Wednesday, August 31, 2005

pinky tip....bruised now...how stupid can i be...wacked my left pinky with my racket juz now...darn painful now lah...always get bruises no matter how careful i am...hopeless...

bumped into ppl i dun wanna see...they are nice ppl...juz that seeing them reminded me of something...sweet to see them though...eh i'm ironic...haha

anyway was in fucked up mood juz now...but after talking to yk...i juz burst out laughing...he's always the one who can make me smile so easily...simple comment and i was already beaming...miss talking to him...guess he's been busy with his schl work since term start...i miss going wala with him...miss drinking with him...

auggy is in weird mood today...didnt wanna sleep...so have to carry him around to soothe him...sis too tired...so i take over...keep wriggling around when i carry him...too much excitment in the morning i guess...will only quieten down when i put him lying prone againt my shoulder but he keep lifting his head...weird fellow...dunno wat he's looking at also...haha...

anyway he's sound asleep now...i wanna sleep too...now i smell of baby auggy...soo nice...

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

u know... i really hate it when the words that come out from you can overrule every single thing that i've fought so hard for...

what am i to u? who am i to u?

i know...disappointment....disappointment...disappointment...isnt it?

u're too ashamed to say that i'm taking a diploma course in front of others,
why do u always like to say i'm studying in uni and laugh it off ending it with 'no lah studying in poly...yi shi wu cheng'

has it ever occur to u that i am only human...i too am disappointed...being treated this way by my own father...seriously...who am i to you?
so fun!!!

called yd via computer!! how cool is that?! haha...i dun have a mic so initially i can only hear his voice and reply him via typing thru msn reply.... haha

then i test out using my headphone as the mic...and it worked!! ha...yd, i'm laughing at u now...who say i cant use headphone as a mic...still dare to laugh at me at first when i suggested that...=p
was testing out initially...

yd:'hello hello...can hear or not...'
me: ' can can...hello...me leh can hear me or not?'
yd: ' cannot le...sound like market place le...try again..'
me: ' huh...test test...HELLO...' (biang i have to place my headphone to my mouth lah...can u imagine i have to wear the headphone to my ear when i wanna listen to my songs...-_-)
yd: 'ooo can hear liao! haha...say something say something...'
me: ' yd is an idiot...can hear?? haha...so fun so fun!!'
yd: ' thanx le...'

haha so fun! we're laughing like mad...it's as though he called me from home when in fact he's in thailand! haha...and my mum talked to him too cos she happened to be in my room...first thing she asked him was whether he had gone to watch tiger show over there...wah haha...funny eh...

yeah next time we'll have conference call when everyone is around!

Monday, August 29, 2005

yippee...finally i've gotten a pic taken with my baby boy...it was taken this morning when i juz woke up and there he is awake, juz bathed and nicely dressed up for the day...keke...i juz love this pic lots!


my baby boy and me!! Posted by Picasa

Sunday, August 28, 2005

big day big day...

who is the star of the day?

of cos my baby boy~ auggy...took pic with him juz now...keke nice nice...will upload it soon...

gotta go and help out...will blog again maybe tonite...

ciao~

Saturday, August 27, 2005

i think i ate too much last nite...haha...chocolate cake was yummy...eew...sinful...

i'll smack my frustration out later...seeking solace thru squash...it does help...jogging too!

gotta go...
am happy for my classmates upon successfully passing over their posts and stepping down for SAOT...all their hard work paid off =)

cant make it for their ceremony though...gotta get stuff for baby auggy by today cos i've been down with training most of the days and tomolo will be training whole day too...argh...lit review, management assignment, clinical reasoning...wat is break week for? resting? my ass...

training will be even more intensive soon...fyp, training, attachment, assignments,exams...i dunno when i can rest...seriously...i'm abit afraid i'll burn out...at the moment i'm still alright..but once attachment start...sigh...

i'm becoming aunt agony...getting the input from some ppl around me...feel abit overloaded...

wat makes ppl think that i can cope with their problems when i'm dealing with mine at the same time...i'm only human...if i am ever able to solve ur problems or lessen ur burden i would gladly do that...no qualms about that really....but problem is...i cant...i dun have the power to...i can only do that much...there is nothing i can do if u dont help urself or resolve the issues urself...

am refraining from bursting, snapping and biting ppl's head off...argh...fucked up mood...

