Wednesday, September 08, 2004

pissed off with myself

am fucking pissed off now...with myself...dun feel like talking...
what's wrong with me...watever i do it all turn out wrong...
starting to doubt my capabilities...
can i do it or can i not...
i hate regrets and i hate history to repeat itself...but whenever shit happens i'll start to contemplate the decision i've made...
i tried to be as strong as i can all these while...
i really cant afford to collapse at this point...
no one knows how much effort i put in to pull myself out from the shit i went thru before
who can i lean on if i ever gone down again...
myself? God? friends? parents?
i feel so tired...mentally...

4 comments:

pinkmpho5|s said...

hugz! talk to us ya.. we're all here for u! muacks muacks!

CK said...

Baby, cheer up, u just need to learn to take things in your stride, dun let things affect u so much, wlse it'll end up affecting everything you do.

So brush it off, and try again.

Jessie said...

hey girl, we're always here for u to talk to yea...
no point regrettin decisons u've made. stick wit wat u've chosen and just do the best u can. at least at the very end, u could say that u've did ur best and who can say that's not enough? i'll wack that person for u k..hugs*

Misspiggy said...

thanx babe...thanx gals...appreciate that...=)