bloody sian...cant fling off the stupid gastric that i have...feel the pain when i eat...feel the pain when i dun eat...all i can do now is eat semi solid food...been drowning myself with milk and soya bean...actually not suppose to drink milk...anyway mama cooked me porriage for dinner...yeah easy to digest and yummy too...
had fyp discussion today...was so tired due to lack of sleep and the gastric...didnt do my part well...gotten the wrong analysis...so sorry...sigh sigh...
gotta get back to work...so many reports...see com see till i wanna puke...agrh....
Monday, February 27, 2006
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Greeaaat nite! keke i had so much fun last nite at wala wala!! unxpected was god damn good as always! and me...gotten tipsy as always...
dedicated song for our bday boy...Happy 24th Birthday my dear handsome!! hope u had fun last nite!
i tot we wouldnt be able to get a place at wala cos we've reached there pretty late...but yippee...managed to get seats right infront of the stage with nice ppl letting us have more space...keke...music was really good towards the end...too bad yk cant join us...lazy buta...
anyway we had badminton session in the afternoon followed by dinner at handsome's house...really cosy with all of us sitting at the huge round table and eating together...simple meal...but it felt like a really huge family gathering...hehe...always like that kinda feeling...
the pressie that we've gotten him...though it's assorted...they all add up to mean one thing...haha...glad he can fit in the t-shirt...tot he'll kill me and ck for getting him that but then this dumb fellow dun get our joke ~diao~ while me and ck really laughed hysterically in the shop when we first saw it....as for the item c...i got so pai seh...i ask ck to make the payment...muah haha...
yeah....so fun so fun...now i have to get back to work...
and handsome...pls send me THE PHOTOS....samui and wala photos...PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS.....
dedicated song for our bday boy...Happy 24th Birthday my dear handsome!! hope u had fun last nite!
i tot we wouldnt be able to get a place at wala cos we've reached there pretty late...but yippee...managed to get seats right infront of the stage with nice ppl letting us have more space...keke...music was really good towards the end...too bad yk cant join us...lazy buta...
anyway we had badminton session in the afternoon followed by dinner at handsome's house...really cosy with all of us sitting at the huge round table and eating together...simple meal...but it felt like a really huge family gathering...hehe...always like that kinda feeling...
the pressie that we've gotten him...though it's assorted...they all add up to mean one thing...haha...glad he can fit in the t-shirt...tot he'll kill me and ck for getting him that but then this dumb fellow dun get our joke ~diao~ while me and ck really laughed hysterically in the shop when we first saw it....as for the item c...i got so pai seh...i ask ck to make the payment...muah haha...
yeah....so fun so fun...now i have to get back to work...
and handsome...pls send me THE PHOTOS....samui and wala photos...PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS.....
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
feel liberated when i jogged my last rounds juz now...juz ran as fast as i can...can feel the adrenaline rushing through my body...~nice~
i miss squash...i havent been playing for nearly a month since i've stepped down...i miss my gals...hope they are doing well with their presentations...graduating soon yah...hopefully ur uni applications will get through...feel like a mother hen...happy to see little chicks graduating and moving to the next stage of their lives...hehe
managed to have dinner with my parents...have been busy with our own schedules...despite their age...they are pretty active....which is good...hopefully i can age like them too...
damn i feel like having a glass of nice chilled stella that is served at wala wala...haha it rhymes...sigh sigh sigh...
i miss squash...i havent been playing for nearly a month since i've stepped down...i miss my gals...hope they are doing well with their presentations...graduating soon yah...hopefully ur uni applications will get through...feel like a mother hen...happy to see little chicks graduating and moving to the next stage of their lives...hehe
managed to have dinner with my parents...have been busy with our own schedules...despite their age...they are pretty active....which is good...hopefully i can age like them too...
damn i feel like having a glass of nice chilled stella that is served at wala wala...haha it rhymes...sigh sigh sigh...
