wah...my former AH sup called...she really keep to her promise le...impressive...hehe...happy happy...but nothing is for sure yet...let's juz wait and see how things go...

fever...still got to do clinica observation and activity analysis...sigh...

i have never been so tired in my life like i was today...keep dozing off here and there...having to constantly move about in order to wake myself up...

going tobe the fourth day into my clinical...it's a whole new different feel in a private setting...the working environment is good...colleagues and supervisor are nice and willing to teach...the only thing that gets to me is that i cant touch the children nor play with them during observation cos it's a privates setting...parents pay huge amount to get treatment for their kids...we have to make sure that the therapy sessions are worth their money...

at the moment...the usual routine for us is to help around packing the rooms up at the end of the day...which is quite fun cos my classmate and i ended up playing with the equipment....cool...

havent been meeting up with fen, min, handsome and ck...i miss you ppl...forgive me if i havent been contacting u much lately....cos really tired...juggling so many things at the same time...now my head feel damn heavy...but gotta get things done...

i have many photos to upload to let u all see but no time at the moment....will load it up during weekend...
i want to hibernate!!! i want to sleep 24 hours!!! argh...i need sleep!!!

If u think i'm dead by now...dream on man...muah hahaha....i'll always survive thru the rough times no matter wat....

YESH!!! FYP is over!!! Presentation finally commenced on sat and ended on a really heartwarming note...everyone was so nicely dressed up for this occasion...

best paper went to nikki, regina, pat and bonnie's group...goodness...so happy for them...the moment i see them so excited and teary when they knew they've won the paper...i feel like crying for them too...haha...congrats girls! job well done!!!

anwyay at the end of the session...everyone was so darn high! we couldnt get enough of snapping photos with one another! really really nice...took alot of photos...even with HB...haha will post it up to let u guys see how my lectuer looks like...

after the conferene...i rushed down to apple's ROM....haha...the moment this silyl girl saw me...she teared...hai yo...have to tell her cannot cry...if not mascara will run...haha...

anyway feel so happy for her...i know she always wanna settle down and have her own family...hehe...maybe next year we'll see little apple or little kieth!!! so exciting!!!

evening time...went out with my squashies...for dinner and drinks...went to rochester park...nice place to go to...too bad the pub there is packed...if not it'll be a nice evening to chill out there..so nice to meet up with my gals...miss hanging out with them...been a month i think...hehe...as usual...i gotten myself tipsy..with juz a little drink...cos too too tired le...

gotta go for my cuzzie's baby man yue now...will blog tonite...

things that have been happening for the past few days....

exams - 'triple jump' was such a killer for me...never have i stepped out of exam hall feeling so so low...i dunno how to crituqe my own stuffs...sigh sigh....was bit teary and weary when the paper ended......pls pls pls let me pass...
anyway i have no time to mourn...cos immediately after exams i need to attune my mood for my FYP...which is equally a killer......

we stayed back in schl for discussion...then went out for dinner and head to yingbuff's house to do up the slides for thursday's first rehearsal for the conference....we practically have to revamp the whole section of our discussion, results and conclusion within one nite...ONE nite...

can u imagine 5 of us...all exhuasted...brain dead...but still gotta stay up thru the nite to think and redo stuffs...we were all so bloody tired that we have to take turns to sleep and keep eating junk food to keep ourselves awake...

the only fun thing about this...is seeing the tired, blur faces and the silly things that we do with the deprivation of sleep....

as for today...we had to go thru the gruesome rehearsal from 9-4pm and stayed back to refine our slides again all the way till 10pm....this time round we gotta thank HB for helping us fine tune it...hehe

i was practically dragging myself out of schl compound by 10pm...let me repeat myself...
I HAVE NEVER EVER FELT SO BLOODY TIRED BEFORE!!!

with juz one hour of sleep on thursday morning to last me thru the whole of thursday noon and nite...of cos huixin is the one who is even more tired than i am...

