"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd"
is going back to Hongkong tomorrow...so sad...no more 'naughty gu gu' , no more 'bu yao, bu yao...'
Time flies...auggy is so big and round now...ben ben is so articulate now...they grow up so fast...I havent even had the chance to catch up with them yet...
pics below are taken after much coaxing and hair pulling...mainly mine...little mr opposite will keep saying he doesn't wanna take pics with me despite my plea....
He still didnt wanna take a proper pic with me...so i bodyslammed him...hahaha...
This was the best attempt I had with auggy...
more of ben ben's photo in my nikon camera. This pic aint qutie just in proving his cuteness...cos both of us just woke up...hahaha...
Had sore throat and ran a fever from morning till night. It was horrible...I slept through the whole day, feeling pathetic and missing out on the yearly Chinatown midnight shopping...sigh that's the usual highlight of my lunar new year man...
Dun think I ate more than 3 meals since last night...
No doc for me to see...this close to wanna go A & E...
Luckily I still have lovely frens who showered me with love, msges and calls...
Worked in the office till late today. I had kids till 6.30...I typed reports till 8.45...
Am the last to lock up the office, the last to go home...
I kind of enjoy typing the stuffs alone in the office...freaky it might be (this time round there is no techno toy fish singing in the cupboard) but it's starting to feel like a second home to me...
Starting to learn not to let the loneliness and emptiness affect me...drowning myself in reports seems to work just fine for me...
No more crying...climbing out of the pit hole requires so much strength...no point wasting more energy on generating tears...I'm good on my own...at least for now I am...
Our beloved Sze is finally 27 yo! As requested by the birthday boy, we went to bukeroo for western food. As usual, we were late and by the time we've reached, I was so exhausted that I felt like sleeping.
It was a good dinner =) Just 8 of us with a hearty meal. O well, we had a fair share of food and I had my beef-craving satisfied (although I did feel like puking beef cos was filled to the brim but it was good stuff!). It warmed my heart that we can just sit around, talk, joke, cut up the food and pass it to one another...the sharing part was fun and funny. The singing of birthday song and cake cutting was fun too. I realise being 27 means your cake will be covered with candles...damn...that make me feel so darn old...can I request to have only one candle on my cake for my birthday?
Went to sembawang beach after dinner, stood there for awhile and it felt good...Haven't stood by the beach with the breeze blowing at my face for a long long time...after that, it's guitar hero time at gage's house...
O forgot to mention, aside from food that we passed around...flu bug was another thing that was passed around during dinner...I ended up with my nose running like tap and being slightly feverish...
The night ended with 5 of us grooving in the car with Kylie's songs and 3 ppl sneezing all the way....fun eh...ho ho ho
So fast....it's been a year since I last had the costume party, stink up Peifen's car with char kwey tiao, or rather all the oily food bought from chomp chomp and of cos, made my pals finish up the 2 weird bottles of wine that had residue in them (without telling them it's been kept for like ages...plus the fact that I only brought it out when most of us were half sober...)
This year, we spent our new year eve at ck's house with awesome shabu shabu and nicer wines to go with...although we still have to drink with residual of the cork in wine due to malfunction or the wine opener...haha...but at least it beats having to drink weird wines...
Time flies...last year this time I was alone in Singapore, on vacation and waiting to fly to HongKong to meet up with my family. Last year this time I think I was happier and more carefree...
This year, I gotta make sure I can... ~get rid of that flabby tummy of mine and perk up the body system so that I dun fall sick so often.. ~earn more and save more money so that I can pay all my bills and my loan on time... ~pass basic theory, advance theory and eventually driving test (Think it will be a long process) ~be happier and more open with my emotions... ~be more hardworking and less procrastination... ~swear lesser...hahaha...
I will get better...definitely...and to all who love me...thank you so much for being there for me all these while...muack...love ya!
