Vietnam trip Day 1 to Day 3

Finally get my arse down to upload the photos from my veitnam trip. It's really fun! Met interesting ppl, saw interesting things...

~Day 1 ~















In the cramped up budget airplane, i think i juz woke up...haha















Ho Chi Minh airport














Our hotel in the backpackers district - Red Sun Hotel
Affordable, clean and comforty
The Lady boss was really really nice to us too















Huge market place we went to...kinda reminds me of the wet market we had in the old days















Nice cold dessert...but waaaayy too sweet! If i stay in vietnam for too long, i think i'll get diabetes...















The ladies doing manicure and pedicure at a corner of the huge market...Really cheap...so we girls went to get our pedi done for like 3 bucks sing dollars...hehe















Zao geng already...but then nothing to see lar...haha...In the midst of doing my pedicure














Have yet to mention how scary the traffic is in Ho Chi Minh...for ppl like me who dun even know how to jaywalk in singapore, i practically scream my way thru while crossing the roads on the first day...you cant wait at the side for the traffic to clear cos you wait till sunset they also wont clear...you juz gotta hack it and walk to the destination you want...by 3rd, 4th day, i'm proud to say we girls can cross any streets anyhow we want in vietnam! haha

~Day 2~
Cu Chi tunnel














The hidden trap! No wonder vietnamese won...















Dun see the entrance so darn small...even the ang mo tourists could squeeze their bodies thru when they tried...




























Us with the tanker behind...weather was darn hot and lots of mosquitoes















Imagine those sharp stuffs poking into your ribs while you slowly move down or worst juz get stuck there...pity those american soldiers in the vietnam war...















At the shooting range














it is obviously too loud for my liking...














Taking a break before we squeeze our way thru the tunnel














It was darn cramp and dark inside the tunnel. I kept head butting into the lady infront of me cos i cant see a thing...can only feel! haha...and after the first tunnel i refused to go in again cos i juz couldnt stand being trapped in a small space...claustrophobic..yes...alittle...

After the tunnel tour, we went to walk on our own, visiting the cathedral, post office and more eating place...not to forget our favourite coffee break....
















































































~Day 2~
Mekong River














woke up darn early for this trip...abit blur blur















toilet break...we pee~ed pretty fast plus we dun smoke...so nothing to do we took pic instead lo....haha















Floating market, basically the ppl will hang the food that they are selling on the bamboo stick...so if you sell tapioca you'll hang a bunch on top so that other boats from afar will know what you're selling...if i own a boat...i'll sell bras...haha...imagine bamboo stick with bras hanging and blowing in the wind...how nice...muah haha















Free coconuts for us to drink!




















Stupid fen made me do this pose!















This python is 2 freaking kg...darn darn heavy and very very fat....



















Fen trying darn hard to control its head! muah haha














And off we went cycling for a short while...















Shortly after this pic...i fell off the bicycle...with this auntie screaming in vietnamese...ppl laughing...me scratched my pretty leg...and spoilt my pedicure =( darn darn malu...but it's the highlight of the day...




















I want longans!















See her mouth so big wanna swollow the whole big jackfruit

To be continued...

happy yet sad at the same time...

Gagey left me this

It's like the card he sent me back when he was in Thailand having his IA. The moment i opened the card, i teared. The moment i read the msg on his blog, i teared too...

I'm so glad i managed to rush to airport in time to send u off. Practically ran to the departure side the moment the bus stopped at T 1. I was so afriad that i'll miss sending u, miss giving u the goodbye hug...

Happy that you'll be having fun in London, sad that i wont get to see u till end of this year.

Thanx for accompanying me yesterday, telling me where to get the winter clothings, where to get nice raybands...eating japanese food with me...bitching with me or at me...

Thanx for the photo frame....

Thanx for the cds u've burnt for me...

Thanx for loving me enough to love me...

There'll be no more ' i wont bug u anymore' msges...i realise the stability i need in any r/s can never be found btw me and him...

Back from veitnam

back from vietnam!!

Did anyone miss me??? doesnt seem to be the case leh...=(

Had a hell of a good time! will upload photos soon...

Right now...misspiggy here is trying recover from flu...

P/s: Baby boy 2 has joined us 3 weeks earlier!!! And guess what...he's delievered at home!! Mama was the midwife!!! How cool is that?! Am so proud of my sis-in-law and my mom...

Shall update soon...

Let's have a quickie~

aka quick update ~wink wink~

haha...what were you thinking..huh huh...

anyway auggy fell asleep on my lap juz now while listening to chipmunks and cuppycake song...i think i have this hypnotising effect...juz need to hum songs, pat his legs and he'll fall asleep...on the train, on the bus, in my room facing the computer, on my laps...easy baby to take care hor...i wish my future baby will be like him too...hoho...

anyway going for chalet now!! yippee! 六人帮 unite, along with fellow spouses and our centre of attention - my 6 months old god daughter, yixin=) Cant wait to see this little cutey pie!

gotta run! ciao~

busy busy busy...

