drink drink drink...

wooo...had squash training with coach and the gals...fun...yah i always say it's fun...cos i enjoy the process...

haven't hang out together for so damn long...i miss u gals so much...i miss the drinking days....getting tipsy together and giggling away...o man i miss those days...really...

didn't drink that much last nite...one stella, one volka blackcurrent and one tequila shot...and tah dah...i'm sleepy...so lousy...haha...and can't even play pool properly cos the gals keep teasing and distracting me... so sorry angie...keeping making our team lose...hehe...

bought jessie belated birthday gifts...cos haven't had the chance to see her till yesterday...hehe hope she likes them...

process...am always trying to make the best out of it
many things happened without me knowing the outcome...neither will i wanna expect too much nor to make sure the ultimate outcome will appear for definite...
dunnoe wat i'm blabbering about...juz something that came across my mind...

6 days...

haven't been blogging for days and so many things had happened...gee...i'm dazed by the stuff that went by...

for many things that happened during these 6 days...i haven't quite figured out the reasons why they turn out this way....but i'm contented...pretty much... hehe....U!

sat~ got to hang out with my click of frens...watched SAW....psycho show...but interesting...haha...totally grossed out by the scenes...ck gotten so scared that he had to grab my sleeve...haha...cannot help it but i really find it funny when u hid behind ur bag, sat lower and lower and eventually grabbed the sleeve of the sweater that u lent me...haha...

sun~ went out with mr H...keke...had fun...loved to go out with him...walked around in town and had dinner...then walked around town again..haha...=p

mon~ went shopping with yd...walked alot man...pratically from one end of orchard to dohby ghaut...shopped quite abit...but didn't buy anything except for his 3 pairs of socks...haha...but i enjoyed his company...been a long long time since we last did that...

funny thing was...think both of us are getting older and were so exhausted from all the walking that eventually when we get the chance to sit down...we both let out this ~ah~ sigh...haha like some old ppl...old liao old liao!

in the evening...we went to baker's inn for desserts...my o my...their desserts are sooo good!!! my hot choco cake is soo rich...yd's cream something something(i dun rem the name) is good too...i love the crust on top...it's a sugared crust and u'll need to use the spoon to break it...underneath it is like egg pudding...~melt~ so nice!!!

yan joined us shortly after we're into the desserts...kena strangled by her while yd juz walked away talking on his phone! argh...didn't even save me from her claws...
okie lah i was at fault in the first place for not telling her something...but i still need help when this woman attack...haha...cos she can get quite violent...haha

anyway had fun that nite...happy happy...haha mr H joined us for awhile too...keke...

tue~ had squash training...arh..i nearly died lo...if u think running in the squash courts is easy...come join squash and give it a try...ran 50 times inside and my legs are wobbly already...good butt exercise though...haha try it...

wed~ met up with apple and min...went ktv...hahaha fun fun...always love to sing and hang out with them...alot of things to catch up with...haha even went raffles city to see apple's bf performing as tigger...haha quite funny...cos tigger keep waving at us on stage too...haha

went shopping with the gals after that...stamped my own toe with the high heel i was trying on...gosh was juz telling apple that the shoes look bimbotic and there i am stamping it on my own big toe...-_-''...duh...stupid stupid...bleed abit somemore...

thurs~ went schl for awhile...to surprise someone...haha...guess wat...while walking towards the schl...few feet away a girl infront of me gotten splashed by the car...cos it was raining then...i was trying so hard not to laugh...at the same time counting myself lucky that it's not me...hahaha...then another gal slipped and landed on her butt right before i entered the schl...i feel like i've jinx them or something cos both happened right before my eyes...o man...

o btw...i've gotten my results...hahahahaha satisfying lah...at least no sup paper!!! mainly Bs and Cs...haha...goodness...was so scared lo...cos COP was quite a killer...glad that ppl around me did well too..happy for them as well...hehe good good...

