anxious...been running alot...been playing alot of squash...been talking to ppl...trying to calm and soothe them...

went drinking last nite...as usual...but happy daz was closed and the new one has yet to open...so went to another place for a drink...first time ever i drank tiger beer outside...dun like tiger beer...but last nite it tasted alright...perhaps i couldnt care less...cos i wasnt quite in the mood...

had dinner with ck and his frens at bugis...then we head down to suntec...it was alright...until i had to make my way down to serangoon garden...the bus journey juz dampened my mood...it always does...i dunno why...or maybe becos it's nov that's why...

sigh...could have hung out with the gals longer...but am too sleepy...first time i felt sad after drinking...first time....

i hope the next time we go drinking...it'll be for celebration and that the old smiley drunkard will be back...

wont be playing tomolo...but if i had to scream my head off for my gals...i bloody will!