i slept like a pig last nite...cant help it...after the pract test and the socio+health psych test...i'm too exhausted...slept at 5 am the previous nite to study the test...sigh..not that it helps much...cos the mcq sux...as usual i'm bad in the guessing game (though it shouldnt be one)...
am going drinking tonite...so looking forward to it...i need it...really...cos i'm going bonkers...miss the feeling of chilling out...miss wala...miss the shirlyn's voice...miss roy...but he aint in the band anymore...
i miss the company of the gals- ray, angie and jessie....i miss u gals so much...
was talking to nikki last nite after our 'hugging-buddha-leg' session...issues like giving up ur identity, ur beliefs and adopt a whole new one for some reasons like for ur loved ones...
sometimes i'm not sure if i'll be able to do that...i'm willing to try cos part of me won't mind...yet part of me is resisting...perhaps is too early to consider but this issue will always be something to ponder upon...
should i remove myself from the situation before it's too late or continue with it? am i able to do that pull myself out? i guess ppl around me are waiting to see how it goes...another round of proving to be done...or another round of giving up??
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