I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright But now everything you told me really don't apply To the way I feel inside Loving you was easy once upon a time But now my suspicions of you have multiplied And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:] I only give you a hard time 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I haven't tried to forget this But I'm much too full of resentment
Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no The very thing you gave to me I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:] I only give you a hard time 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I haven't tried to forget this But I'm much too full of resentment
I may never understand why I'm doing the best that I can and I I tried and I tried to forget this I'm much too full of resentment
I'll always remember feeling like I was no good Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could And it's all because you lied
[Bridge:] Loved you more than ever More than my own life The best part of me I gave you It was sacrificed And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:] I only give you a hard time 'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I tried and I tried to forget this But I'm too damn full of resentment
I know she was attractive but I was here first Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve To be treated this way by you, you I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee I been crying for too long what did you do to me I used to be so strong but now you took my soul I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying You could of told me that you wasn't happy I know you didn't wanna hurt me But look what you done-done to me now I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me How could you lie
Just received the Xmas card made by Auggy...so pretty...I can just picture him sitting there and patiently pasting the sequins on the snowman...I miss Auggy and ben ben so much...
Was walking around children section trying to look for a gift for Emma...baby clothing are all so cute...esp the type that I like...it's amazing how those little stuffs can make me feel happy at times...yet give me that tinge of sadness too...I wonder when it'll be my turn to buy those stuffs for my own baby...hmm....
I freaking blew my top at strangers...adults strangers....
Went to Amk to run some errands, freaking north-south line was packed...I've been moving in and out of the doorway cos I was near it and I wanted ppl to be able to go in as well as come out.
Before I reached Amk, I had the space to move in so I moved in. When I reached Amk, I was stuck. I was fucking stuck.
NO one moved or gave space for anyone of us who needed to alight... NO ONE! So what did I do? I said ' Excuse me! Excuse me!' nicely....No one moved....the freaking china man right at the doorway DID NOT move...until I pushed and screamed " MOVE PPL!"
Fucking pissed! Adults...they are freaking functional adults! Normal adults! Cant you just move your assess a little so that others can move too...come on, where's the considerations?!!!
Singapore is overcrowded...filled with selfish ppl around!!! agrh!!!!!
I can't feel my legs anymore...as much as I love muscle aches, this time round the experience is wayyyyyyyyyy out of my league...ask fen and gage...they'll know how much I whined and gave that grimace- of- pain look with every slightest movement I try to execute.
Yeah...conquered half marathon without training...haha...ran 8 km, walked 13km...halfway thru the running I was so darn hungry...very tempted to run into Kallang Mac when we ran past it...and then came free bananas...which drove the walking me into running pace just so I could get one...never in my life have I been so happy to see bananas...yes...very funny...
Started the race with Angie, then ran off alone eventually...so the rest of the journey I was pretty much alone...okie...Kylie did keep me company quite a bit...
I thought to myself if I manage to conquer this run, I should be able to conquer anything else in life...still I find myself being the same old me...nothing changed or am I being naive to think one run can give me the strength that I'm looking for...
To catch Kylie's concert, danced throughout the night and see her so up close!! She's really a gorgeous chick I tell you...
To shop, tour and bargain with the best guide ever...
To be able to come back Singapore before the airport is shut down due to demonstrations...
Dearest gage...thank you for bringing us around and helping us bargain with the locals...we girls cannot get best price for bras without your help! haha...
thank you fen for looking after me...during the you-know-what!
thank you taufiq for letting us stay over and make a mess out of his place!
thank you Bing shen for looking after my bag and bringing it back the next day!
I heart Thailand...and Kylie....
I've never thought I could travel to Bangkok, catch an awesome concert and then be back to work the next day...
gagey thanx for making this happened!
Now I'm starting to think, perhaps I can do alot more with my life...my way, my say....
I'm going Bangkok tonight...I'm going with a heavy heart...
I have 3 assessment reports and 7 summary reports to type, all by mid Dec...and another 10 something reports to type for update...to be done by Jan
I think I can officially camp in the office to type reports when I come back from Bangkok...So dead man...so dead...
