I blew up...once again...
I'm tired...my immune system has been pretty down...
I did not expect myself to blow over your casual comments but I did...
I know you didn't mean it but it still hurt to hear it albeit not directly to me...
I do try to help...maybe in your eyes it is ultimately not substantially enough...
Work...come back home...play with kitty...bring her downstairs so that I can relieve you guys for awhile...by the time all has been done, it will be late...I will be drained...
Reports piling up...so I try to do as much at night...
I feel like a single mom...I am tired...
Maybe it was not your remark that upset me...just that it triggered everything and I could not hold it anymore...
I think I have not cried like that since I broke up with banker...and it continued till sat and sun nights...so silly right...
To me, it's like a slap in the face, nothing I do is good enough...
Sometimes I ask myself, why do I try so hard?