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
bloody tired...slept at 3++ am for consecutive two days...i'm totoally drained now...and yet i still have the energy to meet up with frens for dinner since monday evening...haha they have to put up with my zombified face and my stone stone reaction...
was surviving on coffee for today...one and a half cup in the noon...and another cuppucino in the evening...high on caffeine now...wat to do...i have to stay awake...
shall go home and rest tomolo...do more readings and try to complete one of my reports...have to plan my route for jogging...havent jogged since sunday...but lately having slight pain in my knee joints when i run...hopefully it'll go away soon...hmm...when will i be able to run 21 km arh...i think i'll die of exhaustion at the end of the run le...haha...have yet to try man...the most i have reached was about 10 km...that's not even half of a half marathon...sian...
really wanna jog at east coast one day...miss jogging by the beach...someone still owes me my beach photos!! where are my photos?!?! haha...i still rem yd trying to catch up while taking photos of me running...so fun...fun to take photos with someone chasing after u...fun to out run the photographer who is a guy...and even more fun to see him panting like mad, screaming ' wa very xiong le' while i stand there laughing....muah haha...sigh...bottom line...i miss the beach...and i still wan my beach photos....
was surviving on coffee for today...one and a half cup in the noon...and another cuppucino in the evening...high on caffeine now...wat to do...i have to stay awake...
shall go home and rest tomolo...do more readings and try to complete one of my reports...have to plan my route for jogging...havent jogged since sunday...but lately having slight pain in my knee joints when i run...hopefully it'll go away soon...hmm...when will i be able to run 21 km arh...i think i'll die of exhaustion at the end of the run le...haha...have yet to try man...the most i have reached was about 10 km...that's not even half of a half marathon...sian...
really wanna jog at east coast one day...miss jogging by the beach...someone still owes me my beach photos!! where are my photos?!?! haha...i still rem yd trying to catch up while taking photos of me running...so fun...fun to take photos with someone chasing after u...fun to out run the photographer who is a guy...and even more fun to see him panting like mad, screaming ' wa very xiong le' while i stand there laughing....muah haha...sigh...bottom line...i miss the beach...and i still wan my beach photos....
keke....ck called to check on me...haha soooo sweet....little thing like that warm my heart...muack muack...thanx babe...
i miss my baby boy...wont be seeing him for a week...sob sob...miss the noises he made which so often wake me up every morning....miss his silly smiles....i even miss him pulling my hair...miss him miss him...sigh...
i miss my baby boy...wont be seeing him for a week...sob sob...miss the noises he made which so often wake me up every morning....miss his silly smiles....i even miss him pulling my hair...miss him miss him...sigh...
Monday, February 20, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
anger...can simply reduce two 30 and 65 yo mature adults to two little kids screaming at one another...
i hate it when ppl vent their anger on others..i hate it when confrontations occur...
pls...there's always better way to handle anger than to scream at another being or to throw ur temper at each other...no one is oblidged to take all those crap...and words that come out from ur mouths can never be washed away with apologies...
there's so many ways of communicating with one another...why cant ppl put themselves in each other's shoes and choose a better way to put across their ideas...
respect needs to be earned...at the moment..my respect for both, cant help but dipped alittle
i hate it when ppl vent their anger on others..i hate it when confrontations occur...
pls...there's always better way to handle anger than to scream at another being or to throw ur temper at each other...no one is oblidged to take all those crap...and words that come out from ur mouths can never be washed away with apologies...
there's so many ways of communicating with one another...why cant ppl put themselves in each other's shoes and choose a better way to put across their ideas...
respect needs to be earned...at the moment..my respect for both, cant help but dipped alittle
Saturday, February 18, 2006
juz played with baby boy and took pic of him bathing...sooo cute and fat...haha...
juz this morning he was making so much noise....woke me up from my sleep...went out to 'scold' him and you know what he did...he juz gimme those silly smiles...must be cos of my messy hair and groggy look...such a cheeky fellow...
sigh...melts my heart whenever he smiles...love him love him...chubby angel...
keke...such a glutton...cute tongue eh
yipee i can sit up by myself!
juz this morning he was making so much noise....woke me up from my sleep...went out to 'scold' him and you know what he did...he juz gimme those silly smiles...must be cos of my messy hair and groggy look...such a cheeky fellow...
sigh...melts my heart whenever he smiles...love him love him...chubby angel...
keke...such a glutton...cute tongue eh
yipee i can sit up by myself!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
bad cramps...how lucky is that...practically become tara panda today...juz dun feel like moving at all...
