have been working...so much so that i actually forgotten to reply nyp regarding my graduation attendance...

thing is...only one person can attend my graduation...naturally i ask my mom...

'When is it held?'
' Monday...'
'O monady arh...if baby at home then i can't go...if not who will look after him?'
'Okie lo...never mind...it's juz a graduation...anyway nothing much...quite boring stuff...'

why am i not surprise...anyway it's not a convocation....if it is a convocation, will things be different? perhaps...why should i mind anyway...i guess it juz not a big deal at all...

mom juz threw tantrum to me...or at me...sigh hate it when ppl do that...as though i'm the one at fault...

working...tired...gonna sleep...so rare of me to sleep before 12...haha...

been staying at home for 2 days to nurse myself so that i can be well enough to start work on monday...the idea of me going to work so soon is still alittle daunting...i'll do whatever i can...

my day started with squabblings again...it's sucky...perhaps on my part i had too much assumptions...funny that i hate assumptions made upon me...yet often made the mistakes of creating them upon others...will bear in mind not to do it...at the end of the day our miscommunication is ressolved with both of us apologising to each other and laughing at each other's silliness...sigh...differen age..different thoughts...different way of reacting...yar...lover birds can be quite stupid...i for one is an example...no denial....

anyway...since i've been home these few days...i've been helping out looking after auggy...fun as usual...cos he started blabbering and is noiser than before...it's a joy to play with him...making him shriek with laughters...but at the same time i'm being tortured too...he's been pulling my hair...pinching me, scratching my face, pulling my specs, biting me and leaving me his two tiny teeth marks whenever possible...hmm...so far he's the cutest baby i've seen...really...not saying it cos he's my nephew...but generally he's really cute...and when he kisses u...it's a big wet kiss with teeth marks on ur face...haha...basically he juz open his mouth real big and grab u by the neck and stick himself on ur face...that's his version of kiss...pretty funny to see him do that to my mom...

gtg sleep...cant seem to fall asleep...dunnoe is it the stress or the chicken that i had in the evening...argh...

bloody hell...i'm sick again...and my sup wanted to me to start work tomolo!

i'm suppose to rest at home...but...got woken up by baby boy's cries...this i can take it cos i'm quite use to it...

then my aunt and her fren came to visit us...u know plus my mom..the 3 aunties talked so loudly...i feel like pulling my ears out...

now...my mom switched on her teochew opera to let the aunties watch....i cannot take it anymore...i'm getting out of the house despite me feeling abit feverish...

sometimes i think i'll be better staying outside alone...cos it's no difference now that i'm looking after myself....

been going out with different groups of frens to celebrate my birthday...thank you so much for the presents and also ur tolerance to my profound bad habit of being late...really really sorry...gonna make adjustment to my time management..promise...

i'm blessed with frens who love and dote me alot...and i realise at times i take them for granted far too much...i expect them to take my nonsense and know what i'm thinking...

thing is...how will they know what i'm thinking when i'm the one not telling them anything that is going inside me...there's alot going on...sometimes i juz dun wanna bore them with the stupid stuff that are in my head...at times...i juz dunnoe how to bring across cos dunno where to start...

lately i've been having dreams...weird dreams...so despite me sleeping more than usual...i dun feel rested at all instead i woke up feeling more tired...

jessie said maybe it's due to me going thru a transition phase and that i'm experiencing stress subconsciously...maybe...i dunno...despite me not having to worry about schl work or attachment anymore...i dun really feel stress free....why why why....maybe cos i need to start work next week?!

and i have yet to go into hiding at any place yet...is there still time to go somewhere?

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

yeah yeah!!! 24 yo!!!

Thank you all for the well wishes you've sent me!! i'm so happy to get all your msgs!! =) happy happy

eve of my bday...had dinner with Bb and went for a movie after that...simple way to celebrate but i like it =) yeah...next time i have something to listen to on my way to work...keke...happy happy...

today...
juz went for lunch with my parents...been a while since i last ate with them...and it's been a long time since we've gone out to eat on my bday...hehe happy happy...

going to have dinner with my beloved girls...fen and min...so much to catch up...eh but my stomach like no room for anymore food...been eating alot leh...o no..

anyway...gonna go bathe then head out!

yd's film...
i went to watch the short films that yd and his classmates had created individually for their assignments...it's really interesting to see beginners trying out on short films for the first time... i'm amazed by their work and effort...good start man...

and i have to say this...i am proud of yd...though i know he thinks his film is shitty...still...it's not easy to come out with a short film like this...i like certain parts of ur editing...esp the overlapping of the memories...it's nice...

here is the side where u can view their work...
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/adm/film/

currently...i'm tired...again...although my attachment has ended...
settling some stuff....making some decisions...wondering if i'm up to being a full fledge therapist...cos it is a little overwhelming...i realise there is so much that i dunno still...huh...how?

going back to schl lib tomolo....

what have i been doing since last day of clinical?

fri~
went back to schl...took competency test...it's a 2 freaking hours paper...more brain cells died in attempting to proof that i am competent to be a full fledge therapist...haha

after the test...it's farewell with the lecturers...words that they have spoken will always be remembered...am always grateful to have this bunch of dedicated mentors to guide me through my 3 years course...abit freaky...now that i dun have them to fall back on when i go out to work...

evening time...went to shop around alone at marina square...bought some clothes for myself...then head down to meet bb...went to play pool...had quite a good laugh...cos neither one of us were very good in this...hehe fun fun

sat~ sentosa day!
woke up late and was late for meetup with my clique...gotten someone sooo pissed off...oops...sorry...cough syrup...rem? hehe...babe i really really appreciate what you've done k...

after sun tanning at the beach...we head down to wheellock for dinner...it's this nice jap restaurant...food was great...and the space we've gotten was excellent...haha more like a family dinner...so cosy...i like...

dessert was my bday cake...bought specially from pine garden...wah haha...babe went home from sentosa to get it for me...so touched...woo and the best thing is...it's lychee martini cake..haha...yummy...

will post the pics up once handsome send me the pic...got it yd?? u're suppose to send me the pics...

sun~
went to amk to have breakfast with min and apple...at the same time was given wedding invitation that was written on the spot....

popped over min's house to say hi to her mom and then sat down chatting with her...

evening time...passed the file to audrey and then went off to meet bb for dinner....

that's all for now...i need to type some stuff...update about yd's short file tonite....

another job interview offer...should i take it up...i'm still thinking...seriously not sure if i'm up to it...sigh sigh...think about it over weekend then decide...maybe i should juz go for interview and see how things go...

YESH!!!!!

the time has finally come!!! end of placement!!! wah haha....

but i not happy with my grade...gotten a band C...though it's 70 out of 100...i was hoping for something better...sigh sigh...hopefully my overall grades will be better...

anyway...time to rest...really exhausted....i think my system knows that i am able to rest now...and it starts to break down on me...cough lah...headache lah...gastric...u name it i have it man...

time to sleep....i need to hibernate!

2 more days!!! cant wait cant wait...though i aint looking forward to the competency test on fri either...

treatment session went alright...hai yah but accidentally bummed my kid's head...heart pain...so sorry...he's such a cutie pie....always make me laugh with his cute cute remarks...and the underpants he wore today...haha super cute...think is sponge bob arh...anyway i hope he had enjoyed his session with me...afterall it's an interesting 'insect catching' game...hehe...at least i manage to teach him how to use clothes pegs...wah haha...such a cute boy...

okie...gtg sleep...2 more days....yeah!