okie have to stop here...too too long le...one more week to attachment...worried...


hehe...yeah pulled thru exams...see...told u men's sixth sense is not accurate...haha
thank you for all the time spend together...love it....
lot more stuff to say but dunno how to put it so shall leave it as it is...
see you later!

incredibles...hehe

6 am in the morning, not that i woke up early... i simply can't seem to sleep...think btw 2-5 am i was sleeping...then suddenly ~ting~ i'm awake...no matter how hard i try to sleep...i can't....cham think tomolo may not be fit enough for training....

i'll still make it for the movie though...it's been a long time since i last watched a show with my click...gonna catch the movie- saw...plot seems pretty interesting, heard it's kinda relate to human survival instinct..mm...will let u know if it's nice...gee...i seemed to be into movie critque lately..

btw i bought the skirt i've been eyeing previously at project shop( ck rem the one i tried for u and sze to see...haha yah yah it's that one!!!) and it was like half price!! haha happy happy...

Insomnia...not sure issit the food i had for dinner, the coffee or you...

have been meeting up with mr H lately....first was in schl...then was lunch and yesterday for dinner and movie....watched Incredibles....eh not as nice as i expected le...beginning part was so draggy...okie lah it does get better towards the end...haha...

got home late...cos of the movie and it was raining so we're stranded in sheltered area...trying to look for cab...

thanx for sending me home...=) and thanx for the lovely nite!
~hugs~

not my cup of tea....

haha was on msn the whole day today...can't believe it...
okie and i went clubbing with the gals today...

first, we went to rouge...nice place...like the atmosphere and the serivce there...more of a chill out place...

then we wanted to go china black....BUT....super duper long que...so took a cab down to zouk and phuture....

dance floor was packed like sardine...and we have to squeeze with so many ppl juz to stand there in order to dance...-_-"....okie as u can see from the way i type...clubbing is so not for me...let me tell u:
1. i cannot dance
2. music sux
3. didn't get to drink much alcohol... if i drank more and i've gotten high mb i'll find no. 1 and 2 more bearable and fun...
4. all youngsters...and drunk(fat and ugly) guys that came and disturbed my gals...ugrh...so wanna flick them off like flies...

i did have fun at rouge when we sat down, talked and drank abit....had great time chatting with the gals...mm juz the dancing part...eh think i'm too old for that...hahaha...

anyway i bumped into yan and her gal...man her gal can dance real well...hehe no wonder this woman aint studying for her exam and instead came out to chiong...

need to sleep le...cannot take it...hair still wet but can't be bothered...tomolo still gotta go for dentist app at 11!! i have been good and have brushed my teeth all the time so pls pls pls...i dun wanna have any decay or holes in them...juz polish them white and shiny...~cross finger~


not sure what time u wait up till....gosh don't wait up next time...should sleep earlier cos u're still sick! okie am off to bed...~nite~

tired...

happy birthday ck!!!!!

o man...i'm sleepy...but have yet to bathe...waiting for the water to get hot...haha....

met up with apple today...finally we get to see each other!!...haven't seen her for monthsss....too bad min still having exams...if not three of us will have crazy time together...mm next wed...i think three of us will meet up...yeah!

we have so much to catch up...and we talked for so so long...haha....esp during dinner and coffee time...and we've been shopping around for her gifts and clothes for hours....man my legs are tired...esp after yesterday's jog....

okie i'm going to bathe now and then will be off to bed...
going clubbing with my classmates later tonite...i feel like drowning myself with alcohol but i know i can't...gotta look after the gals...hai i dun like dancing le...how...mb juz stand there and keep drinking...haha...we'll see...nite everyone...


happy...met up with someone in schl today...
poor chap...you seem pretty sick...eew...take care and pls see doc!

