who drove us through the steep roads














Harald and us, behind us are the apostles














Sunset...the sky was beautiful














one of the existing apostles...














us, at the great ocean road trip...














with lani and andy










































hehe having crazy shots before it gets too dark!














Emilie and us...














Beautiful sky














The organisers for this surf trip...debrief session cum giving sugar session...

miss miss him...

Miss him so much...esp since i have big bed in my room and plenty of space...

Miss him budging into my room and messing with my things...

Miss him reciting the names of the 7 dwarfs, singing the cuppy cupcake song and the gastby song...

Miss his cheeky smile and lively chuckles....

Miss him banging on my keyboard...

Miss hugging him and smooching his chubby cheeks...

Auggy arh...do you know gu gu misses you alot...

I've finally called home today...after week n half of not calling home...my baby boy called me 'gu gu' over the phone....sigh...i wonder if he rem me or know that i'm the one talking to him...

Happy 2nd Birthday to you, Auggy...i hoped your daddy, mommy, ye ye, nai nai and little ben ben celebrates ur bday for you tomolo...

gu gu loves u alot....pls dun forget about me okie??

schl term juz started this week...so far pretty alright...some lecturers are interesting while some can really put you to sleep...trying to make the best out of it...

went for drinks last nite and gotten tipsy...was giggly and all...ended up bumming over at alison's place for the nite then head for lecture in the morning...

i know i aint suppose to get crazy and stuff but i really need the booze...information overload....when everything starts to make more sense and become clearer...the emotions juz hit you right in the face...

i hate the fact that despite me being so far away...he still manages to create such ripple effects on me...

seriously i've never hated anyone as badly as i hate him...

mixed feelings

you were already with her when you asked me to be your girl...

you were married and you STILL asked me to be your girl...

you asked me to come back to you when you ALREADY have a baby girl of 6 mths...

what were you thinking? that i'm overseas so i'll never know the truth? or that there's no way of you getting busted at all?

it's okie that you toyed with my feelings...eventually i'll recover and heal...i'm pretty sure of that...what i hated most is that you've ruined your baby girl's life with all these fucking white lies...tonnes of them in fact...how will she feel when she grows up learning that she was brought to this world for the wrong reason?

how can you still insist that you've always wanted to be with me? how can you still say all those things when your wife told me she suspects she maybe pregnant again...juz 6 mths after she had given birth...

perhaps ignorant is the best...knowing all these truth makes me sick to the stomach...you were dumber than i thought...seriously...doesnt matter that you were from RI, VJC, a degree holder or holding a job in the bank...you are way too confident...so much so that you finally get exposed totally...

i'm not trying to be mean...but seriously...pray hard that your baby girl wont get to meet someone like you when she grows up...

what goes around comes around...really...

Surf Trip 20-22!!!

In case you're wondering where the hell I've been...haha...here's a quick update...

Went to great ocean road trip with the surf club...did surfing in this freaking cold weather...saw the great apostles...meet fun ppl...made frens and had tonnes of fun!!! Yippee!!! CRAZY idea to go surfing in this freaking weather but it was really great fun!

Will update loads of photos soon...once they are compiled...

i realised i'm back in the same position...wanting to know the truth and god showed me all of it...am so glad that i'm not her...cos it is such a pathetic state to be in...knowing your husband of less than a year has been telling the lies all along and it involves a baby girl...

he seriously gotten busted this time round...liar liar...HIS pants have finally caught fire...

squash....

Forgotten to mention...i played squash yesterday...the court was freaking cold with no heater...

Ray, we're still using double yellow dot ball...not the white one that u mention le...

Anyway, played with this german guy...ran quite abit...think we each won a set...pretty fun =)

There's no squash club here =(

i miss playing squash....eh u girls come and set up squash club with me leh....haha....

Strong, well toned calf muscles....

Every day, i need to walk 20-30 min to and fro my university...starting to feel the ache in my already-skinny legs...the only exercise i do now...walk...and walk...sometimes against strong wind too...got resistance...not bad eh...

nikki babe left for darwin and then gonna go back to singapore in a week's time...sigh...gonna miss her man...really thankful that she helped me settled in and pass me so much stuff...thanx babe...owe u tonnes man...

called home yesterday...missing home alittle...missing auggy a hell lot...sigh...he said he is 大聪明 and not 小坏蛋 over the phone when mama asked him to speak to me...so cute right...sigh...i miss him alot...really....

miss shopping with my gal..miss bitching with my handsome and baby...

anyway i cooked myself porridge last nite...not bad le...except that it was too big a bowl...i no choice have to eat all despite finished cooking at 10 plus...haha cos i only reached home at 9 plus

my apology for being so slow in reaction and not speaking up...i really dunno how to react at that point...will learn my mistake and not let it happen again...

gotta peeps...need to sleep...nite....

Washingmaid cum sushi master...

Sigh...staying on my own will mean i need to do laundry myself...eee...i dread that...cos i only know how to handwash clothes...which is darn tiring for a lazy bum like me...

First attempt of washing clothes with machine today...i think i dyed one of my green top with my purple sweater...not very obvious but dun like it leh...

Actually i dun mind handwashing clothes but due to limited hot water....i have to wash them with cold icy water....water is so darn cold and numbing...like what nikki said...can become sushi master liao...haha

Went to the city yesterday...bought some stuffs...cheap deal! haha...gonna go get my shoes today...hate wearing sports shoes with jeans...bleah...

Trying out my contact lenses today...hope i wont get lost...cos vision makes me blur...haha...