Friday, August 26, 2005

cross fingers...pls give us coach soon...we really really need him...

had a game with my SAO during squash training...best of 5 sets...won her by 3 sets...wah haha...happy...but now my thigh hurts like siao...has been pretty sore since nafa test...wonder wat's wrong...

did something stupid juz now...why on earth do i always do silly thing despite knowing that i'll get affected or upset in the end...sigh...

anyway suckiness dissipated after i bathed =) no point getting upset...i smile even more after seeing the photos of my baby boy...guess bro must have uploaded them juz now...

huge celebration for auggy this coming sun...sorry i cant invite all of u to my house...but here's some photos of my angel for u...he is really really really cute....

o and congrats to min for being an aunt too...i hope to see baby issac soon!!!


sleepy head... Posted by Picasa


huh who are you?? Posted by Picasa


stunned look...keke Posted by Picasa

Thursday, August 25, 2005

been in front of the computer typing my fyp stuff...degree for my specs sure increase even more...

last min, coach cant make it for freshies' training and he only told me last min at 5pm -_- could have gone home at 2pm leh...anyway was stuck in the lib...think nowadys it's super easy to know where i am...either in squash courts or lib...weird combi...nerdy and sporty at the same time...wah haha...no choice le...need to look for journal articles...

i realise i havent been home for dinner for the whole of last week...not even on weekends...so finally i'm given the chance to have dinner at home...ate with my bro and sis-in-law...feel so good to chat with them...sigh...miss it...was chatting with my parents after dinner too...nice nice...o and i burped auggy too...this little fellow dunno why keep having hiccups...so have to sit him up and burp him...was burping him when he started to poo again...alot okie really alot!!! anyway i juz screamed that he pooed and my mom n sis came attending to him...wah haha...so good right...

fat little chubby angel...i'll get his latest photo uploaded soon...

sigh i think it's a month since i last ask for my book...sian...i'm not being petty...i wan it back cos it meant something to me...haha some memories that i had years ago...sigh if it's not meant to appear then forget it...lazy to keep asking for it...i give up....

i forgot where i see/heard this phrase...'talking is cheap'. Indeed it is....we can always use our mouth to say all the things that we wanna do or achieve...make all sort of promises to ppl around us...but at the end of the day when all things are only said and not done...they become empty and meaningless....sometimes i'm afraid i'll fall into that zone...how many of us can say for sure that we'll do what we've said or promised? If u can and have been doing it, good for u...if u realise u havent been able to fulfill wat u've delievered...i suggest that u think things thru before making promises for the next time...

fri pls come quick...i cant wait to go shopping with ck...haha for fabric paint...

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

bounce bounce...

yeah~~ i got gold for nafa...first time ever if i didnt rem wrongly...haha...but i didnt get my badge..cos they actually run out of it...so duh...hai yah watever lah...not that it matters...cos i dun need it for ns anyway...haha...it merely shows that i'm fit lo...haha...but the bloody sit and reach is darn hard lah...cos my legs longer and my body darn short...stretch until i wanna cry arh....eek...

kinda half dead when i went for training...haha...was playing like mad with my vice cap...but towards the end both of us abit seh already...too much running...haha..fun...

happy happy~ received yd's letter...8 pages long...haha...initially i tot there's only 4 pages cos 4 pieces of papers mah but as i read i realise it doesnt sound right...turn to the back then i realise wow got somemore leh...haha...muack thanx handsome! reminds me of the past where we used to write 'love' letters...muah haha...and after all these years u still never change ur habit...=)

i love to receive letters and write them too...haha...dunno is it good or bad...but that's a way for me to communicate with ppl sometimes...used to have a pen pal from italy...sigh but kinda lost contact...and worst is i shifted to a new place...dun think can get in touch with him anymore...dunnoe exactly which part of italy he's at right now...been years already...

yippee...next week is break week! but guess most of the days i'll be in schl doing assignment...and training too...

woo...we're having auggy's one month old celebration this coming sun!!! exciting!!

