bad cramps...how lucky is that...practically become tara panda today...juz dun feel like moving at all...

anyway happy v day everyone...spent this day with my pals...after taking my medication of cos...if not for my appointment with my babes...i think i would have nua at home...only a small gathering and dinner...still okie...

been doubting myself lately...i dunno why...so many questions in my head i dunno where to start...seemed abit lost lately....

sometimes i wish there'll be someone older to guide me and show me the path that i can take...or should i stop relying on others...afterall no one can account for what i should do except for myself...sigh sigh sigh...wake up man...