So tired of acting strong, putting up a brave front and being the mean person...

Pls spare me the agony and just back off...

You think I want and like to act the way I did? If I dun stand up for myself who will? If I dun be firmed this time round, there will never be an end to it. It's only wednesday and I'm still up at this hour bawling my eyes out...how am I gonna survive through the week?

I am so tired...so tired of waiting...so tired of hoping...so tired of being crushed and be disappointed...

I give up...there is no such thing as love, there is no such thing as destiny...

There's no wrong in choosing to be alone and be happy being alone...

Question is...why am I feeling all so miserable at this point of time?