You know your parents are trying to appease you, when they bought your favourite fruits (in my case is the strawberries) and by talking to you about things that are related to your work...

26 June 2011

'....I dun think you have loved me enough to want to be with me in a long run. If you dun see a future in us, let me go and let me move on.....'

Marriage doesn't guarantee anything at all. I know that. I heard that phrase all the time. But to hear it from a friend? To have a friend actually going through the process just make it oh so real...

The person next to you can be hiding the darkest secret from you. The person whom you love so so much can be shoving that skeleton so deep in the closet, crossing fingers that you will never ever find out.

It just makes me wonder, why did this marriage even start in the first place? Why my friend, who has such great personality, has to go through such dramatic situations...

I cannot imagine myself going through it...I hope she will come out stronger...she deserves to be happy...really...

My oldest nephew has reached the age, whereby he's curious to know my age and whether I'm gonna get married.

Funny I get alot of such questions from kiddos around this age. Is it a developmental phase that they will go through? Maybe it is at this stage, that they get curious about the adults' world. But who in the first place gave them the idea that adults reaching a certain age will necessarily be on the path to getting married and having babies? It's like they dun even need to be taught and they naturally know these stuffs at such young age!

Anyway, am really glad to see auggy and ben ben today...I miss the two boys...Auggy never fails to crack me up with his silly face and antics, like dashing for the toilet the moment he got home cos he really need to poo...Ben ben is ever so sweet and gentle...sharing his candies with me...And of cos kitty, who scratched me on the arm and kept saying she didnt wanna play with me cos i'm naughty and that she doesnt like me but continued to stick to me and gave me tonnes of hugs...

I'm glad to have them in my life...I hope they are glad to have me in theirs too...

You're like the daughter I'll never have...

Once again, you've saved my day...giving me the hugs and the kisses that melt my heart and brought smiles to my face...

I envy you, your abundant happiness, innocence and energy...

I miss carrying you around like a baby but I am happy that you are old enough to come to me, hold my hand and pull me along...even if it's just to get me to reach for something you can't reach...I love it when you try to comb and tie my hair...even if it means losing a few strands of hair from your tugging and pulling...

I hope you'll forever be the bubbly cutie pie that I love to cuddle with...

Someday, you're gonna grow up like your brothers and eventually, playing with me may not be such a fun idea anymore...

I hope that day will not come so soon...for I'll be very lost...very very lost...

I.GIVE.UP