Updates...

First of all, need to thank Apple mommy and ah min for the parcel. Thanx for the Duffy CD (I have two of a kind now...hehe) and the teardrop shaped pendent! Thanx o...muack muack...

Thank you Nikki babe for the card! Yes yes, ai ni shen shen...haha...

Thank you Ally for the handmade photo collage and cross stitch...love it!

Anyway, been doing work and having fun at the same time. Went clubbing with frens last Fri. It was hell of a fun...

Went for paintball on Sat...Real fun...though now I'm suffering from muscle aches and all the orh chey....had a real bad one on my thigh can...geez...but it's one kind of experience...really fun to shoot other ppl...haha...

here are some pics...

Ally's pressie to me...


















Clubbing @ Eve

Whole bunch of wacky ppl! Awesome! hehe...














Gladys giving me a very passionate kiss...











Me smooch-attacking min...hehe...














Yuhan and me...











My birthday dinner...

Us at Jap restaurant...














Me tugging in...sashimi~ yummy!


















Rose for mothers' day


















Pressie from the peeps =)


















Sex and the City Dvd!!!



















Paintball 2008

Before














After















Ally, Manda and I














Gladys, Me, Marcel, Leonard...














Lastly...my dua orh chey on my left thigh...dun play paintball if u have delicate skin...freaking pain now can...

Nostalgia...

Gladys bought me a rose..

Ally made me a collage topped with a cross stitch as an add on pressie for me...

Amanda made another cross stitch with my 'J' on top of the pressie she gave me...

Leonard bought me Duffy CD and shared with Sel and Marcel in the 'Sex n the City' Dvds...

Marcel brought me out for dinner and gave me a book with CDs of shows he burnt for me...

Sweet sweet peeps who made my life in Melbourne so wonderful...I'm just so touched that they put in the effort to even get me pressie, let alone made me one when all were busy with assignment deadlines...

So thankful to have them with me all these while...

But at quiet time like this...I suddenly feel all alone again...I think I fear ppl back home have forgotten about me...Very thick skin~ly, I msged ppl I'm close to, reminding them of my birthday and to wish me so that I wont be disappointed...

Pathetic...maybe...but at least I'm happy when I receive msg from them after all the promptings...

Seriously, am I asking too much?

Happy Birthday!

To me!!!!


















One year older...Celebrated my birthday last night with good frens...dinner and laughters...I love it! Thanx Ally for arranging everything...Thank you all for showering me with lovely msges, well wishes and gifts!!! Thank you fen and min for the bday card...I got it today!! Thanx Cindy for the lovely entry dedicated to me with my favourite doggies!

Muack muack, thanx everyone!

Wish List

okie...since handsome say I anti-climax, I shall state some of the things I just thought of...

1. Miniature bull terrier (white with black patch on the eye)
2. Samsung G800 (Silver casing)
3. Purple metallic slippers (harviana slippers)
4. Navel ring
5. Wallet (Kate Spade...maybe?)
6. Duffy CD (Leonard bought me this! hehe)
7. Moloko CD
8. Air Ticket to Fiji Island or Maldive or NZ
9. Teardrop shape pendent (looked for it for ages...never found it...preferably diamond pls)
10. Good anti-aging cream
11. Ang mo bf

Dun get me alcohol...that will not be accepted...

alright that's about it...

Next addiction...

Another video that i'm addicted to...

I love chalk...

It didnt turn out exactly how I thought it will be...looked more like a stomach/onion than a teardrop...



















love this piece though.....

My wish list...

One more week of being 25...fuck...it's abit daunting to be one year older...seriously...

My wish list is simple this year...due to me being away...I'll be happy enough to receive sms or cards or calls...of cos I'll be happier if you guys choose to fly over and spend my birthday with me...hehe...I doubt so lar...too expensive...

Yup, that's about it =)

I think I fell in love with Duffy

I love her voice...this mtv is awesome too...such a simple one yet it shows so much...enjoy...

Nemo nemo nemo nemo...

OMG!!! Today's road trip is so fun!

First we went Vineyard, horse ridding then hot spring!

I'm still bouncing up and down like a kid now can...still pretty excited about the horse ridding that we did today! It's a 2 hour ride from the stable to the seaside...walked along the shore for abit then head back to the stable...