Happy.....

Yeah...it's friday...went for City treasure hunt and had so much fun with the ppl i'm with...it's really fun to walked around the town with ppl i dunnoe...at least i get to know them better instead of constantly sticking with singaporeans=) kinda fun to exchange facts and stuff...

had pizzas for dinner 2 days in a row....can u imagine me having 3 pieces of pizzas down my stomach....man i had 3 pieces each nite...so gonna get fat man...i think it's the winter...

ooo....had red wine for dinner too...cos went liquor shop and bought this 6.99 red wine(freaking cheap lar...) with my team mate cos he sooo wanted to drink...haha...german guy...cant live without alcohol eh...

anyway had our fair share of drinks at the pizza place after the hunt...off we went to a pub for another round of drink...gotten myself a beer which is super huge....but pretty nice and smooth....hehe..

after that we took tram and i walked home from the tram station....pretty safe...juz like how i usually walked home from sengkang...

hehe....happy happy...first round of drinking in melbourne....more to come man...

here's some pics i took via phone...more to come when the rest send me the pics via mail =)






























there is like artificial pink pigeons on the tree...hee pretty cute eh...














me with some artifects...okie lar cant see the artifects..so it's juz my face lar...















me, kathy and piaa....fun ppl i got to know during the city treasure hunt...















nite scene from victoria parliament house...

there's other pics coming up...till i receive them from my mates...i'll update again...ciao~

hey yo..

Greetings from Melbourne! Weather is pretty cold here...comforty at times but with the wind...it'll be chilling...

Luggage i had was so heavy that i couldnt pull it off the conveyor belt but gotten dragged by it instead...doink~ was like running after it till a kind and strong man actually helped me lifted it off...so pai seh...

anyway slept for the whole day today cos i was juz too tired after the flight and lubbing my dua luggage everywhere in the campus...

hehe...

ppl...thanx for sending me off...thanx for taking half day off to drive me and my parents + auggy to airport; thanx for rushing down from work , from school and spending money on cab fare to catch me; thanx for rushing from hotel after your wedding to send me off and passing me the gift and ang bao; thanx for giving me the card and bookmark; thanx for the hugs and kisses

am settling pretty alright here...so no worries...orientation starts tomolo...hehe...

To my beloved fen, Happy birthday to you....thanx for everything o...

I'm leaving on the jetstar...eh no...Quantas plane...

Leaving today...

Last nite was listening to Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars...then this msg came...

' Whatever happened it's all in the past. Just let go. You have a bright future ahead. Study hard and do your very best. Wishing you the very best :-) '

Like Grey's Anatomy...seemed sad yet perfect ending for its season 1...

And I totally love it...

I didnt reply...because in my world...this is the best way to end...

happy times..blur times...

Had dinner with my fellow pals...fen, ck, sze, jiayen, yilong and vic...though vic left shortly after i arrived...yk cant make it cos of muse conference held at timebre =(

Yes i was late again for dinner but this time round without even realising it cos i thought the time to meet up was 8pm when it was suppose to be 7.30pm instead...no wonder everyone was so punctual today...haha...so so sorry ppl...must be the glass door...

Thanx for the wonderful time spent...dinner, ice wine, coffee, bitchings, suanings and laughters...

About glass door...
I walked into one this afternoon while on my way to collect my shades from the optical shop!!! Power right...kaoz...

Was darn tired and wasnt really aware that the shop was closed...so juz when i was wondering where did the ppl in the shop went... 'GONG!!' I literally slammed my entire right side of my face into the glass door...there was no one in the shop so it's okie...but there were SOOO many ppl outside the shop, not only seen me but also heard that super loud 'GONG'...i had to lower my head and pretend there wasnt any pain...zoomed out of the building as fast as my bloody legs could go...

Wah liao eh...i can bear with the pain (mind you i cut my own lips with that slam can...) it was the malu~ness that was unbearable for me that i had to call fen and whine to her... I felt like a bimbo...how can i not see the glass door...wah kaoz...never in my life have i had such a malu situation before...and worst part is...i couldnt stop laughing at myself...from noon till evening...seriously...if there were a friend with me then...either i wont bang into the glass door or that my friend will roll on the floor and laugh until he/she cannot get up...

i was wearing my specs for god sake...bloody luck man...

traumatized...really...by myself somemore...argh...sometimes i juz cant stand myself...how did i ever become so darn blur...must be the alcohol o_O

My two beloved boys...

Proudly present to you...Benedict Yeong Yip Sun 杨业新














Finally he opens his eyes! Nose bigger than Auggy hor?
Everyone was busy and tired so Mama throw baby Benben to me...he kept yanking and stretching making lotsa noise...active like his bro man...














Took him to see doc, after that he ran off hiding in this little space...very smart hor...














My baby boy looks so grown up here...now he is 大哥哥 lo...














Was at delifrance...the only time he let me carry him while he was being whiny and sick, was when i said i will buy him cake...and he let me carry him like old times...food...the one and only tool to bribe baby boy into doing things he doesnt like..muah haha...

Horror of horror is...

When your hairstylist mentioned this to you
'wah you seemed to have quite abit of greys appearing hor...'

It's even worst when I denied the fact and had the big, loud 'NO' slapped in my face when I asked him could it be due to dying of my hair that caused MORE white hair to appear =(

The freaking pushing and pulling relationship btw me and banker is taking a toll on my hair too?! o_O Haha...

I'm fine...will be even better...

Been catching bits of 'Sex and the City' Kinda like this clip...enjoy...