big huggzzzz

o yeah...brought the cookies for the guys and gal...papa ng, vicky, yidong, ck, adrian and chun yew....it's like a family gathering last nite...haha so fun! miss them miss them...finally had the chance to chit chat and bum around at papa ng's place...~contented sigh~ hehe

my reward for the day...big hugs from everyone! haha....okie lah i didn't hug papa ng...eh but i hugged his vicky..so can le...chun yew cannot hug...cos he's too young...haha...

actually, i'm just glad that i can cheer them up alittle...u know how exams can dampen one's mood...haha...but anyway u guys will soon be out of this misery...hehe

And yd...yes lah i celebrate both hari raya and deepavali...where can u find a fren as mutliracial as me..i've even got names in four different races remember...haha...=p

alrighty...i'm off to jog...finally the sky is clear and weather is so damn cooling!!! wonder how much i can run today...eh hopefully alot..haha...ciao~


=)...i'm not too sure what exactly happened but i do hope that this festive season and the visits to your relatives will cheer u up...smile...u know how to reach me when u need to...seeya!
~hugz~

cookies...yum yum....

yesh...managed to get some homemade cookies today....haha...all thanx to my lovely ah ping...u know wat...if u ever open a bakery shop...i'll chip in money to support u k...and help u eat too...muah haha

okie okie...i have to admit..i didn't do much..except for chopping up the nuts (which took me damn long cos the nuts keep rolling...and stop rolling ur eyes when u read this...haha) and shaping the cookies...plus washing up...yah i'm better at washing dishes than baking...haha

i love to hang out with this cousin of mine...cos she's like a little sis that somehow didn't pop out from my mom's womb...haha...i used to bully her alot man...make her cry alot too...but when i look at her today...mm i think she has grown quite abit...no longer the cry baby...hehe...although she made me puke blood during tuition...and is still doing it to the new tutor now....haha...still... she's fun to be with...we'll bake cookies or something else next time k...


~Before Sunset~

wanted to update about this movie but was abit *busy* lately haha

anyway i caught it alone...yah weird but with all my frens having exam and me so wanna catch this show...i seriously dun mind catching it all by myself...although yan keep saying how cham it is to catch a romance show alone...duh...

it's not really a romance kinda movie but it does talk about love and life....i juz looovvveee Ethan Hawke and Julie Deply...they did such great job! The chemistry between them is sooo good...makes me wanna watch Before Sunrise which was produced 9 yrs ago!


i like the relationship that they have...it seems so intense yet real....and it touches my heart so so much...

two strangers went seaparate ways after having met and spent a nite in Vienna 9 yrs ago...they parted before the sun rises...now they happened to meet each other after all these years....they only have one afternoon to find out if the feelings they left behind are real and whether they are really meant for each other....sound absurd...well u should catch it and if u ever do wanna watch it...dun focus too much on the ending or expect the two of them to make out and live happily ever after...cos in reality, things juz dun happen that way...and yesh the ending is slightly abrupt....but hey who is to say there must be an ending to every movie...

if u have the second chance, what would u do to prevent this special relationship from slipping away like it did previously?

the idea that we can only be complete with another person...ever wonder how and when it becomes such a norm...and why it is a norm?? well it's juz something that caught my attention cos i heard of it from a fren long ago and i know it's written by ethan hawke...and btw i love the part where julie deply was going bizarre in the car talking about her perspective towards love...cynical but interesting...catch it catch it...


okie...am suppose to be in bed...
words said, i've heard and i've remembered them
i may not say much but i am indeed smiling...
nitez~

how many ' if only..' have u said in ur life?

cant believe it...once again i woke up early...7.30am...i couldn't get back to sleep at all...it never occur to me that this aging syndrome will hit me so soon... o man...mm anyway i dun intend to sleep in too late...try not to if not during attachment period i sure die...

excited and scared at the same time...gotted posten to sgh neuro dept...demand is there...have to put in effort to keep up to it...

