went for ward round today...i stood there...10 mins into it...i started seeing stars...not a good sign man...so i excused myself to go toilet...pee~ed and went back to stand there and listened to the house men report about the progress of each pt...

15 min into it...i started to break into cold sweat...then saw more stars this time round...i excused myself again and went to sit on the toilet bowl to rest...my boss must be wondering why i kept going to the toilet...but then i didnt tell her cos we are already down to 2 therapist to take charge of the whole 13 wards...plus i've already had 2 days mc this month already...

actually i panicked alittle when i was feeling faint...cos i need to pull thru today no matter wat but i know physically i may not be up to it...

but then come to think of it...the worst case scenario will be that i faint among the medical offiecers, house men, registras and medical students...all 'pretty well trained' health professionals...and hopefully one of the handsome good looking docs will come save me and gimme CPR...ha ha ha

anyway managed to pull thru today...with the help of my beloved therapy assistant...cant thank her enough....