Nemo is my horse's name...really cheeky fellow...not to mention big and tall...no idea why I've gotten such a big horse cos most of the peeps had horses suitable for their height and size...I had to lean down close to him everytime we walked through forest cos he's too tall and my head will hit the brunches...then he would purposely walk close to the bushes and let me bua the trees #$@$

We walked along the beach too! so freaking fun lar...like having a date with the horse...haha
He's soo cute! And becos all of us walked in one single file, the horse in front of us pee~ed and farted...Nemo actually went cranky and put his nose up...I thought what happened...then realise...he actually thought it smelly and needed to breathe...haha...

After horse ridding is hot spring! Super shiok cos I've never had it before and it's kinda fun just that I cant stay in for too long...will start to get dizzy...

Overall it's a fun trip! So love my horsey! love it love it love it!!!!!

okie I'm really tired and smell like the hot spring...gonna bathe then sleep...will upload pics soon...after I cop from my frenz...hehe...

Depress...

Lady boss asked me to go back before 4th July cos of company gathering...Sigh...probably will have to change my flight again...Reluctant...VERY...

I'm starting to find it a chore to keep repeating myself to people of what's going on...getting sick of people not listening to what I said...if you're not gonna listen dun ask me about it...dun even ask me things about myself when it's not gonna register in your head...if I'm not worth being heard then dun bother talking to me...I can take it...what I cant take is that I've spent time talking you and nothing was registered...nothing...

Yeah month of May is here peeps...MY month! hahaha...I'll think of my birthday list soon...very thick skin...but I dun care! hehe...

weeeeee.....

Had so much fun last night!

Hoped everyone enjoyed themselves =)

Btw, I've booked my flight back...instead of 31 July, I'll be heading home on the 4th...I havent even told mama yet...Very reluctant to go homeeeeeeeeeeee =(

Hives...

So that's the thing that I kena... now my eyelids are like slightly swollen...as though I have cried for 3 days 3 night kinda swollen...me no like it... like I'm constantly in sleepy mode and need the extra energy to keep my eyes open...

Felt like crying last night, dunno is it due to lack of sleep or the itchy~ness or the fact that the hives make me ugly...but kept telling myself cannot cry cos that will only make my eyes swell even more and at the end of the day, nothing will be resolved anyway...

so I decided to pop anti-itch pill and sleep...it's great that my flu meds has the anti-itch component and it makes me drowsy...really great to be able to sleep again...hahaha

Honey, I'm home!

Back to my comforty bed...I'm down with rashes atm...pretty irritating cos it itches...my skin becomes blotchy and red...feel like crying...cos atm feeling abit down...

Anyway, Sydney....

it's pretty much like Singapore...busy CBD, packed with ppl and shops...didn't meet nasty ppl thought which is good...hehe...

We were staying at Hilton hotel for the first two nights...all thanx to gladys' fren...it was great! the bed and pillows were so comforty that we're still having withdrawal symptoms from it...third and fourth nights were at another fellow OT's house...very nice place!

Went Blue mountains, bondi to coogee beach, fish market for fresh and cheap sashimi and osyters....

Am greatful for the company...despite us having to rush here and there...it's overall a fun trip!

met some freaking irritating china passengers onboard....all the more make me dislike them....will blog about it next time...

Sydney...

Heading to Sydney tomorrow!! yeah...pia my report and this is our reward!! sweet!!

Can I have a miniature bull terrier for my birthday? The real thing...I've been wanting one for as long as I rem...can I can I?

Ppl who are impt to me I've told them all...the rest is really up to me I guess....

sunflower...

fen offered to acc my mama for follow-up...ain't she a sweetie...muack...thanx for the thought babe =)

was chatting with Yk and here's our conversation...really sweet...

Yk: ok lets put it this way

Yk: ur like a sunflower

Yk: but

Yk: ur growing under a tree

Yk: so its hard for u to grow

Yk: cos u kena shaded by the tree

Yk: u cant receive much sunlight

Yk: but then

Yk: u strive to reach out towards the sun

Yk: and over the years

Yk: uve grown enough to stretch out

Yk: as u stretch out

Yk: u receive lots more sunligh

Yk: and ur growth expedites

Yk: and thats when u got notice by the bees

Yk: intially the bees found u by chance and those bees r outcast bees

Yk: exploring shady areas

Yk: then they r surprised they found a sunflower

Yk: so they take advantage!

Yk: cos ur not grown yet

Yk: but now ur more grown

Yk: n u received more sunlight

Yk: u got notice by the rest of the bees

Yk: there u go

Me: it's the best analogy i've ever heard...keke

Yk: yea im surpised i used such a nice analogy on u

Me: -___-

Yk: so sunflower whatever it is u do

Yk: to thine ownself be true

yes...i will rem this...thank you oki buta...

so sweet....

