Backdated stuffs...

Past two weeks went by so fast...before I know it, it's my turn to fly home...

Been out with the guys most of the time...monday was drinking with them and i was totally smashed...apparently i puked while sleeping...and they had to wash my hair for me and checked on me every 10 min to make sure that i dun choke and die from my puke...kaoz...so pai seh and unglam...no image infront of them man...thanx so much for taking care of me...hehe...

Been packing my stuffs into boxes to get them shifted to my new house...learnt to do wise packing such that i spread the weight and able to carry them myself since i didnt get the guys to help me...shifted 8 boxes of things today in my heels somemore...not bad right? haha...

met up with frens today after shifting too.....just feel great hanging out with them...eating...chatting...eating yummy ice cream...

had a lovely night out too...

okie need to do final packing and then sleep...

home sweet home...soon...

To Jessie

Happy Birthday!!!

Welcome to Club 25!

Muack...may all your wish come true! Hope you'll be having fun today!

funny...

Me: So..what do you want for your birthday?
Yk: It's okie...same lar...give me MONEY like what u and yd did last year...

Me: Wah liao...one year already and you're still at it...sorry lar...
Yk: Dunno what I want for birthday lar...

Me: Btw, I've bought you an aboriginal art piece that you requested...
Yk: o okie..thanx o..

Yk: o I know what my birthday wish is...To see you happily married with 7 kids, 2 dogs, 1 cat and 1 guinea pig...
Me: -_-" can...you find me a husband lo...

Yk: ONZ! any ethnicity also can hor...
Me: Yar...i'm pro multiracial mah...but I prefer ang mos cos I like ang mo babies more...

Yk: ha ha ha...

He never fails to crack me up every single time i chat with him online...goodness...

why is it so hard...

It still stings my heart...It's the third time I'm watching it...At the end of it, it still leaves this bitter sweet taste...

'I'm not a concept...I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own piece of mind...i'm not perfect...'

I think i'm still looking for mine...

Cookie

Met up with a fren this morning, it was nice weather...rainy but at least it's cooling...wasnt quite awake the whole time we hanged out...it's the weather man...made me wanna snuggle in bed...sorry about that...i'll be more awake the next time alright =)

It didnt help when I was told the meetup with Rickard, Harald, Janine, Emilie and all gotten pushed back from 5pm to 8pm...so there I was loitering within city for the 3rd day since beginning of this week...tiredness set in at about 4 plus...I couldnt take it anymore hence went to starbucks to get my 3 cup of coffee for the day...and read my book to pass the time...

Managed to finish my book...so decided to walk around abit...

Felt very much alone during this few hours...it's like you're surrounded by lots of ppl walking by but all you feel is the emptiness within...that's what I felt...empty to the core...It's not that I cant do things alone...it just feel different from how I felt back home even when I'm out all alone....I nearly wanna catch a tram and just head home becos of I was starting to feel kinda miserable...

But then again I didnt...decided to just hang around for awhile longer cos I really wanna meet up with this bunch of international students whom I got to know during this semester...

I'm glad I met up with them...It was nice to catch up...the pub was really cool and fun to chill at...we ended up teaching each other how to say the numbers in different language - german, spanish, mandrin etc...It was really fun...

Kinda sad that we're gonna go separate ways soon...

Tonite is more of a farewell gathering to all...sigh...hugged every single one of them when I was about to head home...hugged Rickard for the longest cos I am really gonna miss him...it's like we just had our surf trip together not long ago and now everyone is going off...

It's really really great knowing them all =)

ATTENTION PLS...

Was talking to Ck last nite...told me that his friend said I should stay in Aussie to work cos the prospect for OT is pretty good. But like I said, visa seemed to be a problem and Ck replied " then come back home...I miss shopping with you..." Eew...so sweet right?

Anyway details of my flight:
Be back on : 30th Nov

Flight no. : QF 9

Depart: 1710

Arrive : 2130

Will be at T1. Pls check the timing on the day itself hor, any delay not my business, dun complain you wait too long arh...but then again....i may be stuck at the liquor section and the DFS section...haha

Yd, fen, sze and yk...if none of you were there when I walk out of the arrival gate...I WILL SKIN YOU ALIVE! Ck, you heng...cos you'll be in Sydney so you shall be spared =p

of cos I know you guys love me...so will definitely come and pick me up lar hor? Pls?? Then we can head to chomp chomp to eat stingray and then happy daze to drink beer...onz???

Miss you all lotsssssss.....

p/s: will be good if you guys make me a banner too....hahhaha....

Living alone means...

You have to kill fucking huge spiders yourself...I'm thankful they dun have lizards here...if not I will die...really...

you have to wash your own dishes after meals...not to mention cook them to the edible level first...

you have to entertain yourself when you are bored...

you have to do laundry which is piling up like a mountain...

you have to pack your stuffs and be prepared to shift those fucking heavy boxes to the new place alone...

It is freaking hot tonite...i am so contemplating to sleep naked...but then again...spiders ppl...spiders...eew...

blisters...