Looking forward to watch Kylie...I hope she can cheer me up a little....
Friday, November 14, 2008
I'm a little lost...
Don't know where to start, don't know how to start...
I haven't been thinking about things around me as much as I used to...
I'm going with the flow, living day by day without much of a goal except to earn more money, to save up so that I can get by in case anything happen...
I'm at the neither happy nor sad zone...is this good or bad?
I think at times I just want to be like that wooden chair, to feel useful at some point of time, useful to someone or something at least...
It's been a week...that I've been so tired after work and really really sleepy...but when I do have the chance to sleep, I can't sleep at all.
So many things happened this week, in fact it should be since I'm back...I feel like screaming...I feel like crying my heart out...but what's the point...
After all that have happened, I'm still deemed as a whiner, a bitch, someone who drove another up the wall and to the point of breaking down...
You need someone to blame all the fault upon, there's jayna...
You need someone to act as the punching bag, there's jayna...
You need someone to run errands and do shit work for you, there's jayna...
At the end of the day, I'm still dispensable...just words of 'I can't take it anymore' and I'm chucked aside like a toy which is no longer attractive or interesting to the child...
You are right...I'm that puzzle piece...only difference is...I dun fit in at all..
I finally went to book a date for basic theory test. Seriously wanna get the license so that at least I can drive around abit. It'll be even better if I can own a car...or maybe not...
I tried to run all my errands today but only managed to get the basic theory date fixed cos the queue in the bloody driving centre was so long...planned to get my watch strap fixed but haven't gotten the time to do it. Always wanted to get it replace when I knock off but usually when I do, the shop is closed as well. It's been like what, 4 months since I bought it and actually wore a watch for real after so long. Maybe I never meant to wear a watch...haha...that's why I'm perpentually late...
At the moment I'm charging my camera. Battery was flat since the day of my graduation. I haven't uploaded graduation photos yet and I have yet to upload mt buller photos too...I am a true blue procrastinator...cannot stand it...can someone wake me up pls...
I was so tired yesterday that I slept in and bummed at home the entire day...caught the marathon series of heroes 2 and ordered macdelivery for dinner simply becos I didnt wanna miss any episode and that no one was home the whole day...I can foresee myself replaying such scene in the next 10 years...how pathetic can one be...
O anyway, I finally opened the box that I sent back from Melbourne. I guess by opening it, it kinda mean I've finally accepted the fact that I'm back...for good...In the midst of opening the badly taped up box, I accidentally cut my thumb with the rusty penknife...Then in the evening I attempted piecing and fixing the metal clothes hanger I bought from Ikea the other day...in the midst of screwing the nails in...I accidentally jabbed the screwdriver into my thigh...could the screwdriver be any sharper, I think my neighbours can see me hopping down the flat trying to flag for a cab with the screwdriver still embedded in my thigh...
Sigh...for fuck sake...if I cannot even get these simple tasks done, how am I gonna live on my own in future...who knows if I try fixing the bulb, I may get myself electorcuted or try to fix the pipe and ended up flooding my unit? Then the worst thing is...who is gonna discover that I'm injured or dead when there's no one else around me...
maybe my pet guinea pig will discover my body and eventually eat me up cos no one is feeding him and he is too hungry...
Here I am...doing something I have been doing and kinda like doing...
It's a bad habit I never quite kick since I was in Melbourne...using my lappy while I'm in the toilet doing my no. 2...muah hahahahaha...
Back in Melbourne I'll always type my reports or chat with fen while I'm sitting on the toilet bowl...I didn't wanna interrupt my ideas or conversations nor do I wanna compromise my bowel system...so kill two birds with one stone lor! hahaha...I know...fen always gotten grossed out when I told her I'm shitting and chatting with her at the same time...
Of cos I still adhere to hygiene...so my lappy is not dirty or gross okie!