I think I'm the luckiest girl in town...I have friends who really love me and will stand by me through and through...

They accept my flaws and most importantly, they accept me...

Just simple things like sms on random stuffs, emails, sending of songs, letting me know that OT related articles in the recruitment section was cut out and saved for me are good enough to make my day =)

I really thank god/the higher being up there for that...

I miss you guys...can you all fly over for my birthday??? haha....

p/s: btw miss nikki....my fren said you very pretty in the papers...hehehe

Sedated...

'Karen Walker' is back...with bigger vengeance, bitchy~ness and slutty~ness...

Woo hoo~

Argh.....

It is time like this that I wish I can be split into two so that J1 can accompany my mom for her follow-up appointment at CGH and J2 can continue staying in Melbourne...

It is time like this I wish I actually have a boyfriend who will be kind enough to bring my mom for her follow-up and then report to me exactly what is going on...with her wrist....

No no no...I think I need doreamon...

Damn it...none exists...

Rambles...

Kinda like this pic. A little nutty of me but I like it...best thing is when I look at it, it cheers me up...

Did I mention how much I missed my baby boys...I dreamt about auggy giving me sweet kisses and me carrying ben ben who turned out to be new born...hmm weird but it's always sweet to dream of them...as you can see I really miss them alot...

Good thing is they'll be heading back Singapore for vacation during July...will be able to see them again...

eh actually I dun feel like going back Singapore...dun miss home so dun have the urge to go back...hehe...

Addicted....

I am downright addicted to this song...seriously addicted...it's either you like it or you dun...Very nice!

AFL

Went for the first Aussie Footy match last night. Freaking fun!

The stadium is awesome and last night's match was great! There were like 60,000 spectators...It's so hilarious to hear ppl shouting for their teams ' Come on Blue boys....' or ' Bombers....' or ' bullshit!!! those referees are fucking bullshit!!'

Kinda get the game after watching and it kinda get us girls hooked...now we're planning which game to go and watch next...hehe....

Pulling my hair...

Right now, I'm exhausted. Mentally drained from the readings and filtering of articles...tonnes of them...

Feel abit unloved lately...I think it's the autumn syndrome in which the weather and environment kinda gets you down...

And I fucking feel like crying now cos I really wanna sleep but cant...cos need to do work...

I shall seek solace in my warm quilt, my smelly pillow and smiley patrick later...

So what if I'm an OT...

Doink...I'm alittle worried...been almost a month and mom's wrist fracture ain't healing as well as it's suppose to be...

Worst thing is...I dun understand what she's trying to tell me about the site of her fracture...is it a colles fracture or what? is there presence of ulnar variance or what? I need to see her x ray but apparently she doesn't have them...I think they are all in soft copy now...

I think the doc in CGH has been pretty good and assuring...just hope she'll get a good OT when she goes for therapy...

So much for giving falls prevention talks for the past year while I worked...my reinforcement in falls prevention at home is indeed a failure...no one fucking listen till something happen...

I've been thinking...so what if I'm an OT...parents wont listen to the youngest child...sigh...when will they take my profession seriously? like Seriously....

Brisbane Trip

I am a lazy bum plus I've just tried searching for tonnes of journals so I'll just upload random pics taken from the Brisbane Trip.















Our tour guide of the day - Uncle Roland...telling us about the famous river and bridge...















Weather in Brisbane is less erratic. Slightly like Singapore. Either sunny or rainy, not overtly hot or overtly cold...















Took city cat which is the ferry transport in Brisbane...here is me with cutie pie Sarah...Gladys' cousin. She's really a sweet girl, very nice to talk to and play with =)















Gladys and I on the ferry...















the bronze reflective building...kinda cool hor...















Gladys with her aunt and family...little boy called Samuel...very funny and chatty boy...















Gladys' aunt's in-laws kindly invited us girls over for lunch during Easter. Here's the house by the seaside...superb view from the kitchen. Seriously dun mind washing dishes everyday while facing the sea!















The kids having fun climbing their favourite tree...I think if I were to climb, I would have broken the brunches and fell flat on my face...















Us having fun by the shore...tide was low...and the kids started chasing after us girls after this shot was taken...yes...catching by the sea...woo hoo















Kinda fun to see them tumbling onto each other...ang mo version of dao pok...haha...















Levicks and us...



















Next day, Movie World...I screamed like a wussy while taking the rides =p





























Funny shots with the girls...