So...what exactly did i do on the first day after my contract ended...well well...i was busy k...really...

~Fri~
Caught the movie pirates in the morning then went down to find yd at his work place. As usual, i get the best service plus good products to be used on my skin while i'm at his counter...hehe...

Went to the PC show to find out more about lappy price...

Met ck and james for dinner then went home to rest...

~Sat~
Went to get my lappy at PC show....am so much poorer now...sob...

Went to bug yd at his counter again...hehe...nua~ing away at the sofas...




















Ck looking at the products...















Me happily nuaing at the sofas...




















Dear yd...our promoter...oops...pardon me...it should be associate consultant...muah haha

~Sun~
Spent most part of the day cleaning my dusty room...babysitting sick auggy with sis...trying to fend off auggy's itchy hands while i was trying to wipe my desk and stuffs....

Present to you...















The local 'Chicken Little'

This specs was found in the doctor toy set that i bought auggy a week ago...kinda stereotype docs to be nerdy looking eh? haha....

What the....

That's too much for me...first banker's calls...now mr h's sudden sms...wah liao...can there ever be a better timing than this...

2nd time such things happened...

get lost man...argh....

Dinner with my folks and the young one...

Mommy suggested we go out for dinner in the evening since bro and sis-in-law going for concert on their own...

4pm, baby boy budged into my room to wake me up from my lovely nap...i tot he was juz being irritating...so i chased him out and locked my door...

heard from mom that he went crying...saying my door was locked and kept asking her for the keys to open my door...and why was he so gan jiong about getting me up? Cos he wanna go out and mama told him to wake moi up...doink...

Anyway...got up, washed up and off we went to clark quay...














I always tell my parents that auggy belongs to the 尖屁股 category. So i gave him 2 train stops...after 2 train stops he'll definitely wanna get out of his seat and go running around...surprisingly he surpassed the 4th stop before fidgeting and go running to and fro =p















Us in the food court.
We had to take turns to eat cos this bugger as i've said, wont sit still to have his dinner. Dessert was Azabu ice cream which 4 of us shared a cup of strawberry and mango ice cream by the riverside...

Mommy was busy telling me where exactly her old house was at clark quay and that she had to cross the bridge to the market (which is the current Central) to buy grocery...while auggy was busy trying to get his spoon as much ice cream as possible from the cup...daddy was trying out some of it too though he aint suppose to eat sweet stuff...hehe...















Mama sat him on the table...told him to pose for photo..and he went 'Ha ha'...pretty nice eh...considering he didnt fidget that much...















Taken in the train...had to use 2 sweets to resolve his 尖屁股 issues...tiring k...
Used my phone to distract him too...took this photo and he went 'hee hee' with the sweet in his teeth...darn darn funny when i look at it...

Just love the evening we spent together...
No squabblings over what to eat what not...or where to go where not to...
So fun!

I wonder if i'll have aches tomolo when i wake up...after all the chasing, running and carrying...darn tired now...

no wonder they say wanna have kids should have them when you're young...tiring to run after toddlers leh....

The L word....

~Last day of work~

Yipppeee! Went back AH on my last day of work. Sigh, didnt get to talk much with my colleagues cos lunch break was at auditorium, listening to vision alignment. As usual, CEO always have the last say. Thing is, the talk aint that bad, some of his view points do make sense, juz not all...haha

3 of my colleagues including my boss took half day off cos they knew i'll be around to help out in the hands department. Doink...so i ended up spending my afternoon in the stuffy-air con-not working dept. Luckily Lynn and my lovely TAs were around.

It's been awhile since i get to see 4 patients at the same time. Kinda messy but still i like multi-tasking in this case, time passed so much faster.

Boss was nice enough to buy me lunch and soya bean milk. Went for the lunch talk together, juz like those days when i was her student. She's so sweet can, bought me this portable speakers as farewell gift. Really cool, considering my only portable ones are the 'hello kitty' speakers that mom bought years ago. I'll probably pack it for my study=)

Her last msg for me was funny too...apologised that she had to rush off cos she need to be home for pest control guy to kill the termites in her house and that she hope we can be colleagues again. Soo sweet...

I'll probably visit them after my vietnam trip, either to give them goodies from vietnam or be their 'marks n spencer' girl again =) Of cos i'll go back to visit jmc too...hehe...my cups and cactus still there le...

~Loser~

Banker called with a new no. WTF...prank call me 3 times cos i couldnt recognise his voice.

What is it you want? If you wanna tell me you've gotten a new no. juz tell me, juz tell me straight. And if you're bored, look for other girls who can give u better entertainment than i do...for god sake...you're reaching the end of ur big 3...be like one...

~The L word~
It's a drama series. Go search on youtube. Quite nice =)

Sigh i miss will and grace...damn i should get my lappy soon so that i can watch the dvds before i fly....

my sunday...

