My beloved boys...

Taken with Auggy at the birthday party last sat...





























Guess what were thy doing? Watching cartoons...





























Ben ben's attempt to smile...he gave me a cheeky smile right after this pic was captured =p

Absolutely love my boys to bits...Ben ben dun quite allow me to carry though...I guess he aint familiar with me that's why...Auggy has been very sweet...He's at the stage where you tell him anything he will say ' Okie okie' in a very funny yet compliant way...still my cutie pie...

How I wish they are back for good =(

Falling sick...

Too many things happened for the past one week, too little time and too drained to deal with all...

Yes...excuses excuses excuses...

Seriously, I tired to handle the things as best as I can...Did a terrible job though...

Back to square one again...

Am falling sick...

Is that a sign that I should slow down?

Failure...

I think I failed terribly as a daughter...

Have I not emphasized enough on the importance of health and the follow-up of treatment?

Have my profession been a ridicule to them, such that whatever I said ain't important at all?

I'm pissed that they treat their health so lightly...esp when they ain't any younger...

Even more pissed that I haven't reinforced enough to them...esp during the time when I wasn't around physically...

But how to go about letting them know the importance when they don't treat my words seriously...

Someone get me out pls...

It's not a good sign when you can feel the heat the moment the plane touched down...let alone still feeling warm when you're at T3 with blasting air condition.

It's not a good sign when you rammed the cafe door on your already injured big toe first day in the morning before you headed off for work.

It's not a good sign when you kept snapping at your own mom who happened to ask the same qn over and over again for >5 times and you gave her the exact same answer all these while.

It's not a good sign when you have no internet access when you got home and realised that boss actually sent you an email to say that you can report slightly later for work the next day.

It's definitely not a good sign when you resented being home.

Right now I'm the biggest whiner in the world. Because I'm tired; I hate the weather; I don't like to report to my mom where I go or what I do; I don't feel appreciated for what I've done...

Sigh...I am Melbourne-sick...

Flight details...

2nd July

SQ 228, departs Melbourne 1550, arrive Singapore 2135

Not too sure is it T3 or T2...Kindly check the internet...

Expected peeps: Peifen, Gage, Ck, Sze...those who fail to appear will get special skin regenerative treatment from me personally...Skin you alive inch by inch!!!

Packing is a pain in the arse...

ARgh...

going home on 2nd July, starting work on the 3rd July...

Seriously...WTF!!!

It's time...

to pack, to take down the photos that I've put on the wall which I have been waking up to every morning...

It's time to start saying goodbye to all the lovely frens that I've made here...I hate to do goodbyes...I hate to leave this place...

I'm not ready to say goodbye to Melbourne, neither am I ready to say goodbye to him....and the rest of the peeps...

Yippee...

It was last week that Ally and I whipped up a meal for the entire house...We cooked hananiese chicken rice, french beans and dried shrimps with chilly, sweet sour pork and tonnes of dumplings!

There was so much food! I've never cooked this much before. Ally was the main chief, I helped her out with preparation and frying some of the stuffs. It was quite fun =)

After dinner, we actually went clubbing with our housemates. Got to this place called 'Love Machine'. It was gay night...hehe but it was darn darn fun! Love the aussie gays there....so warm and friendly...talked to this couple who were together for like 7 years! My god, they were so cute! It was fun just talking and hanging out with them. People there were just so open about their relationships, they won't hesitate to introduce their partners to us and I like that. O did I mention there were so many hot gay guys with hot hot hot bodies...alot of them took off their tops to dance! ~drool~ haha...

Had a great time with my housemates..crazy bunch of people but I love them!!!

Here are some of the picture of the food we cooked...

Crazy...

Been a while since I did crazy stuffs...not me exactly...o well...I just followed my housemates...

The girls and their fren saw this scarecrow in someone's front yard in the neighbourhood...So on Thursday night, whole bunch of us went quitely to that front yard and took the scarecrow home =p

It was freaking funny...cos I didnt know what was going on...just followed blindly..K and B just went up quietly to the front yard, grabbed the chair and ran back to the car...K actually managed to climb into the back of the car to hold on to the chair with the scarecrow and we drove back...

Decided to put the scarecrow in R's room to scare him...Darn darn funny! Couldn't stop laughing and giggling...even put a cat mask and torch light to shine on the scarecrow's face...

Only thing was...R didnt scream leh...wasted...but he did step back and said "WTH!!" haha...darn hilarious...

Crazy housemates...but it's all good fun...I think the girls have returned the scarecrow already...haha...

here's how it looked like...the actual face was more scary...o did I mention I absolutely love love love my housemates? haha...

Sanity on the verge...

I think it's gone...

~poof~ and it's gone...it just disappeared like that...I can no longer seek comfort in it...never should be in the first place...it had never belonged to me...never was, never will be...

When will I ever learn...

Potluck...

I've never attended as many potluck as this entire year with my stay in melbourne...and I must say...I'm starting to love it...

Helped Ally made yummy meatballs! Hee I dunno how to cook so I helped...hehe...

I cant take it anymore...evidence review is driving me nuts...can so make do with drinks...

Added alot of sherry into the meatballs...hahaha...

Will upload with photos soon...

Sigh...I dun wanna go home at all....