Monday, August 22, 2005

driven myself to exhaustion...

down with headache and flu...

didnt go schl today...

great...

am feeling better now after all the rest i have today...

am gonna bounce on my feet again tomolo!

Sunday, August 21, 2005

~phew~ finally i have the time to sit down and take a break...

reached home at 7am this morning...slept for 4 hours and then off i go for the autism talk at HPB...power eh...considering i played squash from 1-5pm... then rush to celebrate yilong's bday...rush to harry's and head to kbox for ktv session all the way till morning...

where on earth did i get the energy from...to juggle these things all at the same time?? beats me..i juz do...perhaps reaching my limit soon...but i dun feel it at the moment...

last nite was so fun! okie i'm really sorry for being uncontactable for the gals and being late for the drinking, cake cutting and singing session...was held up for awhile...hehe....

boy i'm glad i wasnt drunk last nite...cos i ate too much before heading down to harry's and if i were to drink alot...think i'll juz stand the chance of replacing the merlion which is not far away...haha...the singing was fun...i hope i hasnt tortured the gals with my vioce...

let's talk about yilong's bday...this little bro of ours...was so poor thing yesterday...cos there wasnt any badminton session and none of us were free to keep him company...we did that on purpose and he has no idea that his sis had arranged for a surprise dinner with us...haha...

in the end only choon yew acc him to swim...to stall time...report to us where bday boy is...while me, ck, sze and vic sneak to his house and hide in yd's room...haha...quite fun le...to surprise him and see his stunned face when we rushed out to wish him 'happy bday'

anyway we had steam boat for dinner...juz ate and talk non stop...such a glutton...cos really ate alot..haha...we even snacked on tibits after dinner...followed by two bday cakes which sis bought...wah...fat le...

called yd and talked to him via speaker...so fun!! all of us were like little kids all crowding around the phone trying to take turns to talk but in the end we all talked at the same time...yd was like blur and cant quite make out wat we're trying to say...and with him lagging over the phone...he's reply sounded alittle too slow...haha...

should hear us when we sang bday song with yd on the other end of the phoneline...he's like echoing our voice after every sentence cos of the lagging...haha...it's so funny

well...though he's far away in thailand...he is very much present in this bday celebration! can feel him thru the phone...and i'm really happy to talk to him...hehe...like i said...i miss ur bitchiness yd...muack muack!

okie i cannot take it liao...auggy drained my last ounce of energy...he's a glutton too...wont stop crying till i fed him and burped him...

Saturday, August 20, 2005


taken with fen's new phone...argh..i so wanna get a camera phone too...Posted by Picasa

had a gals nite out watching 'charlie and the chocolate factory' with fen and min...

nice movie! as if reliving my childhood fantasy...love the part where the short little fellow start coming out to sing the songs...really hilarious! all the scenes make me wanna eat chocoalate! haha actually i already did...bought a bar of wonka chocolate with ck while we're at millenimum walk last week...havent finish yet...haha

woo johnny deep is so cute in the movie!! juz like when he was acting in 'edward scissors hands'!

enjoyed my gals' company today... min bought me and fen each a self help book...darn funny cos she let us choose the two books by random and it turned out that the books we chose are so relevant to our situaitions...haha...thanx gal...muack muack!

tomolo will be a busy day - training...dinner celebration for yilong's birthday...then rushing down to harry's to meet my squashies for another bday celebration and ktv session...cross fingers...i'm not gonna get drunk tomolo cos i very much wanna sing...then sunday noon i'll have to rush down HPB for autism talk! Yippeee....sure super lack of sleep...but who cares... keke

Friday, August 19, 2005

i think my body is alittle deformed...not only do i have slight scoliosis...i actually have slight winging in my right scapula -_- it never occur to me after all these years of studying anatomy...keep thinking the protrusion of scapula was due to my spine....became the display of my class that day during practical...felt kinda weird...btw we were either in swim suit or sports bra and shorts for that lesson....it's not the first time we're doing such pract so it's actually no big deal...weird part is not about me being looked at with juz the sports bra and shorts...weird part is being looked at for my deformity...haha...

