been busy with training and clinical... for most of the days by the time i've reached home...i'm already half dead...

will be travelling around much more often for the whole of next week...doing house visit is fun...and now i'm pretty good with map reading...haha...

each individual patient is unique...their extreme living conditions sadden and amaze me at the same time...i cant deny that i was indeed a little affected by wat i've seen and encountered...

sigh...they are all so resilient and hardy in terms of the way they live their lives...yes they may be mentally ill...yet they survive no matter how difficult the situation is presented...if we were placed in their shoes...i think none of us can survive thru...some of their living condition is really something that is not within our context...and very unlikely that u will come across...

sometimes i wish i can do more to help them...i wish they can have at least the slightest bit of sanity to know wat's going on around them...i cant imagine going thru my life without knowing who i'm connected with or wat is the purpose of all the things around me....

anyway...yd is back to thailand...havent talked to him much since he went back...so sorry...often i'm too tired to go online...handsome...hope u've recovered...sigh...miss u le...

tired...i'm gonna go bathe then rest abit before doing my work...

i miss being drunk..haha...though i nearly did last nite...=p