O well...yesterday was great...gage had free tix to watch Ah Mei concert...I aint a big fan but went ahead with the concert cos I haven't quite been to one except mariah carey's which was a thousand years ago...
I didn't know Ah Mei is still so popular and that almost all the seats were filled up...atmoshpere was good throughout and everyone was pretty high...but seriously, her costume sux lar...if not for her voice and showmanship, I really dun think it was that great...
O well, at least I still know 40% of her songs in the concert...haha...was great fun singing along...like in a huge ktv..haha..
Gonna go for squash later...yeah...miss it so much...am slowly getting back on life again...
I wanna get my driving done soon...but judging from how I reacted last night...I think I will swear alot!
Gage and Taufiq asked me out of all the songs, which one do I fancy the most...initially I didnt know the answer cos I aint that familiar with ABBA's songs...
After watching the show...I think I prefer this one the most....Gimme Gimme Gimme....hee hee hee
had such a great Saturday night despite working full day, having to rush from office to back home and then back to the same building to meet up with the boys for dinner at the restaurant beside my office...
The food at Okinawa restaurant was great! Portions were just right and enough to be shared among the 4 of us...
Went to crash someone's birthday party at a hotel...It was the fastest hi-bye birthday party I've ever been to...We all agreed that we've never wanted to make an exit as badly as this one...haha...
Decided to settle down in the cosy hotel room of mister t and we just sat there and chit chat through the night...nothing fanciful but I really did enjoy myself so much...really...it's the company that counts...
As for today, I woke up with the weirdest dream ever...very comical one so it aint that bad...
Met up with Audrey for lunch cum tea and to accompany her in getting her camera...caught up with yd and mister t again...ended up shopping and grabbing some cute boxers on top of my new shoes...then head down for drinks and snack...
Lately I've been missing Melbourne so much...I miss the places we used to hang out, I miss the cold cold weather...I miss my friends over there too...Come to think of it, I've only been home for close to 3 months...so many things had happened and it felt like the longest time ever...
love her voice...been listening to her songs lately...esp this piece and 'stepping stone'...have always thought her voice to be simple and clear and so is her mtv...nothing fanciful but it depicts the song so well...
there's always a song that I can relate to at different phases...at the moment, I can so relate to these two...
Graduation on Friday...On course on Sat and Sun...
I am so freaking tired that I knocked out completely by 830pm while surfing the net lying on the floor just now...Planned to take a snooze and then go jogging at 9pm but woke up only at 1030pm...
Do I look like I have the word "entertainer" on my forehead? quit telling me you're bored...quit msging me on phone or msn to ask me out just becos you need someone to pass your time...When I say I'm not free, I mean it...quit making your problem mine...I am not your fucking nanny...
Tired woman = angry woman...I'm pissed, tired and depressed...things haven't been going well...I just need to deal with it my way and try to get over it...
I keep feeling tired lately...Sunday was spent concussing on and off...it's as though I'm on flu meds and I'm drowsy all the time...
Wed night I concussed at freaking 830pm! Who on earth sleeps at 830 unless you're sick! I'm alright when I'm at work but once I'm off work, my body goes into auto shut down mode....
maybe it's a sign to start exercising...I need my jogging mojo back!!!
Taken with Auggy at the birthday party last sat...
Guess what were thy doing? Watching cartoons...
Ben ben's attempt to smile...he gave me a cheeky smile right after this pic was captured =p
Absolutely love my boys to bits...Ben ben dun quite allow me to carry though...I guess he aint familiar with me that's why...Auggy has been very sweet...He's at the stage where you tell him anything he will say ' Okie okie' in a very funny yet compliant way...still my cutie pie...
It's not a good sign when you can feel the heat the moment the plane touched down...let alone still feeling warm when you're at T3 with blasting air condition.
It's not a good sign when you rammed the cafe door on your already injured big toe first day in the morning before you headed off for work.
