Friday, April 29, 2005

uncertainty....

a sudden feeling of uncertainty is creeping into me...

i've once tried tying a rope round me so that i know i'll be safe and that it will pull me back in case i fall...but now this rope is thinning and there seem to have nothing to prevent me from crashing...it's a long fall....perhaps i wont crash for the whole of my life...or perhaps i'll hit the ground and die a sudden death without even knowing it has come to an end...

why is it that life is filled with so much uncertainty...a little of it can be welcomed with anticipation...but too much of it is overwhelming...can there ever be concrete presence of assurance that will never ever go through changes? wilful thinking of mine huh...i know it's not possible...

wat lies ahead lies ahead...i dun hold the correct keys to every single door...i juz hope that i can have some of the correct ones in hand so that i wont be locked out or resort to banging myself against the wooden plank in hope of getting through...or perhaps i have to try harder to look for the correct keys...but will i ever get find them?

1 comment:

CK said...

Don't worry too much,
it's pointless.
If things go wrong, learn.
If things go right, be thankful.