actaully today i was pretty gloomed for the whole noon (ck u promise to gimme a big hug on sat for this!!!hehe)...but in the end am feeling quite happy...cos my boys and gals in squash actually did the physical training without complain...esp for boys...i seldom get this kinda response...happy enough that they do it...sigh..sigh...feel like a mother hen...bringing up her kids...haha...still i'm very happy to see them putting in effort...

it's friday....i always look forward to fri...cos it will mean i can take a step back and detach alittle from schl...sometimes i juz wanna detach from everything i do for awhile so that i can recharge and get back to it with a clearer mind...mb break week can go sentosa or ubin for a day...haha...if only i can go bangkok to bug yd...that'll be great!

my period is still not here...i wonder is it due to my weight....but i have no time to see doc...sigh...shall see...so much so for being a woman...sian sian sian....

my dad told me to give birth soon since i like playing with auggy so much...when i heard it i was stunned at the spot for like 1 min...haha...i am a baby myself...how to look after another one...

anyway auggy is getting more and more chubby!!! so fast...he'll be a month old soon!!! my baby boy is getting stronger each day...and naughtier with his cries getting louder too...and i dun know why he always like to wriggle so much when i carry him...such a handful when he's not even a month old yet...can imagine him be a cheeky fellow when he gets older...haha...juz love him so much...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

did i mention...i found his windbreaker while i was clearing my wardrobe...how come it seemed like there's still unfinished business...-_-

anyway...couldnt sleep last nite...dunnoe why...plus the annoying mosquito that kept buzzing at my ear..damn irritating...kept giving me bites here and there...on my face somemore...damn it....wanted to freeze it to death by turning my air con to a lower temp but it didnt work...cos i think my air con something wrong...not cold enough even when i turn it to 18 degrees....

in the end i was so fedup that i smacked my ear real hard when i heard the buzzing mosquito...after which i was able to sleep peacefully thru the nite cos i'm no longer attacked by the blood sucker ...little did i know to my horror that the mosquito acutally died and landed nicely in my ear...as in not deep deep in lah...

was in schl canteen talking to my classmates...when one of them suddenly exclaimed ' jiahui, how come there's a dead mosquito in ur ear!!!'....i was like 'huh?' before i knew it...i saw the carcass of the mosquito with the help from my classmate who took it out of my ear for me...then i realised wat happened and begin explaining to them...think they were all quite amused by me and what i did...even i'm amused too...haha...very stupid right...we're like laughing our heads off...

so silly...23 yo already still can do such stupid stuff...but then...that's me...guess the silliness never quite left me somehow...haha...

Monday, August 15, 2005

woo hoo~~ went bladding in the evening with adrian...so fun!! sigh so pai seh...like a baby learning to walk like that...darn slow..managed to blade along the pavement below my block...was grabbing adrian's arm initially cos i'm so darn scared that i'll fall...thanx adrian...u're really patient with me..telling me how to move, blade and brake...and giving me little push here and there to make me go faster -_-

pretty fun to blade...though my left blade kept giving me problem..perhaps cos it's old...and i fell once...gracefully and gently due to uneven ground...haha

hehe my balancing aint that bad...though the speed can improve...am trying am trying...till the day i am confident enough...i'll blade while adrian jogs...then i can jio yilong to blade too...i bet he can blade so much better than me...this boy is a good in any sports...think he can consider being a PE teacher next time...

eew..i'm abit tempted to get new blades..cos the current one that i have aint really my size...we shall see...hehe

sigh...yd arh...i miss u le...soon it'll be a month that u're away from home...o my that's fast...havent hear ur voice for a month...havent hear u bitch or to bitch with u for a month...sigh sigh...i really miss that....i hope u're doing well over there..and rem to drop any msg if u need anything k...there is always DHL rem...haha....muack...take care handsome...do post some of ur recent photos online so that we know how u've been k...purple~~

Sunday, August 14, 2005

abit nuts now...cos cant sleep...so i decide to clear my wardrobe instead...and my my...i actually spent 2 hours trying all my clothes....haha...quite fun le....cos i was mixing and matching different pieces...