anyway happy v day everyone...spent this day with my pals...after taking my medication of cos...if not for my appointment with my babes...i think i would have nua at home...only a small gathering and dinner...still okie...
been doubting myself lately...i dunno why...so many questions in my head i dunno where to start...seemed abit lost lately....
sometimes i wish there'll be someone older to guide me and show me the path that i can take...or should i stop relying on others...afterall no one can account for what i should do except for myself...sigh sigh sigh...wake up man...
anyway happy v day everyone...spent this day with my pals...after taking my medication of cos...if not for my appointment with my babes...i think i would have nua at home...only a small gathering and dinner...still okie...
been doubting myself lately...i dunno why...so many questions in my head i dunno where to start...seemed abit lost lately....
sometimes i wish there'll be someone older to guide me and show me the path that i can take...or should i stop relying on others...afterall no one can account for what i should do except for myself...sigh sigh sigh...wake up man...
Monday, February 13, 2006
back track abit...
fri nite...met up with my beloved hunks...had dinner at subway and off we went shopping...didnt get the slippers that ck wanted...so ended up at my favourite starbucks...and started chit chatting...
first time the 3 of us settle down and have a good talk...havent gotten the chance to have our threesome talk since handsome gotten back from thailand...it's been so long since we last did that...missed it so much...miss gossiping and all the scandalous talk with them...keke...had so much to talk about...we laughed alot too...mostly at one another...=p
sat...went for short NDT workshop and then head down to swim with ck....bloody tiring k...20 laps...1 km equivalent but it's worst than jogging...met up with my aunt and family for thai dinner...then head down to happy daze for the nite...i shant elaborate...
sun~ met up with my jc ccs mates...apple, min, melvin, mark and jianming....went to have jap food for lunch...so nice to meet up with them...always good to see them...reminds me of the good old days when we supported one another thru the drama production...i miss drama so so much...i miss all the rehersals and collaborations that we had to do...lightings, makeup, props, acting...
fri nite...met up with my beloved hunks...had dinner at subway and off we went shopping...didnt get the slippers that ck wanted...so ended up at my favourite starbucks...and started chit chatting...
first time the 3 of us settle down and have a good talk...havent gotten the chance to have our threesome talk since handsome gotten back from thailand...it's been so long since we last did that...missed it so much...miss gossiping and all the scandalous talk with them...keke...had so much to talk about...we laughed alot too...mostly at one another...=p
sat...went for short NDT workshop and then head down to swim with ck....bloody tiring k...20 laps...1 km equivalent but it's worst than jogging...met up with my aunt and family for thai dinner...then head down to happy daze for the nite...i shant elaborate...
sun~ met up with my jc ccs mates...apple, min, melvin, mark and jianming....went to have jap food for lunch...so nice to meet up with them...always good to see them...reminds me of the good old days when we supported one another thru the drama production...i miss drama so so much...i miss all the rehersals and collaborations that we had to do...lightings, makeup, props, acting...
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
yesterday we had lessons on sensory integration...were playing with the equipment at the private clinic that my lecturer has helped set up...
it's paediatric clinic...so there's all sort of swings, loft, bungee rope, trapez, gym balls of all sizes...it's like a mini playground...and like kids...we are all having fun playing around...muah haha
And have u ever played games with ur lecturer? Well i did today....darn funny!
Had my lesson in NYP pool today...it is the reduced energy module...we have to play games in the middle pool and constantly check heart rate and blood pressure so that we can monitor and see how demanding the activity may be....
and becos we didnt have enough ppl for playing captain ball in the pool, my lecturer had to join in...it's so fun...to see all of us so crazily chasing or swimming after ball...guarding our opponents...jumping, shouting and cheering for each other....it's funny to see ur lecturer do funny stunts juz so that his group can score...will not forget how he tried to scope the water so that the ball that was one arm length away came floating to him...pengz...we all laugh like siao....
haha...ppl who walked pass must have found it weird to see us playing and suddenly stay still when my lecturer shouted 'pulse check'...cos all of us will stand still...place fingers on our neck to check our pulse for 10s...then rush onshore to take each other's BP....
now i know how to check heart rate and BP fast fast...hehe
it's always this kindda modules that are so out of the box and creative that i've nver once regretted taking OT course despite it being only diploma... =)
it's paediatric clinic...so there's all sort of swings, loft, bungee rope, trapez, gym balls of all sizes...it's like a mini playground...and like kids...we are all having fun playing around...muah haha
And have u ever played games with ur lecturer? Well i did today....darn funny!