Couped myself up at home for the whole of Saturday. Dun think i talked more than 10 sentences yesterday, partly due to the fact that no one was home anyway.

Read magazines, watched tv, ate my chips, listened to my music, typed my blog to vent my frustrations. Those were the things i did for the whole of Sat. Waste of time to you but that was just what i need to do to get my sanity back. I always use my weekends to watch tv. As much as i like, as long as i like, till the point that i'm tired and doze off in front of the tv. Always like that kinda feeling.

Feeling much much better today. Went out with Audrey to Toys' Rus and bought baby boy some toys. Was deciding btw kitchen set and doc set. Decided upon the doctor set cos i dun wan him to dwell on food too much. I hope he likes the toy, at the most i'll be his patient to let him do the 'injection' ...haha...

Went around looking for red heels. Ppl everywhere. Crowds everywhere. Had my dinner with fen and audrey at my favourite soup spoon again. Yummy...

3 more days to go....

I'm starting to count down....

now i'm excited...heee....

Yummy margaritas....

Was what we had last nite...We each ordered the huge one last nite...ate tortilla chips and the wrongly ordered nachos...it was fun =)

Weirdly...i wasnt in the mood to club after the drinks...wasnt in the mood to dance or giggle or laugh or do silly talks...

Not in the mood to do anything except feeling sad and sleepy....how pathetic...that's soo not me...i mean sleepy...yes...but never sad...i was never feeling sad in my tipsy state...

Am so sorry girls....sorry to dampen the mood last nite...

Fuck...why do u have to call me...what is it that you want from me? What?!!!

Sometimes i juz wanna terminate my line...the only fucking thing that u have in order to have the contact with me...the only link btw us...

But i reckon that overseas dial tone sounds better than juz ' the line you juz called is not in use...'

小小年纪就....

Dinning room (Scene 1)
Bro: Orh....你看，谁弄掉的？？？ 这么乱....

Auggy: 姑姑...(very loudly)

Bro: 姑姑??? 姑姑在房间, 怎么会乱丢东西???


Bedroom (Scene 2)
Me (overheard everything and thinking to myself) : 臭Auggy...小小年纪就懂得冤枉我 -_-"'

嗨哟....烦死了

'还要'

Auggy's phrase...Soley applies for food...and he can go '还要', '还要', '还要', '还要', '还要' for like another 20 times before he suceeds in getting the food he wants...

'买'

Auggy's term...Solely on food and food only...This was followed by his request of '还要' for biscuits and when I told him 'No more, finished'....This litte bugger will go '买', '买', '买', '买', '买'....for another 20 times or so...

Boy is he not only a glutton but a long winded baby glutton too...o man...

I need my own camera...didnt take any pics during my bday =(

I wasnt strangling him...he was actually resting his chin on my arm and grinding his teeth...Love his little eyes in this pic!
















We were daydreaming on my bed...with my little blue pillow which baby boy likes to smell, gives a funny face and says ' CHOU CHOU ' very loudly...muah haha




















The partition we've been asking for...















Silly me had my name tag on...















Missy 'cracking' my back....not CPR k...I was actually lying prone...















Back strengthening with gym ball....I wonder if this partition will still be around...say 5 years down the road...hmm....















Surprise bday gift from Apple!















It was a huge bouquet with a huge water bag as base...can stand on its own...keke

Pricelss

When was the last time I watched a film which was soooo hilarious, which caused me to laugh and clapp like siao char bo...only to realise the rest of the ppl in the cinema were doing the same!

I miss watching French films...sometimes it seemed absurd in how the story went but the twist within it juz caught us off guard...

Moi love Audrey Taotou! She's so versatile in whichever roles she took up (eh...except for Da Vinci =p) . From the psychotic stalker in ' He loves me, he loves me not" to the materialistic girl in 'Priceless'.....She's such a sweet, captivating lady when she smiles...so childlike...Love her big watery eyes....

Anyway, this movie is a must watch. It's way better than spidey...And i came out of the cinema feeling satisfied!

I cant help laughing when i replay the scenes in my mind...where Jean flashed his 30,000 euro watch in front of Irene...the widely used technique of saying unfinished sentence in a seductive way...

Woo...makes me feel like taking up French too....muah haha...surprise surprise....

' I want to....'

'I like to....'

' I love to....'

fragile things

It's true isnt it...many things in life are so darn delicate...friendships, relationships, health, sanity...

I just realise i didnt receive any msg from her on the 12th...when did she stop? did i send her one on 25th Jan in the first place? Same old question again. When did we drifted? Why? Had i not put in enough effort to try and sustain this friendship? Or have i changed so much that she cannot stand talking to me anymore...same old questions...same old stuffs...same whys....

I guess in this case, I've been written off...by time? by love? by distance?

Dad will be going for checkup in late June and early July, I dun think i'll be able to accompany him for his July checkup. Will he want my company in the first place? Seriously, i dunno. Perhaps to him, it's not necessary. Did i not give him enough attention? But each time i did, I ended up with rejections and some curt remarks. I'm just not perfect or established enough for him to be proud of me.