tonnes of clothes gotten cleared by me...almost half of my wardrobe is empty now...haha all the more i have reasons to buy more new clothes to fill that portion up!! some of the clothes were kept from sec till now which i didnt bother to filter them out despite shifting from my old house 2 years back...o man fashion disaster...was laughing at myself when i tried those clothes...

another thing is...i threw all of my jeans away except for the current levis jeans that i have...cos they are all freaking ugly...some are up to waist leh...think i bought them years ago before hipster came out...u have no idea wat agony i had to go thru previously cos i simply cant find any jeans that will rest nicely on my hip...with a short upper body like mine...wearing anything that rest on the waist is a disaster...so off they go....

now...i only have one pair of jeans...power right...haha

then...i tried my jc uniform...haha to my surprise i can still fit in...so amazed that i took some pic with me in my uniform...ooo...miss jc days...miss ccs days....miss rehersals for drama nite...

anyway gotta sleep...


taa daa...if u never see the old version of nyjc uniform before...this is it... Posted by Picasa

Saturday, August 13, 2005

was juz talking to yk...he said something interesting...rather lead a life full of mistakes than a heart full of regrets...which leads us to talk about my previous relationship and how it actually started...i was smiling when i'm thinking back...it started in a rather silly but sweet way... was it a mistake?? maybe...but if u ask me whether i regret having it...no...cos if it didnt happen, i'll still be wondering how things will be like...n perhaps dwell on it even longer...

it's true that at the end of the day i did get myself brusied and hurt...but the fact that i have been talking and joking about it with my frens...it has merely become a past...something for me to look back and go 'hmm...wat was i thinking...'

aint making sense isnt it...never mind..my brain not functioning right now anyway...tired...need to sleep...~~
dunno why...am having headache again....was having it when i was at starbucks waiting for ck ...then it went away after dinner at soup n spoon and during shopping...then it came back after tea at tcc...then it went away when i had a small piece of chocolate from ck on the bus...then it came back again till now....

wat's wrong man....have absolutely no idea le....

had a long day today...guess i'm tired perhaps...cos last nite slept quite late running thru the presentation points....

had my psycho dysfunction presentation today...went pretty okie...i'm really thankful for bonnie's help in my role play...thank you so much!! actually i didnt prepare any script...alot of impromptu stuff...so i actually have to think of wat to say on the spot! haha..quite fun lah...i enjoyed it....hehe....

am so happy to see my two friends happily attached...keke...i'm a good matchmaker after all...haha...

o yah...went bakerzinn for cream brulee again....bloody hell....so darn pissed off...i mean it's good to change menu once awhile...but u know wat...they've downsize the cream brulee to such a puny portion!!! small little cup!!! argh!!! damn it damn it....so angry...i want my big portion yummy cream brulee back!!! they make such small size desserts so that u can chose 3 varieties to make up a single dessert order....but who say i need that....i juz need one order of cream brulee!!! i bloody want my cream brulee back!!!

mm...i wonder if they have website so that i can complain...or make my request....arh...sob...so sian...where else can i find nice cream brulee...bakerzinn is my only favourite place for this dessert...yd was the one who intro me to it and i've gotten addicted ever since!!! sigh sigh....

clinical is from 10 oct to 2 dec...-__- bloody sian when i heard this news...it was not long ago that i'm done with my 6 weeks attachment...and here comes the 8 weeks one!! i think it's another round of stress + weight lost regime to go thru..arh...that means i need to ask for leave on 27 oct...if i didnt get my date wrongly...which reminds me...i havent gotten my gown yet!! and i need to get new shoes for clinical!!!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

am having a headache now...perhaps i should go sleep first then get up to do work...

i'm on roller coster rides...damn period...it better come soon...it's such a hassel to go thru these emotional rides...juz simply becos my hormone is the culprit i cant even blame someone or something concreate for making me feel this miserable...arh i can only blame wat...my own body arh...

why am i a woman, when i cant quite keep track of my own menstrual cycle...and plus i'm done with my hormone pills...i seriously cant keep track at all...sian...