It's not a good sign when you kept snapping at your own mom who happened to ask the same qn over and over again for >5 times and you gave her the exact same answer all these while.
It's not a good sign when you have no internet access when you got home and realised that boss actually sent you an email to say that you can report slightly later for work the next day.
It's definitely not a good sign when you resented being home.
Right now I'm the biggest whiner in the world. Because I'm tired; I hate the weather; I don't like to report to my mom where I go or what I do; I don't feel appreciated for what I've done...
Not too sure is it T3 or T2...Kindly check the internet...
Expected peeps: Peifen, Gage, Ck, Sze...those who fail to appear will get special skin regenerative treatment from me personally...Skin you alive inch by inch!!!
It was last week that Ally and I whipped up a meal for the entire house...We cooked hananiese chicken rice, french beans and dried shrimps with chilly, sweet sour pork and tonnes of dumplings!
There was so much food! I've never cooked this much before. Ally was the main chief, I helped her out with preparation and frying some of the stuffs. It was quite fun =)
After dinner, we actually went clubbing with our housemates. Got to this place called 'Love Machine'. It was gay night...hehe but it was darn darn fun! Love the aussie gays there....so warm and friendly...talked to this couple who were together for like 7 years! My god, they were so cute! It was fun just talking and hanging out with them. People there were just so open about their relationships, they won't hesitate to introduce their partners to us and I like that. O did I mention there were so many hot gay guys with hot hot hot bodies...alot of them took off their tops to dance! ~drool~ haha...
Had a great time with my housemates..crazy bunch of people but I love them!!!
Here are some of the picture of the food we cooked...
Been a while since I did crazy stuffs...not me exactly...o well...I just followed my housemates...
The girls and their fren saw this scarecrow in someone's front yard in the neighbourhood...So on Thursday night, whole bunch of us went quitely to that front yard and took the scarecrow home =p
It was freaking funny...cos I didnt know what was going on...just followed blindly..K and B just went up quietly to the front yard, grabbed the chair and ran back to the car...K actually managed to climb into the back of the car to hold on to the chair with the scarecrow and we drove back...
Decided to put the scarecrow in R's room to scare him...Darn darn funny! Couldn't stop laughing and giggling...even put a cat mask and torch light to shine on the scarecrow's face...
Only thing was...R didnt scream leh...wasted...but he did step back and said "WTH!!" haha...darn hilarious...
Crazy housemates...but it's all good fun...I think the girls have returned the scarecrow already...haha...
here's how it looked like...the actual face was more scary...o did I mention I absolutely love love love my housemates? haha...
~poof~ and it's gone...it just disappeared like that...I can no longer seek comfort in it...never should be in the first place...it had never belonged to me...never was, never will be...
First of all, need to thank Apple mommy and ah min for the parcel. Thanx for the Duffy CD (I have two of a kind now...hehe) and the teardrop shaped pendent! Thanx o...muack muack...
Thank you Nikki babe for the card! Yes yes, ai ni shen shen...haha...
Thank you Ally for the handmade photo collage and cross stitch...love it!
Anyway, been doing work and having fun at the same time. Went clubbing with frens last Fri. It was hell of a fun...
Went for paintball on Sat...Real fun...though now I'm suffering from muscle aches and all the orh chey....had a real bad one on my thigh can...geez...but it's one kind of experience...really fun to shoot other ppl...haha...
here are some pics...
Ally's pressie to me...
Clubbing @ Eve
Whole bunch of wacky ppl! Awesome! hehe...
Gladys giving me a very passionate kiss...
Me smooch-attacking min...hehe...
Yuhan and me...
My birthday dinner...
Us at Jap restaurant...
Me tugging in...sashimi~ yummy!
Rose for mothers' day
Pressie from the peeps =)
Sex and the City Dvd!!!
Paintball 2008
Before
After
Ally, Manda and I
Gladys, Me, Marcel, Leonard...