Bought a pair of new heels, wore them, ended up with blisters that gave me open wound. I thought I could bare with the pain and continue my day. I couldn't. Ended up getting another pair to free myself from the agony. Not that my threshold of pain went down but when the wounds start whoozing blood and fluid, one has no choice but to give up and find alternatives.

And no, plasters didn't work. I ain't dumb. Bought a box of plasters, used up almost half of them, kept changing them whenever they came off, tried different ways of sticking them and it still didn't work. That's when I decided to give up. Yes, only when the wound started to get worst and whoozed blood.

It's always the case...

I did try my best to hold on to it, tried to make it work, tried to stretch my threshold...

What did I get in return? Pain and agony...

Now I'm left with scars and potential phobia...

And in case you didn't notice...

It's back to haunt me...

Backdated photos...

Birthday party for Rickard, Therese and Sven















We were at this outdoor rooftop place, pretty nice place to chill and talk. Great for birthday party! Though we dun know all the ppl there, it's great to just sit and talk, no awkwardness at all...fun fun!















Food and alcohol...i think we looked abit sleepy here





















Harald's food came last...hence for this pic...he was hungry! haha...















The birthday boys and girl...















Rickard and I...my favourite uncle...haha...knew him since orientation and surf trip...
Always bum into him and Harald in the lib...always like to bug him cos he's forever so cute and funny...they'll be going home after this sem...gonna miss them man...















Ally and Emilie...sweet french girl whom we got to know since orientation and surf trip...
Also going home after this sem =(















Emilie and me...















Took turns to take photo with birthday boy...
















amanda and rickard

so loved...

it's suppose to be spring now, yet it's still fucking cold...cold on the outside, cold on the inside, wtf...weather is weird...

finally submitted my final papers, went out for a movie and had 3 beers...seeking solace in my much needed alcohol...

received my parcel today and it's my favourite movie! Ck baby, Thank yo so much! It's the little details that I appreciate...am so gonna watch it over and over again! Muack muack...

Am now in a fuck care mode...dun wanna ask, dun wanna care, dun wanna do anything, dun wanna know....

brian dead...

Perhaps I care too much, perhaps I assume I saw a glimpse of my shadow in her, I should have just let it be...

~doink~ too much a busybody when I myself dunno any better...yes, I shall be a stingy nun and zip up from now on...it's my ears that people want afterall, not my mouth or brain...certainly not my opinions....

Anyway...obesity is driving me nuts...I'm still in the process of coughing out another 2000 words...sigh...I seriously cant think of anymore things to write...how....I can't wait for tomorrow, then I can go jogging, go drinking, go shopping!

And I miss playing squash...jes, ray, angie and wanyee...can we have a squash session when I go back? I really miss you girls and surprisingly I miss my 110g racket...alot...

so loved...

Little things that I appreciate in life and that's why I love them so much...

Handsome told his mama that I missed chilly crabs and now I have date with his mom cos Auntie agreed to cook for me! Feel so loved can...Thank you auntie! I'll help you wash plates!

Calvin promised to bring me and princess to eat chilly crab too...yeah yeah...

Sze said we'll have a chilly crab feast! He'll wash and kill the crabs and I'll cook them...

Ck is sending me postcard...i'm still waiting...hehe...

One of the days when I felt depressed and unwanted...I messaged fen...here's how our conversation went...

Me: babe...what are you doing?
Fen: Hey babe, am okie. Besides missing you, as usual.

Me: Eh...by 30 if I not married, will you marry me?
Fen: of cos! But you propose to me with a diamond ring can? I sure say yes one!

Me: Wah biang...diamond ring...eh I also want leh. Why not we each buy a diamond ring and proposed to each other? I want tear-drop shape one hor...
Fen: Ok lah. We plan a romantic trip overseas and propose to each other!

Me: Onz! I wanna go Figi island! We go skydiving then we propose to each other while jumping off the plane! We'll probably pee in our pants but dunnoe know is it cos of the height or cos of marriage...hahahha
Fen: Good idea! Then we can hug together and scream and shit! We are such a perfect match for each other!!

You know, when I asked if she's gonna marry me, I tot her respond would be ' siao!' or she would console me with ' no lar you sure can get married one...'

She had me at 'diamond ring' ....really...it made me smile for the rest of the day...

o and did I mentioned Sze sent me an erotic picture with 'Her strong arms cradled him as he laid back in panicked excitement, helpless in rapture: When a warrior breaks...' postcard...

I was smiling so happily while reading the lovely words that he wrote to me...

Smile went into to hysterical laughters when I read the fine lines at the bottom of the postcard cos it goes ' There's no such thing as weaker sex....visit www.letstalkaboutsex.sg/woman for more information....Health Promotion Board - Project Women against AIDS'
Everything ended with " no offense ya...just found ths picture and description eye catchy..."

Same effect...he made my day with me laughing and swearing...all at the same time

How not to love my friends you tell me?

P/s: Sze....I havent told you this...I have a surprise for you! wait okie...i'll send it to you when i'm done with my essay ~angelic smile~