Had my lesson in NYP pool today...it is the reduced energy module...we have to play games in the middle pool and constantly check heart rate and blood pressure so that we can monitor and see how demanding the activity may be....
and becos we didnt have enough ppl for playing captain ball in the pool, my lecturer had to join in...it's so fun...to see all of us so crazily chasing or swimming after ball...guarding our opponents...jumping, shouting and cheering for each other....it's funny to see ur lecturer do funny stunts juz so that his group can score...will not forget how he tried to scope the water so that the ball that was one arm length away came floating to him...pengz...we all laugh like siao....
haha...ppl who walked pass must have found it weird to see us playing and suddenly stay still when my lecturer shouted 'pulse check'...cos all of us will stand still...place fingers on our neck to check our pulse for 10s...then rush onshore to take each other's BP....
now i know how to check heart rate and BP fast fast...hehe
it's always this kindda modules that are so out of the box and creative that i've nver once regretted taking OT course despite it being only diploma... =)
Monday, February 06, 2006
went jessie's place to lou hei last nite...had steamboat too...yummy...really ate alot...more than wat i usually will eat...dunno why lately have been eating so much..
it's so fun lah...cos we ate, watched 'my big fat greek wedding' and drank red wine...nice nice...bumped over at jessie's place then cos too lazy to go home...keke...i slept like a pig...as wat i'm told...i juz plopped and slept...didnt even join them in their gals talk...must be too tired plus the wine...=p
got home in the early morning...then went for a jog...bloody hot weather!
had jiarong and eve over at my place in the noon...too bad auggy not around...if not this couple can get a taste of handling baby...keke...
man...havent seen this bugger for so long...chatty as ever...think my mama quite happy to see him too...afterall she has known him since we were in our sec schl days...we had quite abit to catch up...so juz sat in the living room and talked...updating each other...gossiping at the same time...usual stuff lah...
haha...looking at jiarong and eve...i felt so glad that they've found each other...cos they're really a cute couple...see the way they talk and keep suaning each other...i really take my hats off man...sporty boy finally found someone who can withstand his crappiness...haha
after that met up with peifen at orchard...went to look for apple who is doing road show at nee ann city...chat chat...eat eat...went shopping again...keke...
someone commented that my new specs reminds her of garfield...biang...never mind...i like garfield anyway...hopefully no one will laugh at me in schl for wearing it...cross finger....
my tummy feels weird...darn bloated...
period come also sian...dun come also sian...midst of waiting for it to come is the most sian cos have to go thru the 'super fun' emotional rides...wow...being a woman is so bloody fun....man should go thru menstration too! they shouldnt miss out on such fun right!
and in terms of how they're gonna give birth...let's juz say it's gonna hurt way more than us women giving birth...haha...think only yd and apple will know wat i'm talking about...old joke old joke...
it's so fun lah...cos we ate, watched 'my big fat greek wedding' and drank red wine...nice nice...bumped over at jessie's place then cos too lazy to go home...keke...i slept like a pig...as wat i'm told...i juz plopped and slept...didnt even join them in their gals talk...must be too tired plus the wine...=p
got home in the early morning...then went for a jog...bloody hot weather!
had jiarong and eve over at my place in the noon...too bad auggy not around...if not this couple can get a taste of handling baby...keke...
man...havent seen this bugger for so long...chatty as ever...think my mama quite happy to see him too...afterall she has known him since we were in our sec schl days...we had quite abit to catch up...so juz sat in the living room and talked...updating each other...gossiping at the same time...usual stuff lah...
haha...looking at jiarong and eve...i felt so glad that they've found each other...cos they're really a cute couple...see the way they talk and keep suaning each other...i really take my hats off man...sporty boy finally found someone who can withstand his crappiness...haha
after that met up with peifen at orchard...went to look for apple who is doing road show at nee ann city...chat chat...eat eat...went shopping again...keke...
someone commented that my new specs reminds her of garfield...biang...never mind...i like garfield anyway...hopefully no one will laugh at me in schl for wearing it...cross finger....
my tummy feels weird...darn bloated...
period come also sian...dun come also sian...midst of waiting for it to come is the most sian cos have to go thru the 'super fun' emotional rides...wow...being a woman is so bloody fun....man should go thru menstration too! they shouldnt miss out on such fun right!
and in terms of how they're gonna give birth...let's juz say it's gonna hurt way more than us women giving birth...haha...think only yd and apple will know wat i'm talking about...old joke old joke...