Why am I not surpise that he doesnt rem my birthday this year. And someone suggested that the reason he called last Wed was becos of my birthday. It's not...and damn...it had me thinking about last year...when he remembered, celebrated and spent it with me...

I'll leave...without telling...perhaps that's the way it should be...makes no diff to them anyway...

Welcome to club 25th,quater century!

YES...Happy Birthday to ME!!

Indeed, I do feel very much pampered for this birthday!

~Friday~
Papa Ng offered to fetch me to work...to sorta make up for the booboo on tue. Muah haha...but blur him got lost on the way to my house and i ended up half hour late for work due to him going merry-go-round in punggol area and the traffic jam on the highway...

He is so sweet can...bought me two cakes from polo in the morning and even da bao lunch from NTU canteen for me and cindy in the noon...muah haha...felt very spoilt =p

Thanx for all the effort, Sze...appreciate that and i hope ur competition is going well in Darwin now =)

My colleagues at work gave me a surpirse during lunch too!! Didnt even know my assistant bought me a cake...I thought she was hungry and went for early lunch...haha...they were so cute! Switched off the clinic lights while i was eating the curry rice with sze...then they came in with the birthday cake and sang bday song to me...hehe...i know i took a long time to make my wish...cant help it cos got alot of things to wish for and in case i dun get anymore cakes...at least i made the wish with this one! haha...

Thanx Cindy, Mega, Catherine and Evelyn =) U gals made my day...

Dinner was with my beloved squashies...had nice sushi salad and soup for dinner...then off we went in search for yummy martinis! Am so Karen Walker on fri! haha...

Went to Alley Bar at first but their service and drinks sux that nite so we hopped to Emerald No. 5...they had martinis 1 for 1...so we girls indulged ourselves with tonnes of dry martinis! Got ourselves so giggly and high that we started having peanuts factory, throwing peanuts shells at one another, not to mention throwing and aiming peanuts down one another's top...they even attempted to stuff one down my o-so-not-obvious cleavage and thus bruising my tender-peeling-delicate chest!

Done with martinis and peanuts, off we went to st james to dance our hearts out! Midnight was greeted with my gals circling me and singing birthday song at the top of their voice...we didnt care much cos we were high and i'm the birthday girl...so who cares...haha...

Thanx ray, jessie, angie, wan yee and chin han for such a fun time! Really really enjoyed myself that nite...had never smooch u gals so many times before...i like...haha

~Saturday~
Met up with Eve for lunch and off we went to shop around. Was so darn bloated by noon as i've been eating a hell lot since friday morning!

Met up with Fen eventually and I managed to find the nice jacket that i was looking for from Mango! hehe..so happy!

Dinner was with my gang...handsome, yilong, ck, adrian, fen and tawfiq at this okinawa jap restaurant...pretty interesting place and we had a hard time deciding what to order cos it's slightly different from the usual jap food that we get...in the end we took the chief's recommendation and tried quite a few dishes...quite yummy o!

Wanted to head for yet another drinking session but decided to settle at mac so that we could all get to play the card games tat ck brought along. 'Citadels' and 'No merci' Both are really fun games to play in group! Except that towards the end we were quite braindead trying to scheme and tricked each other...muah haha...fun nite!

Thanx Eve for the lunch...

Thanx Tawfiq for the lovely bottle of alcohol bought from thailand...i hope it's nice...will let u guys know when i open it...muah haha

Thanx fen and min for the jacket...will meet up with gals again next week...

Thanx yd, ck, adrian and yilong for spending time with moi!

Thanx handsome for making all the arrangements, smses and suggesting of the place for makan...

Thanx for all the hugs and well wishes peeps =) Love you guys hell lot...really...

Thanx Apple mommy for sending lovely flowers to my house!!! Soooo sweet of you!! took pic of the flowers leh...will post it up soon...hee...

Thanx Jane for calling me and wishing me happy birthday (my boss aka my supervisior in my student days...heee) Sharon, Kar lock for the sms and Ah Muan for the ecard (my beloved colleagues from AH)

Thanx everyone for making my birthday such a great one!! MUUUUAAACCK!

Partition up!!!

YES!!! The partition we've been fighting for since day one of operation, is finally here and up!!! Now our faces are flashed big big across the rehabilitation service side...muah haha...I can finally leave the place in peace =p

3 more weeks~ time to count down to my much needed break~ woo hoo~

Yesterday went to sign the final papers for my study loan...I'm officially in debt now...Thanx bro and sis for making their way down specially for me =)

Took afternoon time off juz to settle these stuffs...had Soup Spoon for lunch with yd, ck and sze...had such fun time! Indeed, yesterday marked the prelude of my birthday celebration! More to come man! haha...

Blur sotong like me never fail to make a fool of myself...here goes...