Lastly...my dua orh chey on my left thigh...dun play paintball if u have delicate skin...freaking pain now can...
Ally made me a collage topped with a cross stitch as an add on pressie for me...
Amanda made another cross stitch with my 'J' on top of the pressie she gave me...
Leonard bought me Duffy CD and shared with Sel and Marcel in the 'Sex n the City' Dvds...
Marcel brought me out for dinner and gave me a book with CDs of shows he burnt for me...
Sweet sweet peeps who made my life in Melbourne so wonderful...I'm just so touched that they put in the effort to even get me pressie, let alone made me one when all were busy with assignment deadlines...
So thankful to have them with me all these while...
But at quiet time like this...I suddenly feel all alone again...I think I fear ppl back home have forgotten about me...Very thick skin~ly, I msged ppl I'm close to, reminding them of my birthday and to wish me so that I wont be disappointed...
Pathetic...maybe...but at least I'm happy when I receive msg from them after all the promptings...
One year older...Celebrated my birthday last night with good frens...dinner and laughters...I love it! Thanx Ally for arranging everything...Thank you all for showering me with lovely msges, well wishes and gifts!!! Thank you fen and min for the bday card...I got it today!! Thanx Cindy for the lovely entry dedicated to me with my favourite doggies!
okie...since handsome say I anti-climax, I shall state some of the things I just thought of...
1. Miniature bull terrier (white with black patch on the eye) 2. Samsung G800 (Silver casing) 3. Purple metallic slippers (harviana slippers) 4. Navel ring 5. Wallet (Kate Spade...maybe?) 6. Duffy CD (Leonard bought me this! hehe) 7. Moloko CD 8. Air Ticket to Fiji Island or Maldive or NZ 9. Teardrop shape pendent (looked for it for ages...never found it...preferably diamond pls) 10. Good anti-aging cream 11. Ang mo bf
One more week of being 25...fuck...it's abit daunting to be one year older...seriously...
My wish list is simple this year...due to me being away...I'll be happy enough to receive sms or cards or calls...of cos I'll be happier if you guys choose to fly over and spend my birthday with me...hehe...I doubt so lar...too expensive...
First we went Vineyard, horse ridding then hot spring!
I'm still bouncing up and down like a kid now can...still pretty excited about the horse ridding that we did today! It's a 2 hour ride from the stable to the seaside...walked along the shore for abit then head back to the stable...
Nemo is my horse's name...really cheeky fellow...not to mention big and tall...no idea why I've gotten such a big horse cos most of the peeps had horses suitable for their height and size...I had to lean down close to him everytime we walked through forest cos he's too tall and my head will hit the brunches...then he would purposely walk close to the bushes and let me bua the trees #$@$
We walked along the beach too! so freaking fun lar...like having a date with the horse...haha He's soo cute! And becos all of us walked in one single file, the horse in front of us pee~ed and farted...Nemo actually went cranky and put his nose up...I thought what happened...then realise...he actually thought it smelly and needed to breathe...haha...
After horse ridding is hot spring! Super shiok cos I've never had it before and it's kinda fun just that I cant stay in for too long...will start to get dizzy...
Overall it's a fun trip! So love my horsey! love it love it love it!!!!!
okie I'm really tired and smell like the hot spring...gonna bathe then sleep...will upload pics soon...after I cop from my frenz...hehe...
Lady boss asked me to go back before 4th July cos of company gathering...Sigh...probably will have to change my flight again...Reluctant...VERY...
I'm starting to find it a chore to keep repeating myself to people of what's going on...getting sick of people not listening to what I said...if you're not gonna listen dun ask me about it...dun even ask me things about myself when it's not gonna register in your head...if I'm not worth being heard then dun bother talking to me...I can take it...what I cant take is that I've spent time talking you and nothing was registered...nothing...
Yeah month of May is here peeps...MY month! hahaha...I'll think of my birthday list soon...very thick skin...but I dun care! hehe...