So lousy, I was a tad too slow, hence the funny posture...so pai seh...















The scary ride that we conquered...



















Willy Wonkers....



















Yummy ginerbread man...















Went to Dreamworld...took even more thrilled rides...















hehe...spongebob square pants and partick!



















Yup, I've conquered that twice...I think I'm ready for skydiving...haha...





































































haha I blend into the background pretty well hor...















Let me out...















Surfer's Paradise! Last day...Gold Coast....















This ride was rather fun....not scary at all...just wet, salty and tanned...















Clear blue sky, soft silky sand and beautiful weather!

Then it was time to end the trip and go home...I'm so glad that I'm studying in Melbourne...I seriously love this place more than anywhere else...haha

Back from Brisbane!

Yes, I'm back from Brisbane. Bought a little gift for myself. Here is Patrick and me. Apart from my blue pillow, he shall join me in my bed for the time being. I aint a plush toy person but just felt that this little star fish looks cute enough to cheer me up and keep my company...

I'm still a tad lazy so will probably upload my photos and blog about the trip next time...

funny...

gotten this off someone's blog...freaking funny...

Hot weather, hot temper...

Aint in very good mood lately. Weather been nasty to me and my room is stuffy. Didnt get much sleep last night cos it was just too warm.

Fuck man! Isnt it suppose to be Autumn now...why on earth is it still so warm...It was freaking 39 when we went for the Grand Prix...

I think I should start my dance ritual soon, I hope it'll be so horrendous that the sky will decide to start weeping some tears for me...or like what yk would have said...put myself on the altar for the sacrificial ceremony to pray for some rain...argh...

A photo to cheer myself up...















The 'OMG' expression...hehe...my baby boys having fun time squeezing in their toy box...

F1 Grand Prix

Okie, it's only the pre run that I went to...If it's the bike race, I will definitely get the tix to watch the actual race. But too bad, that will only happen in Oct at Philip Island...

here some pics taken...I've only taken like 2 pic with my camera throughout the wholeday...haha...yes I'm quite lazy plus the heat just fried my brain to nothingness...o and I realise, I am someone who loves speed...the faster the better....haha...to be frank, it's pretty exciting to watch the cars zoomed by....

my eternal sunshine...

Some funny and cute pics of my beloved boys...















I think he looks really funny in this picture...hehe















Cutie pie ben ben riding on crocs...hehe...

not dead yet....

Weather has been pretty erratic lately...it can be cold while it's sunny, it can be cold while it's cloudy...it can be scorching hot all the sudden...and all these changes are within a few days or a week...so technically, you can experience summer and autumn plus spring all at one go...just not winter yet cos the temp hasnt dropped to that extend...

nothing much lately...went ikea to get my quilt and quilt cover...cost me quite abit...think this month i may overspent....shit...

anyway next week i'll be heading to Brisbane...yippee!

F1 grand prix tomorrow! Okie lar, I aint that interested in it so am just going for the pre-run...

Heard that Singapore has been raining quite abit...hope the sun will be out soon...dun catch a chill yar...take care...

To my dear girl,

Thank you for telling me the news...

I'll give you my support and hope that you'll be happier =)

Like what you've said yourself...Jia you!

- jayna aka mummy

Colourful night...

Went for the carnival in the city...movie under the stars...it was showing 'Night at the Museum'...it's a lovely night with nice weather and awesome fireworks to complement with...

The place where we sat was right in front of where the fireworks started...It was splendid! Really nice watching it blew up right above my head...red, blue, green, gold, purple colour even...

It's moment like this when I miss my beloved frens the most...ppl whom I love and those who love me and accepted me for who I am...Everytime I managed to catch the fireworks, I often wished that they are by my side, watching it with me...it's a different feeling...catching it alone, catching it with my aussie frens as to having them capture such moments with me...

I'm not saying I dun appreciate having my aussie frens around...I do...

It's just different...somethings are just different...

Outting...

Went Eureka again...this time round we went for the 'Edge' in which it's a glass cubic where you can over see the whole of Melbourne from left, right, top and bottom....It was free for us anyway cos the road trips we took up came along with these free tix...

7 of us, 3 couples with me aka the ultra lamp post...ppl who were afraid of height - amanda and georgia...hehe they didn't quite dare to move within the cube...

Ally's foreahead was actually the wrist band that says 'you have survived the Edge'...initial plan was that all of us will wear ours and show them off while the group photo was taken...in the end...none of us did that except her and hers turned out to look like a cooling pad for fever...haha...