Met up with sze to head down for Soup Spoon....he passed me a package and my face literally lit up immediately...cos i tot he bought me a pressie! In actual fact...that package was yd's belated bday pressie which he told me he'll wrap it up...and he passed it to me cos he was afraid that he'll crush it ~doink~ so mah lu.....imagine how my face lit up then went ~diao~ like a withered flower....muah haha...so silly right...cant stand myself man...haha...

spider man tonite! hope i wont fall asleep o...

sianz...again...

i admire my patient...she's so motherly...travelled so much...encouraged me to save up so that i can see the world outside...i hope i can do that eventually...

prof sent me a birthday card with big earrings inside! They are exactly the ones i'm looking for! Thank you so much Kay Sing =) I know you girls been busy lately so didnt dare to bug u girls over msn...6 weeks gonna past pretty soon...you'll be back home in no time!

feeling of sian~ness is here again...sometimes i think is best i dun talk...cos when i do...things juz doesnt come out right and it pisses ppl off...

going for my soup spoon...i hope the soup will wash this sian~ness away...

blury day...sunny day...fun day...

was without my glasses for most part of the day...blurry but kinda like it...cos i can wear my sunglases and juz for a moment not care about how others see me cos basically i cant see a thing without my specs...

i sang, i bitched, i whined, i played, i tanned...the sky reminds me of redang...as though i'm on a get away...felt so good..felt so right...

i thank whoever up there giving me such a nice weather and a great company =)

moi love clear blue sky and tanning and deck chairs and cold cold drinks and calamaris...

sianz...

Every year the same thing goes...with me....not knowing what to do for my birthday....

Get freaking sian on being asked what i wanna do for my birthday cos i seriously have zero idea...so most of the time my answer will be 'juz go out and eat lo...' to save everyone the trouble...

Afternoon went for buffet lunch with my aunt and her family...thanx so much for the treat!

At least my cuzzies and aunt celebrated my birthday for me...sigh...i dun think my family will make it a point to go out makan with me...either they have forgotten or it juz doesnt matter...hai yar whatever...i should have gotten used to it since every year is the same...

Next year i'll probably gotta spend it alone in aussie...maybe i should learn how to bake a cake...then can bake one for myself then...haha...so pathetic...

Argh...ROAR ROAR....

This stupid bitch should learn to grow up eh....sigh...wtf....

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Arh Daaaaaaa

First he opened my cupboard to take my oil of olay...then he took my hairband and wore it on his head...

Darn funny clip that i took of auggy...i wonder if next time when he's older, will he kill me for uploading such video clips of his...muah haha....

a present for myself

Lots of stuffs running through my head...

What exactly does he want from that call after not contacting for a month or so? To know that i'm finally fine without him; to know that i've settled my study loan; to know that i'll be leaving aussie soon; to try and see if my line is still working?

To be frank, I want to keep him as a friend. But thinking back, i wasn't able to trust him totally or give him the trust that he needed when we were in the relationship. What makes me think we can still be friends?

Actually i'm not upset, neither am i disappointed. Right now i'm happy being on my own. No more emotional torment which is something i don't want to handle and not capable of handling. I want to cry for myself becos of myself...i want to do things according to my schedule and my likings, my way...i dun want to get upset becos someone cant fulfill the expectations that i have...

Anyway my birthday is coming soon...Gave myself a belated birthday gift which i should have gotten in 2006...Been wanting to get it for a year but didn't becos back then banker didnt like it...

Tadaa...














Pardon my flabby tummy arh...

Anyway, finally got down to get my naval piercing done! Happy and proud that i've finally gotten it! Thank you Jessie for keeping me companied, helped me take photos and distracted me during the process...hehe. Btw i got it done on 29th March, so now the piercing has more or less healed. And so is my wound...

My purple gem...will always be a reminder to me...

p/s: dodo and ah ping, if u're reading this...don't tell ur mama i got naval piercing arh...cos my mama dunno =p ...no one knows in my family except auggy when he lifted up my shirt to peek-a-boo at my duuu qiii all the sudden...that was our little secret...haha...hope he wont do that again when mama is around =p

Pop! Goes my heart

This is one MTV that i can't help but laugh whenever i watch it. It's so darn catchy and funny. So...80s and early 90s...o man...i'm giving my age away...Haha...



For Gage...Told you the mtv is very hilarious...dunno if you've watched it. Since you've dedicated 'Don't write me off' to me on your blog...i'll dedicate this to you...hopefully it'll be embedded in your head even till your last paper in the exam hall...Just like the first time i let you listen to the song at HMV...only that this time round there's graphics to bug you with it...muah haha

to be continued...

Yippee....sweet sweet handsome came over my clinic again! Gave me some of his crackers...haha

Last nite we went Marks & Spencer and we each bought different packets of crackers. So i kept bugging him to tell me if his is nice when he goes home to try. You know how i can be forgetful and repeat the same old qn from time to time. Haha...I think i've bugged him enough and he actually gave me some of his in a containter today...hoho...Thanx o!

