where were u when i needed someone to guide me and be there for me during my lowest point...and now u assume father-like figure all of the sudden...

it reminded me of wat u've said sometime back...that if i'm guy...u would have wacked me inside out for being such as loser...but becos i'm a girl ultimately i'll be married off and u can wash ur hands off me eventually....

...i'm never good enough...i can never outshine u...do u know how pressurising it is to constantly live under ur shadow...i dont even know why i did that...was never good in my studies...neither am i good in my chinese...i so wanted to prove that i can be as good as you...perhaps i overestimated myself...