i'll go take a nap and get down to work...

auggy juz smiled a big nice smile at me and his mom...haha real cutey...and he's put on weight...getting more and more chubby each day!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

fucking pissed off....i'm not a freaking physiotherapist!!!

not that i have anything against PT...problem is i'm not one!!!!

i'm OT...OT...OT.... i study OCCUPTAIONAL THERAPY!
damn it....it's frustrating when even ur family keeps mentioning u're doing physio...

i've done enough input to educate them...ARH!!!! i'm still a PT to them...
i juz saw a kite flew pass my window...cant help but smile...when was the last time i smile over little thing like this...(i wrote this portion in the evening...i know it's 7th month...aint trying to scare u ppl...)

mm...weather is good today...but am too lazy to go out...slept with auggy in the living..me on coach, him in cot...haha...lazy bums eh...little angel has been opening his eyes and looking at things around him...keke...cant help but kiss him on his forehead and chubby cheeks..hehe...

the degree conversion talk we had last nite...kinda give me a better idea wat to expect...guess i really need to get a driving license and work a year or two to save up the money that i need...it'll be fun to go with classmates...at least there's someone to turn to and have fun with...haha

jogged via serangoon park connector again...this time round alone cos adrian went to take fireworks pic...too lazy to join him...ran to and fro...a few km at least...now feeling all warm despite a bath...resting metabolism raised...haha good good...

i'm sorry if u guys are tired of me posting auggy's pic...but i cant help it...his dad and mom keeps taking photo of this angel too...haha...so we juz keep uploading photos lo...hehe


CUTE right!!!! btw that's my hand...haha i was stroking his elf-like ear...pointy pointy one... Posted by Picasa


dun you feel like holding him when u see this pic? Posted by Picasa

Monday, August 08, 2005

haha...roy is gonna be a father!! so much so for going googaa over him during my 22nd birthday!!!woo i miss seeing him play with the band...sigh sigh...

anyway why am i not asleep...cos i need to do work...plus i slept the whole of today....

auggy keeps poo~ing and pee~ing on me!! like wat bro said...he only knows how to eat, sleep and cry...o well that's wat babies do...till he gets bigger...he'll be quite a handful...
i cant stop myself from blogging about this little angel...cos he's really really cute!!! sat him up to burp him and he opened his eyes to look at me...sigh my heart juz melt each time he does that...

okie i gotta sleep...
why does my body still aches when i've been exercising so regularly...butt aching now...didnt squatt alot for the badminton arh...werid...

anyway i had fun playing with the guys...juz keep playing and playing...good work out hehe...had dinner at yd's house...played with hyperactive furball...so fun...luckily there is no little children around cos now whatever food that landed on the living room floor, dun ever think of eating it cos almost every inch of the floor has been covered with mocha's pee before...toilet training still in progress...
woo we had zi cha for dinner yesterday and it was delievered to the house...cool right...but then auntie said we shouldnt order veggy cos it was way too expensive...haha told us to buy from supermarket and cook at her house...mm next time we'll try...

every sat seems like a family gathering to me...really nice and warm feeling...wat will i do without them...~shrug~ think i'll feel lost...definitely...i'm really grateful to have them by my side...

went happy dazz last nite after i got home...think i ate too much...ended up a merlion even though i didnt drink alot...must be the beer...after that went ktv...didnt sing at all...think i slept thru it again...
havent had any food yet cos of hangover...now abit hungry...

auggy is back home and bro finally gotten him his chinese name...no more changes to the name cos birthcert is done...hehe....Augustine Yeong Yip Khan....soothed this angel to sleep juz now after he had his nappy changed...boy can he kick...nappy changing is like a wrestling match cos he keeps kicking...haha he's got long legs...like his dad and aunt...keke


little angel Posted by Picasa

Sunday, August 07, 2005

i had so much fun today!

went to watch 'mysterious skin' today....it's been awhile since i last caught a movie...think the last movie i watched was a cartoon...hmm...o well...it's nice to catch good movies once in awhile...plus i love the company i had today =)

the movie is pretty graphic...if u aint the type that can take it then i suggest u dun watch it cos the two guys who caught it with me were very much taken aback by the scenes...

