Last year...rae's birthday...
yd, ck, me, sze and of cos the birthday boy...


This year....me, ck , sze, vic and birthday gal, elyse (rae's sis!)
yd...stuck in thailand le...

Conclusion...next year.....family pic...me, ck, sze, vic, yd, yilong, choon yew, rae , elyse and if possible...auggy too! muah haha...wat am i thinking ~ generation of uncles and aunties with their nieces and nephews! fun!

p/s: yd and ck : i'm no drunk aunt okie....cant help it if yd's mom offered sze beer but passed it to me instead...=p

And so...it's my mama's birthday today...

dunno wat to buy for her...so gotten her a cake instead...i havent wished her happy birthday the whole morning...used to sms her via chinese text...but knowing my mom is a o-my-phone-will-go-cuckoo-after-i-anyhow-press-the-button auntie....i reckon she wont even read the text unless i open the msg for her...anyway i juz went down to get her a cake after i knocked off...

guessed she tot that i've forgotten about it...actually i think i'm the only one in the family that rem all the birthdays...=) it's always nice to celebrate birthday...hehe...if i dun get mine then i make sure others have theirs...

some how i know if i buy her cake...she'll wanna take photos together with auggy...muah haha..and that's exactly wat happened...see clinical reasoning comes into pic...u plan and u make it happened...muah haha...anyway it's real fun...we juz took turns to take photos...end up it seemed as though auggy is the one whose celebrating his birthday...gee...he's only 3 months old lah...

my baby boy drooled okie...dunno is it the cake or he's simply hungry...he's so cute!!!

mom scared that the candles will fill up the whole cake so she forbid me to put all despite me getting so many candles from the cake shop auntie...muah haha...


hehe....cut the cake cut the cake or i'll stick my foot in!


once again...the yeong women and our baby boy

been busy with training and clinical... for most of the days by the time i've reached home...i'm already half dead...

will be travelling around much more often for the whole of next week...doing house visit is fun...and now i'm pretty good with map reading...haha...

each individual patient is unique...their extreme living conditions sadden and amaze me at the same time...i cant deny that i was indeed a little affected by wat i've seen and encountered...

sigh...they are all so resilient and hardy in terms of the way they live their lives...yes they may be mentally ill...yet they survive no matter how difficult the situation is presented...if we were placed in their shoes...i think none of us can survive thru...some of their living condition is really something that is not within our context...and very unlikely that u will come across...

sometimes i wish i can do more to help them...i wish they can have at least the slightest bit of sanity to know wat's going on around them...i cant imagine going thru my life without knowing who i'm connected with or wat is the purpose of all the things around me....

anyway...yd is back to thailand...havent talked to him much since he went back...so sorry...often i'm too tired to go online...handsome...hope u've recovered...sigh...miss u le...

tired...i'm gonna go bathe then rest abit before doing my work...

i miss being drunk..haha...though i nearly did last nite...=p

yippee...had dinner at yd's place...fun fun...as usual we talked...joked...ate lotsa stuff...damn my tummy is back...ugrh...

after dinner we're lazing around...then started watching final fantast dvd...damn freaking cool!!!! graphics is darn good...plus the story line is interesting..dunno much about final fantasy...but it juz reminds me of akira...i miss that animation so much...grew up watching it...nice nice...

ate ice cream...ate tibits...played with little fur ball that juz had her fur cut...haha...now she really look like a little lamb...so cute!

went drinking with ck, yd, ad, and yd's sis at happy daz...wanted to go wala...but too late le..so juz go somewhere near to drink and chat...felt so good! havent had a good chat with yd and ck for so long...i mean the 3 of us can simply talk non stop...on anything...esp kinky stuff...muah haha....and guys...we havent quite finished with our topic....=p

anyway...5 of us juz sat thru the nite...drinking....talking about religion....crazy things we do when we're drunk...gross things that ever happened blah blah blah....

i miss the company...and last nite was the best nite ever...i cant wait to go wala with u guys....3 months is abit too long to wait...sigh...i miss going wala with u guys...miss it so so much...

i have so much things to say!

First thing first....beloved handsome is back from thailand for a few days to renew his visa! so happy to see him!! keke...felt so good when i finally gave him the 'welcome home' hug at the airport....haha...he was so smiley! like little kid like that! o and he didnt change much except for his thick and somewhat retro-like hairstyle...actually i was expecting a slightly pudgy yd...cos he hasnt exercise for months...muah haha....o but he did turn yellow...

So funny...yd planned this return trip without letting his mom know...
his sis and bro had gotten his mother to go airport for dinner...bluffing her that they had won some lucky draw prize at one of the restaurants...so when his sis presented her the actual 'prize'...you can imagine how happy she was....her whole face juz lit up and she was beaming ever so cheerfully!

yippee...we'll be having steamboat again for dinner tonite! but this time round with yd here...haha now he wont be able to complain being left out...

okie and secondly...attended my best friend's wedding...was running around with her the whole day, helping her to make sure that things run smoothly on this special occassion...

me and the beautiful bride...very pretty hor...


bridesmaids!


u know...this reminded me of prom...haha...