I sooooo dun wanna play the game later...not that i'm a sore loser...I just dun wanna face those bitches....as bitchy as i am....i can never reach their level of bitchy~ness...maybe in another 20 years time....but then again...i'm sure i'll still be a lovable aunty =p

姑姑...爱你...

Tell me...how can i not melt when my baby boy said that to me yesterday morning. No idea where he learnt that from but it's soooo darn sweet!

You know that you've grown up when...

You're the one to bring your mama to see the consultant and do all the talking while she sits on the plinth very compliantly like a little girl. One thing to take note...she didnt interrupt me at all throughout the whole consultantaion which is soooo darn rare....

You're the one paying for lunch after realising your mama seemed to be fetching for her wallet in slooow motion and digging deep deep deep down into her handbag...

You're handling all the necessary paperwork on your own and that your parents still have no idea where exactly you're going for your study...

You're hitting 25 which is suppose to be your peak only to find that you're actually juz 5 years away from the big 30 and that you're frantically in the midst of looking for anti-aging products to prolong the youthful look....

Sigh...What am i rambling about...everytime when i'm stepping into the month of May i'll go into this fuzzy mode...sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes even sian...What is wrong with me man...

Maybe i should start planning what to do for my birthday to keep myself occupied and at least provide myself with something to look forward to...but then again...i'm tired of making calls...making the arrangements...

Just done clearing sis's vomit in her bedroom corridor...massive puke...bro and i gotta clear it up using newspapers... mom dun even dare to go near cos we all know she'll definitely puke if she smell of the vomit...we were practically gliding thru the vomit and the oily floor...

So glad that i've always made it to the toilet bowl before my puke come gushing out...good trainings i've had all these while...hahahaha....

start with green...end with purple....

~code green~
Everyone in my house is taking turn to fall sick...first is moi, then papa, then auggy and now bro...

Auggy and bro been puking. The two boys always fall sick together and it's always the baby pass to the dad. That's how potent baby germs are...

Was feeding him milk before he slept, trying to burp him. He coughed and started looking abit weird. Before i could carry him off mama's bed, his veg-mushroom-porriage-dinner came splashing out of his puny mouth and onto moi! Sigh...his puke didnt kena him at all cos it went horizontally out onto my arms and legs. So...i have to hold him an arm length away from his own puke, wait for mama to carry him to toilet to wash off, then sit still and not move an inch from the bed while i wait for some kind soul to get me paper towels to at least wipe off the puke from my arms and legs before i can walk from my parent's room to the toilet.

Tell me, which single and avaliable woman can stand being covered in puke for approx 5 min or more, analyzed the puke contends and wonder what did baby boy have for dinner, while waiting for paper towels to come my way so that i can clean up without giving a word of 'Yucks....' or ' EEEee vomit vomit' ?? Perhaps cos it doesnt smell and i was too engross in looking at what he had puked out...haha

I think working in hospital helps a great deal. I mean it's not as though i've never cleaned up patients' shit or puke before, so what's with baby's puke? Either that or my tolerance for gross stuff is way higher than anyone else...Or best...the combi simply makes me the ultimate gross champion...HA haha hahaha...

On a different note...
Handsome made my day =) Moi love surprises! Big or small i dun care...i juz looove surprises! ~jump jump~

At first when my therapy assistant told me someone was looking for me, i thought which patient wanna see me to have earlier appt for physio...again...haha...

It turned out to be sweet sweet yd, who came looking for me for lunch! Yippee...so happy to see him standing outside my clinic! It's the effort that counts and i appreciate that a hell lot! Seriously, it makes my day so much more bearable =)

Jia you for your french tomolo handsome...though i dunno how to say jia you in french...anyway juz write whatever u can lar...

See ya on Sunday!

smiling with tears...

Went to Wala with audrey last nite. It's a simple girls' nite out. We eat, we drink, we bitch. Thanx for asking me out and listening to my complaints. If not for u asking, i'll probably be at home nua~ing as usual. Had so much fun grooving to the songs, laughing our hearts out. Appreciate your company woman=)

Bumped into yk. The moment he saw me, we juz burst out laughing. As usual, i'm greeted with a flick and a punch by this big bully of mine. Stupid pig, when will you ever stop abusing me, i'm already left with skin n bones =p

Bumped into L too. He's suppose to be alone but decided to crash with us girls. Hoped he's had his share of fun.

Shirlyn made my day. Sang 'starlight' and 'time is running out' which are currently my favourite songs. Sang ' Locomotion' which reminds me of ck. Sang ' Grace Kelly' which reminds me of yd. Not that i havent seen them for very very long. But somehow i juz miss hanging out with them. I kept telling myself - gee...it'll be good to groove to 'their' songs should they be present.


Auggy is sick. Fever and vomitting. Heartache. I miss the cheeky, bubbly him. ~Speedy recovery baby~

I havent seen him much this week cos from mon to wed i was home late. By the time i'm home, he's asleep. I didnt know i miss him that much. Fact is, i miss him alot...To the extend that i decided to skip a workshop that i'm suppose to attend to go home in the excuse that 'i'm tired'. Actually i juz wanna play with him. Hug him and kiss kiss him.