i need rest...head so heavy now...argh...still got another rehearsal to go later...830-4pm...
then sat is the actual conference...and on sat i gotta go apple's ROM and chin han's bday celebration...sun i have to go cousin baby's mau yue...then monday start clinical attachment...
only four words to say...hao xiang si arh...kill me pls...argh!!!!

met up with HB and my brain cells juz died like 30%...and another 20% died cos abit demoralised...argh...why is he not our sup for the fyp...but then again...he's not into peds anyway...

no fear...our fyp will still be good! it's the process and spirit of my team mates that count...last lap le...die die also have to get thru...

did i tell u...i'm going peds for my last 6 weeks of placement...haha...i can really die happy...cos...wat is the chances of one getting two peds placement in the 3 year course....haha i got it...yeah yeah...so happy....but one thing is...it's private setting..so i may not get to interact with the children much...still it's a good learning opportunity...

abit tired now...shall go rest and then start work again...sigh...last lap to go...somehow part of me is enjoying the process despite the stress and tiredness...i have a very strong feeling that i'll cry on sat...sigh i cant bear to part with my classmates...seriously...and i have never had such strong liking for schling except for this course...i really really enjoy these 3 years time spent with them...the end of sat conference will somehow mark the end point of our schl journey...by the end of our attachment we will probably see each other again but with different status and roles...=) ot0301...i'll always rem this fun and wacky class...

bloody hell...i feel like screaming now...

actually i feel like drinking more than anything...arh...when will all these end....i cant take it anymore....so tired....

u know ur frens love u when...
they share with u the work that they plan to do and u're smiling becos u can actually picture exactly what they are depicting...

u know ur frens love u when...
the language they speak influence u and that one day u just suddenly blurred out that sentence and caught them by surprise...

u know ur frens love u when...
they know how silly u can be at times...esp relationship times...

u know ur frens love u when...
they point out ur shortcomings ever so directly and u know it's true...

u know ur frens love u when...
they say they are concern about u and dun wan u to get hurt...

u know ur frens love u when...
they sms and say that they 'love u...lots', 'we all love you but be careful', 'jiahui jia you'...

i truly appreciate them being by my side and u know wat...i love them more than anything else...really...

i know i should be studying...but am not...cos still feeling very blur...not to mention tired....

can u imagine me...sleeping 3 hours on sat nite...zero sleep on sun nite...doing fyp from 10 am to 5pm on mon....i was practically 'floating' on my way home...tiredness can make one so darn high man...

by the time i reached home...ate a few bites of my dinner... i juz zonked out while watching tv by 8 pm...slept from then till morning 9 am...I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO TIRED BEFORE!!!!

woke up today with this slightly refreshed yet still-not-enough-sleep feeling...eh so contradicting...head to town to meet someone for lunch...then head home...felt slightly more in tune after the coffee we had...caffaine always work

gonna start studying...arh...first jump here i come man...

Fun:
- drawing props till we got so high we started blabbering nonsense...
- laughing at one another's drawings, thoughts and bad habits
- getting to the shooting scene aka potential haunted house aka the place that die die must not use the toilet
- shooting all the outdoor scenes with cute handsome actor, sweet pretty actress and a nutty director who spin himself so hard that he wobbled and almost fell after taking the spinning shots
- to have the last scene done and that we know at the end of the day our effort are all worthwhile

Not fun:
-feeding the bloody mosquitoes
- under the bloody hot sun
- sweating like pigs and being ever so so so so so sticky from morning till evening...and we really stink big time
- sleeping less than 4 hours the nite before and not sleeping at all in order to rush out reports

Do i wannt try short film shooting again?

hell, why not? =)

was reading 'mind your body' and suddenly i get all excited...it's the topic on autism...so glad they actually make it a point to do further reports upon the previous article...at least there wont be so much misconceptions and public get to understand autism slightly better...