Overall, it was pretty fun I should say....except for the weird shoe covers that we had to put on to prevent us from scratching the glass...

as usual, I haven't quite kicked the habit of lowering myself when taking group photo...I think only gage knows this bad habit of mine...it's been awhile since this surface...hmm....

Aging means....

Having insomnia and sleeping much lesser...Sigh...why arh...where did my hibernating mode go to?

Was looking for new blogskin, I think I kinda lost touch to it...See those samples until my headache came and my eyes crossed...I'll stick to this simple one till I have the energy to look for another nice, exotic one to replace it...

Parents should be back in Singapore by now but can't seem to reach them via phone last night. Dunno where the two loverbirds went to...hmm...















Took this via my phone...Why I close my eyes...cos wind was so strong...yeah Grampians trip...nature...woohoo~ I likey....yes Angie...I'm the lucky bitch!! =p

When things go dial-up speed...

I feel like pulling my hair...literally...o not forgetting, pulling my hair and screamed ' Fuuuuuccccck THE DIAL-UP SPEED!!!!' at the top of my voice from my room, with my door opened, so that ALL my housemates can hear me...that is also to make who ever the prick is know I'm pissed....fucking pissed...

Sigh...this is still not the most annoying thing that happened this week...no doubt it deprived me of internet for 3 days!!!

The only male specie in my house currently is slowly getting on my nerve...it's okie he drank and chatted loudly with the friends he invited over...but techno??? he fucking played techno thru the night!!!

And despite 2 housemates asking him to tune it down which he did...I could still hear the fucking 'dumm chiit...dumm chiit...dumm chiit...' coming through those aussie-made-thin-like-shit walls...to the extend my heartbeat synchronized with the 'dumm chiit...dumm chiit...dumm chiit...' tempo till I'm way to restless to sleep...

Seriously lar...techno?? How the hell one dances to it...the only image I had was last time Chen brought us to this club called "Bubbles" where everyone there looked drugged out and zombiefied, the place smelt like puke plus this girl who was then dancing to the music looked like she was electrocuted...

Anyway, I went Grampians with my couple frens...as in Amanda n her bf plus Alison n her bf....I was the biggest light bulb ever...I think I have been promoted to being the lamp post already...not forgetting I've mastered the art of taking alot of self portraits...go facebook...I've uploaded my photos...Great scenery....be sure to tone up ur butts if u wanna go Grampians...cos climbing up and down the steps was quite a killer...

Joke of the day...cringing and screaming after one of the shots taken...cos I noticed my '3 layers of fats' super obvious...kena laughed at by them...I nearly wanna do the 'this is sparta!!!' thingy and kick them off the Grampians!!! haha.....

To my dear Gagey,

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY!!!

I hope you'll have an absofuckinglutely fantastic birthday this year!! Sorry I ain't around to celebrate it with you and that your pressie has to come a little later cos I'm still searching for a nice one and plus the fact that I 'stole' this pic from your blog =p

May all your wish come true and may you stay youthful and handsome always...

you know how much I love you, my dear dear friend...I would have wanted to get you so many things to make you happy....like air ticket so that you can get your arse numbed and be with that someone to celebrate your birthday...or a new phone to replace the sucky one you're having now...erm unfortunately, I am restricted with cash (poor poor student)...so I'll give you something else later of the day...

Have fun alright? Rem to take lotsa pics!! Muack Muack!

Another day with weird dreams...

Saturday night....Second night with weird dreams...I got bothered by it and I actually cried over it later in the day after I got up...very silly, I know...but I cant help it...

my only consolation was that Ck appeared in my dream too (it was after the sad portion)...he brought me to a weird but fun place( freaking swimming pool can...but a rather cool one though...haha) to EAT...I rem drinking this fizzy water that was suppose to be beer but didnt quite appear like one or taste like one...

School starts today...I hope no more weird dreams will be appearing...

Dreams...

I had the weirdest dream ever...

I dreamt about auggy, I dreamt about this nice condo like swimming pool and I'm actually swimming with my parents (mommy doesn't even know how to swim!)...dreamt that we bought more bunny suits for ben ben which makes him look even more like a teddy bear...

Either it's the oily eggplant chips that we girls shared at the cafe...or the strong latte...or the hilarious game that we played last nite...or the short stories of Roald Dahl that I read before I sleep...which ended up with me having such dreams...

school will be starting on monday...sigh...pls give me a group to go to for my final paper...pls pls pls...