I did hit him really hard on his palm though, for he threw some stuff out of the window despite me telling him not to. He cried pretty badly at the fourth time i hit his palm and was asking me to 'bao bao...bao bao...' . Okie, i ended up carrying him and soothing him after that. I know i know, i'm going to be a bad mother...o man...


Had the craving for potato chips and i ended up finishing one whole mango on my own at 11.30pm. Healthy snack it is but not so healthy to consume it at such late hour. Me eating mango, me eating it at such hour, me staying home doing nothing but watching tv all day long juz reminded me of someone. Someone whom i was told was rotten and so not worth remembering but i still did. Someone whom i've gotten reminded of suddenly when one of my babes sent me the song that he told me he liked. He had that song in his car on repeat mode back then and it's on repeat mode in my nano now. Now that i recall, no wonder i dreamt of him last nite.

I know i'll be better off without you and so do you. Good luck in whatever you do....

My name

You entered: Yeong Jiahui, Jayna

There are 16 letters in your name.
Those 16 letters total to 76
There are 8 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 5

An Inner Dream number of 5 means:
You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.

Take it here

~PMS~

If i'm a bipolar disorder patient, i think i'm currently in the manic stage now. I want to get myself a pair of gucci shades, get my hair coloured, manicure and pedicure done, buy myself pretty dresses, give my malnurished body some really good food, buy the camera that i need, get the lappy that i gotta have, buy tonnes of shoes that i fancy, purchase all the nice sexy bras and bikinis that i can never get enough of...Get the things i want, buy the things i desire without ANY consideration

Of course, in reality, i still have the ability to delay such gratifications. So...none of those for moi...~ROAR~

I'm currently in this sian mode which i dunno how to describe....

At times all sorts of input from the surrounding and the ppl keeps flowing my way 24/7 non-stop...I juz feel like putting both hands to my ears, close my eyes and shut things out from my system completely.

Was in dilema in the beginning of this week due to new launch of study programme here. Seriously, when i finally set my mind to do something for myself, things like that have to pop up. Then i'll have to take a step back to re-evaluate all that i've planned. You know that kind of feeling?

Will be going for the briefing on Sun. See what's the difference between it being offered here and in melbourne. Why this year? i tot it's gonna start next year or 2009. Perhaps someone up there is telling me that i've made a wrong move - that i should have gone last year? If i were to go for it last year, everything will be so different....

wah sick again...

Went for a jog yesterday evening. It was merely a 4.8km jog. Then came the running nose. So i slept early at around 9 plus (which is so darn rare). Next came the fever. And yes, everytime i am bound to play for the squash match, i'm sick. Two weeks ago was like that and same for today.

Even a patient whom i saw two weeks ago asked me if i'm having sinus or flu again. Man...what's wrong with my system. Just dun understand how come i get flu and fever so often. Sianz

On a happier note, fen babe came down to watch me play my match. Hee, okie lah...i was abit nervous but after awhile i'm fine. As usual, i lost but at least i didnt score nothing this time round. But after the match, i think my fever went up a notch higher.

Babe, thanx for making your way down...appreciate that! In fact no one has done that before....hehe...

I'm glad i didnt type the msg, i'm glad i didnt press send...

gonna go sleep...hope tomolo will feel much much better...

Came across this video ~nice~
Title sorta describes how i felt on saturday nite =)



I’ve been twisting and turning,
In a space that’s too small.
I’ve been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You’ve been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Chorus
Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It’s the better thing to do,
It’s time to surrender,
It’s been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don’t fit anymore, Pieces don’t fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That’s breaking my skin.
Well I’ll hide all the bruises,
I’ll hide all the damage that’s done.
But I show how I’m feeling until all the feeling has gone.

(Chorus)

Ooh don’t missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I’ve tried, yes I’ve tried.
But still I don’t know why, no I don’t know why.
III dont know why…… whyyyyyyyy!

(Chorus)

should have just...

gone home and not make the effort. I thought my presence will be appreciated and perhaps friendship will be very much the same as before.

So wrong...

Awkwardness lingered in the air and I knew at that point of time - it'll never be the same again. In the first place, it was my choice to terminate the friendship. So why did i even expect it to be the same again when it was refound...

selfish of me to think that way eh...

i'll just keep my distance from now...i think it's better that way...

The ninniy nanny

This is what happened when u're single, have no plan for the weekends and that ur bitches are having exams...

Man...i so wanna go sun tanning but the thought of going alone will only mean i'll end up nua~ing at home...

gotten woken up by auggy knocking on my door, calling me AGAIN...this time round it's the biggest boy who asked him to do that - my dad...why is it that they always like to disturb moi and moi beauty sleep! Darn...

Got nothing to do so ended up taking photos and video while being the nanny...