Updates...

First of all, need to thank Apple mommy and ah min for the parcel. Thanx for the Duffy CD (I have two of a kind now...hehe) and the teardrop shaped pendent! Thanx o...muack muack...

Thank you Nikki babe for the card! Yes yes, ai ni shen shen...haha...

Thank you Ally for the handmade photo collage and cross stitch...love it!

Anyway, been doing work and having fun at the same time. Went clubbing with frens last Fri. It was hell of a fun...

Went for paintball on Sat...Real fun...though now I'm suffering from muscle aches and all the orh chey....had a real bad one on my thigh can...geez...but it's one kind of experience...really fun to shoot other ppl...haha...

here are some pics...

Ally's pressie to me...


















Clubbing @ Eve

Whole bunch of wacky ppl! Awesome! hehe...














Gladys giving me a very passionate kiss...











Me smooch-attacking min...hehe...














Yuhan and me...











My birthday dinner...

Us at Jap restaurant...














Me tugging in...sashimi~ yummy!


















Rose for mothers' day


















Pressie from the peeps =)


















Sex and the City Dvd!!!



















Paintball 2008

Before














After















Ally, Manda and I














Gladys, Me, Marcel, Leonard...














Lastly...my dua orh chey on my left thigh...dun play paintball if u have delicate skin...freaking pain now can...

Nostalgia...

Gladys bought me a rose..

Ally made me a collage topped with a cross stitch as an add on pressie for me...

Amanda made another cross stitch with my 'J' on top of the pressie she gave me...

Leonard bought me Duffy CD and shared with Sel and Marcel in the 'Sex n the City' Dvds...

Marcel brought me out for dinner and gave me a book with CDs of shows he burnt for me...

Sweet sweet peeps who made my life in Melbourne so wonderful...I'm just so touched that they put in the effort to even get me pressie, let alone made me one when all were busy with assignment deadlines...

So thankful to have them with me all these while...

But at quiet time like this...I suddenly feel all alone again...I think I fear ppl back home have forgotten about me...Very thick skin~ly, I msged ppl I'm close to, reminding them of my birthday and to wish me so that I wont be disappointed...

Pathetic...maybe...but at least I'm happy when I receive msg from them after all the promptings...

Seriously, am I asking too much?

Happy Birthday!

To me!!!!


















One year older...Celebrated my birthday last night with good frens...dinner and laughters...I love it! Thanx Ally for arranging everything...Thank you all for showering me with lovely msges, well wishes and gifts!!! Thank you fen and min for the bday card...I got it today!! Thanx Cindy for the lovely entry dedicated to me with my favourite doggies!

Muack muack, thanx everyone!

Wish List

okie...since handsome say I anti-climax, I shall state some of the things I just thought of...

1. Miniature bull terrier (white with black patch on the eye)
2. Samsung G800 (Silver casing)
3. Purple metallic slippers (harviana slippers)
4. Navel ring
5. Wallet (Kate Spade...maybe?)
6. Duffy CD (Leonard bought me this! hehe)
7. Moloko CD
8. Air Ticket to Fiji Island or Maldive or NZ
9. Teardrop shape pendent (looked for it for ages...never found it...preferably diamond pls)
10. Good anti-aging cream
11. Ang mo bf

Dun get me alcohol...that will not be accepted...

alright that's about it...

Next addiction...

Another video that i'm addicted to...

I love chalk...

It didnt turn out exactly how I thought it will be...looked more like a stomach/onion than a teardrop...



















love this piece though.....

My wish list...

One more week of being 25...fuck...it's abit daunting to be one year older...seriously...

My wish list is simple this year...due to me being away...I'll be happy enough to receive sms or cards or calls...of cos I'll be happier if you guys choose to fly over and spend my birthday with me...hehe...I doubt so lar...too expensive...

Yup, that's about it =)

I think I fell in love with Duffy

I love her voice...this mtv is awesome too...such a simple one yet it shows so much...enjoy...

Nemo nemo nemo nemo...

OMG!!! Today's road trip is so fun!

First we went Vineyard, horse ridding then hot spring!

I'm still bouncing up and down like a kid now can...still pretty excited about the horse ridding that we did today! It's a 2 hour ride from the stable to the seaside...walked along the shore for abit then head back to the stable...

Nemo is my horse's name...really cheeky fellow...not to mention big and tall...no idea why I've gotten such a big horse cos most of the peeps had horses suitable for their height and size...I had to lean down close to him everytime we walked through forest cos he's too tall and my head will hit the brunches...then he would purposely walk close to the bushes and let me bua the trees #$@$

We walked along the beach too! so freaking fun lar...like having a date with the horse...haha
He's soo cute! And becos all of us walked in one single file, the horse in front of us pee~ed and farted...Nemo actually went cranky and put his nose up...I thought what happened...then realise...he actually thought it smelly and needed to breathe...haha...

After horse ridding is hot spring! Super shiok cos I've never had it before and it's kinda fun just that I cant stay in for too long...will start to get dizzy...

Overall it's a fun trip! So love my horsey! love it love it love it!!!!!

okie I'm really tired and smell like the hot spring...gonna bathe then sleep...will upload pics soon...after I cop from my frenz...hehe...