In morning~ the groom and his bestmen schemingly alias with groom's sister to budged into the house even before we could start sabo~ing them...

yar we're newbies in terms of being the sisters...but still we're witty enough to plant one of the bridesmaids in the bride's room....muah haha...u think receiving the bride so easy meh...

first, we made him sing the love song that they shared...BUT the groom dunno the lyrics so they ended up singing ' twinkle little stars' -_- ...never mind....then we made him do poledance...groom was too shy to do it (which i doubt so...haha...)did a less-than-semi-sexy chairdance instead...

provided the groom with lipstick (which he broke it! and it's mind! urgh..) to apply and made him kiss his men on both cheeks...made him say vows on how he has to take care of his lovely wife...made them all do push-ups...had him stand in front of the door...shouting ' I Love You' in 10 different language....

it was quite fun...sabo~ing them and not to mention getting ang baos....boy is the groom smart...first ang bao was filled with rupiah -_-' ....chey...for 1 sec i tot i saw 10000 sing dollar note...second ang bao was 4 dollars-_-'' ...when i took the 4 bucks out...i juz look into the video camera with this -_-''' look and told gina: biang ur hubby very kiam siap le...anyway we did get our fair share in the end...and let the groom receive his beautiful bride...keke

so off the coupld go...from places to places for the entire morning...with us buzzing behind them helping out here and there...i was feakingly tired by dinner time...

fun fun fun...first time attending friend's wedding and helping out...it's as though i'm marrying my daughter off...muah haha...felt really happy for this gal...

o forgot to mention...the dinner was good...food is yummy and it turned out somewhat like our jc prom nite...simply becos it's been awhile since all my classmates get together with the teachers after so long...lots of catching up and it's really fun!

right now...the couple are in europe having their honeymoon...hope they'll have fun thru out!

alright...i wasnt quite in the right mind for the past few days due to my own stupidity....always get myself upset though i know the outcome...but now...i'm more or less alright...cos IMH makes me appreciate sanity...and i am glad my mind is still sound...=)

anyway i simply love this picture...cos it cheers me up...

my little angel is soooooo adorable...he smiles alot lately and is extremely excited when u talk to him...

i love him...i love him...i love him sooooo much! always like to kiss his cheeks!

hehe i'm the marshmellow man...

finally...my exams are over...pract exam today...i did my best...stayed calm and all...but still i dun think i've fared well...missed out certain stuff...not to mention hb nearly flopped on me...urgh...i should have dug my nails into his fat tummy...sigh...juz hope my grades are alright...

i'm so tired...mentally...havent gotten the chance to rest and monday have to go for clinical...am i prepared?? i'm trying to...read up on stuff...i juz hope that i wont end up being a patient of IMH...i cannot and i will not....ARGH!!!

had a weird dream last nite...dreamt that i went for belly button piercing...haha but then that guy who did it for me pierce it in a weird way...sorta like pull it rather that pierce it...mm...i tot my belly is gonna tore...haha...didnt feel any pain...i mean yah lah dreaming mah...but it was quite gross...didnt look as nice cos of the way he did it...weird weird...anyway am getting it no matter wat...haha...

sigh...my head is filled with lots of stuff( things i have to do, things i need to do, things i shouldnt give a damn, things i should have done long ago)...i dunno how to clear it...it's all jumbled up into this huge lump that is snowballing into a bigger size each day...and it's over loading...causing me pain...creating this utmost emptiness within me...

i know i have lots of ppl around me who love and care for me...they are within my reach and touch...but at this point of time i'm starting to feel lost and scared...i dunno why...seriously...i dunno....

i wished i'm angry with something....or even hate someone...at least i know i'm still human...but at the moment i juz feel nothing! nothing at all! instead i only feel fear...of wat...i dunnoe! and it's getting stronger each day...

two words....

fucking sian...

really...

Fri...sent a fren off to airport...he's flying to japan for a year...cool eh...

but actually my purpose is to acc someone else...sigh...always sad to send ppl off...esp those who have to be away for more than a month....

Sat...went for squash training...then off to yilong's house for dinner...didnt know wat to eat...plus ck was sick and sze had diarrhea so the guys suggested we buy food and eat steamboat...

we bought a hell lot of food...4 packs of hotdogs, 2 packs of fishballs, tou fu, veggy, pork, prawn, dao gua and alot more...plus one tub of ice cream...total worth 32 bucks...for 6 persons...not bad le quite cheap...

at the end of the day we are so bloated...esp with hot dogs...haha...cos 4 packets of hotdogs..80 of them...cut into halves means there were 160 hot dogs...haha...eat till we siao...darn full lo...

preparation was quite fun lah...as usual we gals were the ones cutting and washing the food...okie guys did help abit lah...haha ended up eating from 9 till 10 plus...then ice creams...yup yup...had alot of fun crapping and catching up...haha...keep laughing cos of some the jokes that we're talking about...we ended up talking about politics too...haha cos vic asked if i can foresee a female PM emerging in say 5 years time...mm...better not comment here...if not i kena caught by police how? haha

Sun...went to my cousin's son's man yue...alot of kids lo...biang...government's strategy worked...cos really alot of ppl i've seen are either pregnant or giving birth...or have i stepped into the time where frens around me and cousins my age start getting married and giving birth...o man...

haha...anyway food was good! and my baby boy ended up being the star...cos he was so chubby and likable that he snatched all the attention from the actual baby...haha...

Today...argh...play and school...sigh...pek chek....dunno wat i'm writing...not enough time...very upset after the paper...so went jogging...drain my energy...now am feeling much better...actually i felt better once i reached home and play with auggy...hee...but jogging helps alot too...

women of the Yeong family! see baby boy likes to dangle his head this way...


sigh...i'm the shortest among them le...both gals are like half a head taller than me man...hehe...my aunt on the right...


mom, dad, bro and baby boy