was chatting with this friend of mine the other day...and u know wat...i realise after 3 whole years...i'm still pretty much bitter about the previous relationship...mm...mb cos it's somewhat an unfinished episode...or perhaps it's juz my vincdictive nature...silly eh...i used to imagine the scenario on how my breakup will be...even though back then i was in the midst of being happily attached...weird eh...but anyway the ending is so not wat i thought it will be...

i dun hate him...in fact right now i dun feel a thing about him at all...i didn't shed a tear back then and neither have i cried when i think back...dun ask me why...i really have no idea...perhaps it's all these accumulated feelings that make me so insecure and cynical about relationship...think of it, these thoughts can be quite draining...but can't help it...it juz comes naturally...

life still goes on isn't it...right now i juz wanna be happy...

okie...change colour...went out having breadfast with my parents...they're like little kids chatting about this and that non-stop...

my dad said something about volunteer work...that it is a waste of time...that i should volunteer myself in housework instead( it aint the first time he said that)...-_-" u know i was like alley macbeal....playing scenarios at the back of my mind...except that this is no dancing baby but of stranggling my dad and shaking him hard...telling him to wake up....ugrh...he is so testing my patience....

i've been doing volunteer work since interact club days...and his words simply just brushed aside all my effort...i so wanna to ask him...so next time when i'm a therapist my job will be one that is of wasting time too issit...didnt ask...i was afraid of hearing his ans...cos if he ever said yes...i will stop eating immediately and walk home straight a way...thinking if it's time to move out of the house...seriously i had enough of him saying things that hurt me in one way or another...he did that once...and i crumbled like nobody's business....yah i am fragile esp to his comments...mb that's why i'm so stubborn, trying to prove him wrong...but time and time it seems like nothing has gotten across to him...

enough said...i'm going shopping...retail therapy..here i come...and i better get something good...after not being able to get my peachy bodynits panty...i need something else to perk me up...haha...

goodness...i think i had such bad cough that my chest hurts....i can't even breathe in hard or cough too much cos it's painful...thanx to exam man...ugrh...now i can't even do sit ups or go jogging...dun think my lungs can take it....

need to sleep...but aint really sleepy yet...bet it's the coffee taking effect...juz chatted with a friend...hehe

today's so fun...went out with pf finally...watch shark tale...ain't as good as finding nemo...story wise...it's not really a cartoon for children...seems to suit adults more...still, it's pretty entertaining...laughed quite abit...

bought a short skirt at far east...muah haha it's cheap! bought earrings too...my favourite tear-drop shape...wanted to get a pair of shoes too...but too bad last pair was the displayed ones...so gave it a miss...

went to this eating place at scotts food court...they have burger called bao-ger...haha...it's very much like burger except that the bread is replaced by the bao...mm...get it? anyway we didn't eat that...we ate the set dinner with rice...nice! the person in-charge recommanded us the chilli crab bao-ger...mb next time we'll try it...should be nice...

alright i need to sleep...need to go town again tomolo...meet elective mates to get my assignment signed...duh....and to meet yan....and this woman...did something shocking...so shocking that i think ppl will be looking at us tomolo...-_- thanx arh...

anyway nite~.....yd, ck, papa ng, adrian.....hang in there...exam will soon be over...soon we'll be able to party~~~

yeah...exam over...

muah haha...exams are finally over....i'm here idling around with nothing to do...cos most of my frens are still having exams....and poor pf is sick...so have to cancel the dinner with her...hopefully tomolo can meet up with her for a movie...

cleared my room...finally, i have adequate space to walk around...haha...can't believe myself...i have never been such a good girl before...to clear my stuff right after exam...haha even my parents said i'm a little weird...

anyway went wala wala yesterday...unexpected band wasn't performing...hai...wasted...i so wanna hear shirlyn sings...mm...they had this other band with a male lead singer...aint really special...songs they sang are basically wat u hear from radio...

bored bored bored...nothing to do...okie shall stop...gtg...waiting for someone to call...haha..