Btw, I've booked my flight back...instead of 31 July, I'll be heading home on the 4th...I havent even told mama yet...Very reluctant to go homeeeeeeeeeeee =(
So that's the thing that I kena... now my eyelids are like slightly swollen...as though I have cried for 3 days 3 night kinda swollen...me no like it... like I'm constantly in sleepy mode and need the extra energy to keep my eyes open...
Felt like crying last night, dunno is it due to lack of sleep or the itchy~ness or the fact that the hives make me ugly...but kept telling myself cannot cry cos that will only make my eyes swell even more and at the end of the day, nothing will be resolved anyway...
so I decided to pop anti-itch pill and sleep...it's great that my flu meds has the anti-itch component and it makes me drowsy...really great to be able to sleep again...hahaha
Back to my comforty bed...I'm down with rashes atm...pretty irritating cos it itches...my skin becomes blotchy and red...feel like crying...cos atm feeling abit down...
Anyway, Sydney....
it's pretty much like Singapore...busy CBD, packed with ppl and shops...didn't meet nasty ppl thought which is good...hehe...
We were staying at Hilton hotel for the first two nights...all thanx to gladys' fren...it was great! the bed and pillows were so comforty that we're still having withdrawal symptoms from it...third and fourth nights were at another fellow OT's house...very nice place!
Went Blue mountains, bondi to coogee beach, fish market for fresh and cheap sashimi and osyters....
Am greatful for the company...despite us having to rush here and there...it's overall a fun trip!
met some freaking irritating china passengers onboard....all the more make me dislike them....will blog about it next time...
I think I'm the luckiest girl in town...I have friends who really love me and will stand by me through and through...
They accept my flaws and most importantly, they accept me...
Just simple things like sms on random stuffs, emails, sending of songs, letting me know that OT related articles in the recruitment section was cut out and saved for me are good enough to make my day =)
I really thank god/the higher being up there for that...
I miss you guys...can you all fly over for my birthday??? haha....
p/s: btw miss nikki....my fren said you very pretty in the papers...hehehe
It is time like this that I wish I can be split into two so that J1 can accompany my mom for her follow-up appointment at CGH and J2 can continue staying in Melbourne...
It is time like this I wish I actually have a boyfriend who will be kind enough to bring my mom for her follow-up and then report to me exactly what is going on...with her wrist....
Kinda like this pic. A little nutty of me but I like it...best thing is when I look at it, it cheers me up...
Did I mention how much I missed my baby boys...I dreamt about auggy giving me sweet kisses and me carrying ben ben who turned out to be new born...hmm weird but it's always sweet to dream of them...as you can see I really miss them alot...
Good thing is they'll be heading back Singapore for vacation during July...will be able to see them again...
eh actually I dun feel like going back Singapore...dun miss home so dun have the urge to go back...hehe...
Went for the first Aussie Footy match last night. Freaking fun!
The stadium is awesome and last night's match was great! There were like 60,000 spectators...It's so hilarious to hear ppl shouting for their teams ' Come on Blue boys....' or ' Bombers....' or ' bullshit!!! those referees are fucking bullshit!!'
Kinda get the game after watching and it kinda get us girls hooked...now we're planning which game to go and watch next...hehe....
Doink...I'm alittle worried...been almost a month and mom's wrist fracture ain't healing as well as it's suppose to be...
Worst thing is...I dun understand what she's trying to tell me about the site of her fracture...is it a colles fracture or what? is there presence of ulnar variance or what? I need to see her x ray but apparently she doesn't have them...I think they are all in soft copy now...
I think the doc in CGH has been pretty good and assuring...just hope she'll get a good OT when she goes for therapy...
So much for giving falls prevention talks for the past year while I worked...my reinforcement in falls prevention at home is indeed a failure...no one fucking listen till something happen...
I've been thinking...so what if I'm an OT...parents wont listen to the youngest child...sigh...when will they take my profession seriously? like Seriously....
