Depress...

Lady boss asked me to go back before 4th July cos of company gathering...Sigh...probably will have to change my flight again...Reluctant...VERY...

I'm starting to find it a chore to keep repeating myself to people of what's going on...getting sick of people not listening to what I said...if you're not gonna listen dun ask me about it...dun even ask me things about myself when it's not gonna register in your head...if I'm not worth being heard then dun bother talking to me...I can take it...what I cant take is that I've spent time talking you and nothing was registered...nothing...

Yeah month of May is here peeps...MY month! hahaha...I'll think of my birthday list soon...very thick skin...but I dun care! hehe...

weeeeee.....

Had so much fun last night!

Hoped everyone enjoyed themselves =)

Btw, I've booked my flight back...instead of 31 July, I'll be heading home on the 4th...I havent even told mama yet...Very reluctant to go homeeeeeeeeeeee =(

Hives...

So that's the thing that I kena... now my eyelids are like slightly swollen...as though I have cried for 3 days 3 night kinda swollen...me no like it... like I'm constantly in sleepy mode and need the extra energy to keep my eyes open...

Felt like crying last night, dunno is it due to lack of sleep or the itchy~ness or the fact that the hives make me ugly...but kept telling myself cannot cry cos that will only make my eyes swell even more and at the end of the day, nothing will be resolved anyway...

so I decided to pop anti-itch pill and sleep...it's great that my flu meds has the anti-itch component and it makes me drowsy...really great to be able to sleep again...hahaha

Honey, I'm home!

Back to my comforty bed...I'm down with rashes atm...pretty irritating cos it itches...my skin becomes blotchy and red...feel like crying...cos atm feeling abit down...

Anyway, Sydney....

it's pretty much like Singapore...busy CBD, packed with ppl and shops...didn't meet nasty ppl thought which is good...hehe...

We were staying at Hilton hotel for the first two nights...all thanx to gladys' fren...it was great! the bed and pillows were so comforty that we're still having withdrawal symptoms from it...third and fourth nights were at another fellow OT's house...very nice place!

Went Blue mountains, bondi to coogee beach, fish market for fresh and cheap sashimi and osyters....

Am greatful for the company...despite us having to rush here and there...it's overall a fun trip!

met some freaking irritating china passengers onboard....all the more make me dislike them....will blog about it next time...

Sydney...

Heading to Sydney tomorrow!! yeah...pia my report and this is our reward!! sweet!!

Can I have a miniature bull terrier for my birthday? The real thing...I've been wanting one for as long as I rem...can I can I?

Ppl who are impt to me I've told them all...the rest is really up to me I guess....

sunflower...

fen offered to acc my mama for follow-up...ain't she a sweetie...muack...thanx for the thought babe =)

was chatting with Yk and here's our conversation...really sweet...

Yk: ok lets put it this way

Yk: ur like a sunflower

Yk: but

Yk: ur growing under a tree

Yk: so its hard for u to grow

Yk: cos u kena shaded by the tree

Yk: u cant receive much sunlight

Yk: but then

Yk: u strive to reach out towards the sun

Yk: and over the years

Yk: uve grown enough to stretch out

Yk: as u stretch out

Yk: u receive lots more sunligh

Yk: and ur growth expedites

Yk: and thats when u got notice by the bees

Yk: intially the bees found u by chance and those bees r outcast bees

Yk: exploring shady areas

Yk: then they r surprised they found a sunflower

Yk: so they take advantage!

Yk: cos ur not grown yet

Yk: but now ur more grown

Yk: n u received more sunlight

Yk: u got notice by the rest of the bees

Yk: there u go

Me: it's the best analogy i've ever heard...keke

Yk: yea im surpised i used such a nice analogy on u

Me: -___-

Yk: so sunflower whatever it is u do

Yk: to thine ownself be true

yes...i will rem this...thank you oki buta...

so sweet....

I think I'm the luckiest girl in town...I have friends who really love me and will stand by me through and through...

They accept my flaws and most importantly, they accept me...

Just simple things like sms on random stuffs, emails, sending of songs, letting me know that OT related articles in the recruitment section was cut out and saved for me are good enough to make my day =)

I really thank god/the higher being up there for that...

I miss you guys...can you all fly over for my birthday??? haha....

p/s: btw miss nikki....my fren said you very pretty in the papers...hehehe

Sedated...

'Karen Walker' is back...with bigger vengeance, bitchy~ness and slutty~ness...

Woo hoo~

Argh.....

It is time like this that I wish I can be split into two so that J1 can accompany my mom for her follow-up appointment at CGH and J2 can continue staying in Melbourne...

It is time like this I wish I actually have a boyfriend who will be kind enough to bring my mom for her follow-up and then report to me exactly what is going on...with her wrist....

No no no...I think I need doreamon...

Damn it...none exists...

Rambles...

Kinda like this pic. A little nutty of me but I like it...best thing is when I look at it, it cheers me up...

Did I mention how much I missed my baby boys...I dreamt about auggy giving me sweet kisses and me carrying ben ben who turned out to be new born...hmm weird but it's always sweet to dream of them...as you can see I really miss them alot...

Good thing is they'll be heading back Singapore for vacation during July...will be able to see them again...

eh actually I dun feel like going back Singapore...dun miss home so dun have the urge to go back...hehe...

Addicted....

I am downright addicted to this song...seriously addicted...it's either you like it or you dun...Very nice!

AFL

Went for the first Aussie Footy match last night. Freaking fun!

The stadium is awesome and last night's match was great! There were like 60,000 spectators...It's so hilarious to hear ppl shouting for their teams ' Come on Blue boys....' or ' Bombers....' or ' bullshit!!! those referees are fucking bullshit!!'

Kinda get the game after watching and it kinda get us girls hooked...now we're planning which game to go and watch next...hehe....

Pulling my hair...

Right now, I'm exhausted. Mentally drained from the readings and filtering of articles...tonnes of them...

Feel abit unloved lately...I think it's the autumn syndrome in which the weather and environment kinda gets you down...

And I fucking feel like crying now cos I really wanna sleep but cant...cos need to do work...

I shall seek solace in my warm quilt, my smelly pillow and smiley patrick later...

So what if I'm an OT...

Doink...I'm alittle worried...been almost a month and mom's wrist fracture ain't healing as well as it's suppose to be...

Worst thing is...I dun understand what she's trying to tell me about the site of her fracture...is it a colles fracture or what? is there presence of ulnar variance or what? I need to see her x ray but apparently she doesn't have them...I think they are all in soft copy now...

I think the doc in CGH has been pretty good and assuring...just hope she'll get a good OT when she goes for therapy...

So much for giving falls prevention talks for the past year while I worked...my reinforcement in falls prevention at home is indeed a failure...no one fucking listen till something happen...

I've been thinking...so what if I'm an OT...parents wont listen to the youngest child...sigh...when will they take my profession seriously? like Seriously....