Thursday, February 02, 2006
wat i'm feeling now...it juz sux big time...i cant exactly pin point wat is wrong...yet i'm feeling all miserable...
juz created a model of our own...the MOMO model...haha...yet i cant seem to find any meaning in the things i've done...
sometimes i wish my family will give me a hug and tell me that they'll support me in watever i do...and that they love me still no matter wat...
guess i've always felt this sense of insecurity within me...need constant assurance from ppl around me...is it too much to ask for?
feeling abit numb now...
juz created a model of our own...the MOMO model...haha...yet i cant seem to find any meaning in the things i've done...
sometimes i wish my family will give me a hug and tell me that they'll support me in watever i do...and that they love me still no matter wat...
guess i've always felt this sense of insecurity within me...need constant assurance from ppl around me...is it too much to ask for?
feeling abit numb now...
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
my house electricity went kaput juz now...a loud bang was all i heard before total darkness embraced me...
i'm scared of blackout actually...am alright with total darkness but it erks me when it goes off in split seconds without any warning...juz like the blackout i had at koh samui...i got startled...but am alright once i've gotten used to the darkness...
few things happened during new year... we cried...we laughed...we hugged...
it hurts to see my friends cry...
my beloved gal who is always so bubbly and strong...broke down...i wish i can share her pain but all i can do is pass her tissue and hugged her...
my two pals trashed things out with each other and cried...all i can do is asked if they're okie and give hugs...i even try to crack lame jokes...sigh...so incomptent of me...
am glad that things seems to be progressing and seems better...
went jogging juz now...not much drive though...guess i gotta find new route to jog...if not jog in circles for 10 odd rounds can be quite boring....
need something to spice my mundane life up...feeling abit low at the moment...perhaps belly piercing...yah lah induce pain to myself...sadist right...haha...wait till my belly is in better shape...i'll go for piercing...at the moment it is horrible cos of all the junk food indulgence during cny....
guys...the conversation u two had before we all fell asleep...i heard that...keke was juz too tired to reply...i wasnt upset at all...dun worry....perhaps it's in my vindictive nature to wanna show a better side of me and prove it...afterall, there's utterly no point in getting upset with so little respect given to me when the whole episode ended...ugrh...the fact that the respect i've gotten was only worth a few 5 cent sms msg...it juz makes me wanna slap ppl...
~angelic smile~
i'm scared of blackout actually...am alright with total darkness but it erks me when it goes off in split seconds without any warning...juz like the blackout i had at koh samui...i got startled...but am alright once i've gotten used to the darkness...
few things happened during new year... we cried...we laughed...we hugged...
it hurts to see my friends cry...
my beloved gal who is always so bubbly and strong...broke down...i wish i can share her pain but all i can do is pass her tissue and hugged her...
my two pals trashed things out with each other and cried...all i can do is asked if they're okie and give hugs...i even try to crack lame jokes...sigh...so incomptent of me...
am glad that things seems to be progressing and seems better...
went jogging juz now...not much drive though...guess i gotta find new route to jog...if not jog in circles for 10 odd rounds can be quite boring....
need something to spice my mundane life up...feeling abit low at the moment...perhaps belly piercing...yah lah induce pain to myself...sadist right...haha...wait till my belly is in better shape...i'll go for piercing...at the moment it is horrible cos of all the junk food indulgence during cny....
guys...the conversation u two had before we all fell asleep...i heard that...keke was juz too tired to reply...i wasnt upset at all...dun worry....perhaps it's in my vindictive nature to wanna show a better side of me and prove it...afterall, there's utterly no point in getting upset with so little respect given to me when the whole episode ended...ugrh...the fact that the respect i've gotten was only worth a few 5 cent sms msg...it juz makes me wanna slap ppl...
~angelic smile~
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