Contented....

yeah...mission no. 2 accomplished! Met up with NUS biatch for dinner at vivo. Had japanese food for dinner...yummy yum yum...so worth the money and the food is good! Let's do that again after exams k...

Thanx for listening to my nonsense and my updates...i miss hanging out with you for dinner like today...hang in there k...with ur proj done soon soon and ur exams...you'll be able to join me at the beach for tanning session in no time...

To all my bitches having exams...last lap to run...hang in there! Sorry arh no cookies this year cos i no time to bake any =p

okie me tired liao...need to sleep...~~

Yippee...

Mission no. 1 - Da bao 3 combo meals from Long John Silver; one turkey breast chicken and a cold cut trio sandwich from subway

Not that my bitches consist of 4 of them. In fact, i was juz da bao~ing for yd and sze, additional ones are for yd's neighbours...see i very nice hor =p

Eh dunno why but i love to da bao food to yd's hostel and makan with him. Not that i've done that often but juz like the idea of sitting on the floor to eat with him n sze, listen to music, nua and chit chat.

Went for a walk and we ended up at the Art building in NTU. Nice place to hang out. We juz sat there and talk. About career, about future, about adulthood, about life...Under the sky, under the planes, under the stars...with one or two bats flying around occassionally and with yd's humming in hope of shooing them off...haha...

Had yummy waffles with ice cream before we decided to head home...

Thanx for tonite algea man and papa ng...

Mission no. 1 accomplished...next up...mission no. 2 with my NUS biatch...

Stay tune...

New found jealousy

Residual happiness is still in my blood. I cant stop smiling even till now...So darn happy can!

Saturday was such an eventful day despite me waking up at 7 am; travelling down to ICA building; standing around for 1.5 hours to collect my passport; rushing down to cineleisure to catch 'Conversation with other woman' at 11.30am; purchasing nice nice bra at CK tang and nua~ing at starbucks for my much needed coffee and lunch.

Spent a good half of the day with myself, on my own. Great to do my own stuff at my own pace! No one to rush me, no one to say 'no' to the things i do.

Met up with Yk in the evening. Made me such a happy woman for the rest of the day! Gotten my early birthday gift from him - Shirlyn's CD! To top it off, he took me to her CD launching event at the outdoor esplanade! It was such a great performance! I just couldn't stop beaming throughout the whole event! Not that i've not seen Shirlyn performed before. It been near half a year since i last went to Wala to chill out. I missed her voice and the UnXpected's performance so much! The only thing that was lacking during the performance was a nice cold cold beer in my hand! haha

O and i bumped into a fren who loves Shirlyn juz as much as i do...so happy to see him despite him not able to recognise me and walked past me like i'm a total stranger -_- I didnt know my hair style makes me look so different...nice to be able to watch the performance 'with' him after a good half year of no contact

O i went to get autograph from Shirlyn at the end of the performance! haha...like wat i did 3 years back! Man...i'm like a little fan..being excited and happy to get her to sign the CD for me...so darn silly...haha...

HAPPY!!!! Thank you oki buta! I know i dun see much of you but whenever i do, it's always filled with laughters and happiness and occassional brusies...haha...

abcdefg@!#@%$%...stupid bro...

Yeah! It's Good Friday! Which means it's a public holiday! Which means no work! Which means i get to sleep in!

BUT NO!!!

Stupid bro kept asking auggy to shout for me at my door. Big kid went ' Quick quick, shout Gu Gu to wake her up!' and little one will juz go ' GUuu GUuu! GUuu GUuu! GUuuu GUuuu!' First time at around 9 am, second time at 10. Thought i was smart with the locking of my door but these two boys still have the ability to bug me and wake me up! !@#@$# Darn sleepy can...

I did ignore the two buggers and went back to sleep. It was not until auggy kept crying cos he couldnt bear to be separated from his mama who was heading off for church service. Stupid bro juz let him stand at the gate and cry to his mama who was by the door. I simply cannot stand baby boy crying non stop and worst when it was loud enough to wake me up.

If u havent seen me in my morning wake up mode, i look like a mess. Messy hair, gooey half opened eyes. I simply look like siao char bo. But i cant be bothered. Hey, i got woken up, plus i'm at home. So who cares...

And so, i got out of my room, picked auggy up and put him on my shoulder, with my half closed eyes throughout. Surprisingly he stopped crying, gave a flying kiss to his mama and juz propped his sweaty head over my shoulder. Carried him, pat him on his back. Hummed songs - from london bridge is falling down, to twinkle twinkle little stars, to 'ke ren lai', to humpty dumpty, to 'i'm a little teapot'. Eventually he fell asleep on my shoulder after a good 30-45 min of carrying...

By the time i put baby boy down on the mattress to sleep, bro claimed that he's tired and started snoring-_- Excuse moi, i should be the one feeling tired leh...i ended up with slight back ache and not able to get back to sleep cos i'm wide awake ALREADY!

who is the father huh huh huh...

!@#$#@ stupid bro....