it's sad to see how the two boys grew up in two extreme ways...
manipulated and used when they were young, they coped with their similar situations the best they could...
one tried to seek the same kinda love he thought he was given...the other chose to escape and seek truth out of abstract ideas...

to think that there are children out there in the real world being sexually abused by adults...it sickens me to the core...how can one do such things to these pure and innocent souls...imagine the damage they've caused...it's a life long effects we're talking about...arent adults suppose to protect little kids rather than causing them harm?sigh....

went to bakerzinn after movie...wanted to eat cream brulee but they dun have it cos it was too late =(
when was the last time i ate it...cant rem exactly...but i think quite long ago...arh...i've been craving for it le...will eat it soon...
bummed into yvonne at the bakerzinn too...boy am i glad to see her...miss her presence so much...and seeing her all beaming and smiley as usual...i feel so happy for her!

sigh...i need my book back...but there seemed to be no news about it...perhaps it's lost...sigh feel so stupid...why did i even try to ask for it in the first place...i guess i'll juz have to go borders and look for it...sianz...

yeah badminton tomolo....hoho....

Friday, August 05, 2005

baby auggy...i'm really missing you now...miss your cries...miss your little sleepy look...come back soon yah...love you...

i didnt realise i've grown so attached to this little fellow...it's only like mm...6 days? with me not home most of the time...i seldom get to play with him...yet i really miss his presence tonite...his cries especially...and i miss carrying him...sigh sigh sigh...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

gwen stefani ~cool~
nice song and mtv...she's so pretty!

went ikea with chris today...had fun looking around at furniture and stuff...bought purple photo frames!!! gonna put auggy and my photo in them...haha...till i take a nice pic with me carrying him.... i'll go develop the photos...right now he's always sleeping...and he only opens his eyes when he wants to drink milk...naughty little fella pooed on my mum's hand this morning...haha

alright gotta go do my work...never ending work...busy busy busy...i feel like going beach again...the sun, the wind, the sea....retreat to my inner world and try to convince myself to stay sane...haha...for the time being...jogging!

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

reached home pretty late today...though there's no training this week...

i went jogging again...to clear my mind...can feel the frustration building up in me...i dunnoe why...

little auggy's cries sounded like kitten...haha...

seeing brother carrying his baby...it's like a big baby carrying another...but he always managed to soothe little auggy...not bad for a first timer...have yet to carry my angel since hospital stay cos i'm always the smelly pig...anyway everyone are fighting to carry him when he cries so i can only stand one side and watch...haha...

gtg bathe...then i'm gonna play with him...ciao~

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Isn't he adorable!!!

Cute right?

haha more pics to come...wait till he wakes up i'll take photos of his tiny little eyes...for the time being...everyone this is my angel auggy... =)

did i mention that i'm very proud of my sis-in-law...cos giving birth is such a tough process...and hearing her scream... i can sense the pain level she's at...she'll make a good mom...no doubt about that...

and guys...pls treat ur women (and that includes ur mom too) the best u can...labour pain is far worst than any pain that u can experience...

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Monday, August 01, 2005

went jogging again...with adrian...haha...fun le...cos he took me to a new jogging route around punggol...or should i say out of punggol

jogged along serangoon connector...mm...somewhere that linked to hougang...then further up is kovan liao...actually i also dunno where i was when i jogged out of that linkway...if not for adrian i think i'll still jogged my usual boring route...and plus with him around i felt safer cos i really have no sense of navigation...haha...

was talking about backpacking in future...so exciting! experience and exposure...woo...think we all need that...

now my thighs are abit sore...hehe but i like that feeling...trying out blading next week...yah lah been talking about it for very long liao...at least now i have someone to make sure i wont bleed to death if i were to fall...haha

looking forward to badminton for next sat! hope u guys have the session next week...cos very seldom i get to join u guys for it...

met up with shijie juz now...had coffee...as usual was chatting and updating and gossiping as well...haha...fun fun...

baby auggy coming home tomolo!!!

so much so for my weekends...haha it's getting more and more exciting! yippee...