Sanity on the verge...

I think it's gone...

~poof~ and it's gone...it just disappeared like that...I can no longer seek comfort in it...never should be in the first place...it had never belonged to me...never was, never will be...

When will I ever learn...

Potluck...

I've never attended as many potluck as this entire year with my stay in melbourne...and I must say...I'm starting to love it...

Helped Ally made yummy meatballs! Hee I dunno how to cook so I helped...hehe...

I cant take it anymore...evidence review is driving me nuts...can so make do with drinks...

Added alot of sherry into the meatballs...hahaha...

Will upload with photos soon...

Sigh...I dun wanna go home at all....

Updates...

First of all, need to thank Apple mommy and ah min for the parcel. Thanx for the Duffy CD (I have two of a kind now...hehe) and the teardrop shaped pendent! Thanx o...muack muack...

Thank you Nikki babe for the card! Yes yes, ai ni shen shen...haha...

Thank you Ally for the handmade photo collage and cross stitch...love it!

Anyway, been doing work and having fun at the same time. Went clubbing with frens last Fri. It was hell of a fun...

Went for paintball on Sat...Real fun...though now I'm suffering from muscle aches and all the orh chey....had a real bad one on my thigh can...geez...but it's one kind of experience...really fun to shoot other ppl...haha...

here are some pics...

Ally's pressie to me...


















Clubbing @ Eve

Whole bunch of wacky ppl! Awesome! hehe...














Gladys giving me a very passionate kiss...











Me smooch-attacking min...hehe...














Yuhan and me...











My birthday dinner...

Us at Jap restaurant...














Me tugging in...sashimi~ yummy!


















Rose for mothers' day


















Pressie from the peeps =)


















Sex and the City Dvd!!!



















Paintball 2008

Before














After















Ally, Manda and I














Gladys, Me, Marcel, Leonard...














Lastly...my dua orh chey on my left thigh...dun play paintball if u have delicate skin...freaking pain now can...

Nostalgia...

Gladys bought me a rose..

Ally made me a collage topped with a cross stitch as an add on pressie for me...

Amanda made another cross stitch with my 'J' on top of the pressie she gave me...

Leonard bought me Duffy CD and shared with Sel and Marcel in the 'Sex n the City' Dvds...

Marcel brought me out for dinner and gave me a book with CDs of shows he burnt for me...

Sweet sweet peeps who made my life in Melbourne so wonderful...I'm just so touched that they put in the effort to even get me pressie, let alone made me one when all were busy with assignment deadlines...

So thankful to have them with me all these while...

But at quiet time like this...I suddenly feel all alone again...I think I fear ppl back home have forgotten about me...Very thick skin~ly, I msged ppl I'm close to, reminding them of my birthday and to wish me so that I wont be disappointed...

Pathetic...maybe...but at least I'm happy when I receive msg from them after all the promptings...

Seriously, am I asking too much?

Happy Birthday!

To me!!!!


















One year older...Celebrated my birthday last night with good frens...dinner and laughters...I love it! Thanx Ally for arranging everything...Thank you all for showering me with lovely msges, well wishes and gifts!!! Thank you fen and min for the bday card...I got it today!! Thanx Cindy for the lovely entry dedicated to me with my favourite doggies!

Muack muack, thanx everyone!

Wish List

okie...since handsome say I anti-climax, I shall state some of the things I just thought of...

1. Miniature bull terrier (white with black patch on the eye)
2. Samsung G800 (Silver casing)
3. Purple metallic slippers (harviana slippers)
4. Navel ring
5. Wallet (Kate Spade...maybe?)
6. Duffy CD (Leonard bought me this! hehe)
7. Moloko CD
8. Air Ticket to Fiji Island or Maldive or NZ
9. Teardrop shape pendent (looked for it for ages...never found it...preferably diamond pls)
10. Good anti-aging cream
11. Ang mo bf

Dun get me alcohol...that will not be accepted...

alright that's about it...

Next addiction...

Another video that i'm addicted to...

I love chalk...

It didnt turn out exactly how I thought it will be...looked more like a stomach/onion than a teardrop...



















love this piece though.....

My wish list...

One more week of being 25...fuck...it's abit daunting to be one year older...seriously...

My wish list is simple this year...due to me being away...I'll be happy enough to receive sms or cards or calls...of cos I'll be happier if you guys choose to fly over and spend my birthday with me...hehe...I doubt so lar...too expensive...

Yup, that's about it =)

I think I fell in love with Duffy

I love her voice...this mtv is awesome too...such a simple one yet it shows so much...enjoy...

Nemo nemo nemo nemo...

OMG!!! Today's road trip is so fun!

First we went Vineyard, horse ridding then hot spring!

I'm still bouncing up and down like a kid now can...still pretty excited about the horse ridding that we did today! It's a 2 hour ride from the stable to the seaside...walked along the shore for abit then head back to the stable...

Nemo is my horse's name...really cheeky fellow...not to mention big and tall...no idea why I've gotten such a big horse cos most of the peeps had horses suitable for their height and size...I had to lean down close to him everytime we walked through forest cos he's too tall and my head will hit the brunches...then he would purposely walk close to the bushes and let me bua the trees #$@$

We walked along the beach too! so freaking fun lar...like having a date with the horse...haha
He's soo cute! And becos all of us walked in one single file, the horse in front of us pee~ed and farted...Nemo actually went cranky and put his nose up...I thought what happened...then realise...he actually thought it smelly and needed to breathe...haha...

After horse ridding is hot spring! Super shiok cos I've never had it before and it's kinda fun just that I cant stay in for too long...will start to get dizzy...

Overall it's a fun trip! So love my horsey! love it love it love it!!!!!

okie I'm really tired and smell like the hot spring...gonna bathe then sleep...will upload pics soon...after I cop from my frenz...hehe...