dun ask me why...but i've always been interested in autism...makes it all the better that my fyp is collating data upon the use of an assessment tool that's related to children with ASD...really interesting! yar lah yar lah...i'm a very peds person...think most of my classmates know...even my model i use SI...i juz cross my fingers that HB buys what i wrote...cos from what i know...he's not a very into this area...

yes i'm all excited...cos it's a start that ppl know about this disorder...which to me is in itself mystersious and require more indepth understanding + research =)

was chatting with a fren and we ended up talking about travelling...beaches...islands...partying in other countries...

man i wanna go travelling too...feel so puny with such a narrow scope of view...

am having headache now...think i sleep too much today...

met up with ck for dinner...felt so good chatting with him...hee...

and i managed to get new glasses again...with ck's help on the choice of frames...i was too fickle minded as to which to choose...so need someone else's suggestions...hehe....cant stand the old one...i'll make sure not to lose it this time round....if not mama gonana kill me...

did i mention...i went arab stree with yd last fri...helped him get his short film materials...so exciting! and boy was i tired...cos we went shopping the whole day to get the stuff....fun fun fun...gotta rush my report...then sun can help him with the shoot! yippee...

~jump jump~ no school! for today and tomorrow! feel so good to not do anything after all the rushing for reports and stuff...sigh sigh...grinning now...haha

caught a movie last nite...stayed out till bout 1 am++....feel good to be able to unwind...glad to have good company too =)

now i'm lazing around...probably need to do my readings soon...if not 'triple jump' exam sure die...shall be a good student and read up on cardiopulmonary and stuff...hopefully can make sense out of them....so how does one's heart work or fail? hmm...

yd...now i understand why u love nina simone's voice so much....She is one darn sexy singer!!!! so hooked to her voice and songs!!! woo~ so sexy...makes me wanna watch 'before sunset' again!!! she makes the songs sound so ~woo~ thanx for lending me the cd!!!

anyway changed my blog skin...it's call the bikini bunnies or something...reminds me of the sun, beach, tanning, beer and of cos my tanning babes and hunks....i miss it soo soo much! arh....but lately too busy to go sun tanning...hmm...wonder if tomolo i can make it or not...but then with who...mm...we'll see...

feel like taking up sign language class...see if i got more time when i'm on clinical or not....

didnt sleep more than 5 hours since thurs...didnt sleep at all the whole of last nite...yes it's the reports season again...i'm so so so so so so dead now....tiredddddddddddddddd...contemplating of skipping ivan's lesson....watch movie in his class...hmm....

this was taken a year ago...so fast...one year went by juz like that...and i look darn ugly in this photo lar!!


min and i...apple not around leh...


my bunch of jokers...always make us laughed till tummy hurts


juz the two of us...bride-to-be went taiwan...


zhong wen xue hui wan sui!

Some more photos from samui...at the beginning of the trip...somemore to come...

stoopid adrian take me when i fell asleep on plane...


nah culprit who took me while i'm pigging


yar...i gotten everyone to start cleaning their faces with wet wipes...haha...not bad right...


toilet break from the bus ride to samui


nice nice burger that we always ate during toilet break! so cute to have yilong posing with us...haha


the pukey boat ride


trust me...really pukey...


eat all you can...


having dinner...how come adrian's face like that...haha..


muah haha


strangle u strangle u....


yes he was everyone's target that nite...and boy was he drunk!

The nite of celebration for our dear gagey....wild wala nite...with smooches and sexy poses...more to come....


the beginning of the wala nite...


keke...wala nite!


dawn, me and choon yew...army boy...


smooches from us!!


ck...this is the only pic that ur eyes are big enough hor...others u look drunk...muah haha

You know how much i love jogging...and this pic says it all...gage mentioned this to me when he took these shots...that i look dead when i'm stationary...but once i start running...i look so happy and so alive...

i didnt realise this til i see the pictures he took...thanx handsome...i wont laugh at u for running slower le...keke...muack!


liberated by the sea!!!!

keke...he looks so happy hor...

i miss my chubby angel...