Melbourne day!

I had a blast today! It's Melbourne Day! There were lots of offers around and we girls decided to make our way down to the city to visit the aquarium, eureka skydeck!

It was sooo darn fun! We only reached the city in noon and we managed to accomplish all the places that we wanna go!

The sea creatures were awesome! The view at the skydeck was sooo beautiful! And we manage to catch the sunset on the level of 88th storey...so cool!

O and what really made my day was the surprise that Alison and Amanda gave me. While we were at the skydeck, the girls were pointing from this building to the other building. I thought they've found a short cut to go to the Vietnamese restaurant that we've decided to head to for dinner. So, I just followed them and walked down the lovely streets. It was really nice, chatting and walking along the river in the evening.

In the midst of chatting, Amanda pointed and said 'o look ferry wheel leh...so nice hor'....i'm like 'yar...but i never sit before leh....' The girls then gave me this smiley look...I thought they gonna make fun of me again for being so sua ku....next moment i know, they said ' o well guess what...we are gonna give u ur first ferry wheel ride....now!'

Wah haha....it took me like 5 seconds to react can...so darn happy! cos i seriously thought we were heading toward the dinner place...instead they made the effort to take me to the ferry wheel which was quite a distance away (despite them being hungry)....so sweet can....

The ride was darn fun! dunno why the operator seemed to increase the speed of the wheel and it was spinning pretty fast...haha...we were laughing and screaming can...and Amanda kept holding on to the grills...like what Alison said...cheap thrill...but it was so fun and the nite view from above was really beautiful!

Thanx girls for giving me the chance to take my virgin ride on this ferry wheel...thank you for going on the ride with me despite being scared of height...thank you for remembering that i actually have not taken the ride before...thank you so so much!!! It means alot to me =)

i'm a happy girl...hehe...will upload the pics soon!

for you...

To my dear handsome,

You should be on the plane right now, heading to Sweden.

Things haven't been going that well for you, I know....

Felt a little unsettled about you going even further away with all those feelings that you're having right now...from friends, family or that someone...

I wish I can talk to you face to face like what we did at Raffles City starbucks...

I wish I can juz talk to you...

I know you can take care of yourself when you're overseas...Perhaps it'll be a good way for you to get away, to explore and to deal with your emotions all at the same time...

If ever need be...I'm a phone call away...a sms away...an email away...

I really miss you alot...take care alright...and I do hope this 3 weeks will enrich your life more than ever =)

Never let me go...

Been wanting to finish reading this book. Finally I did and it left me with tinge of sadness...

Sometimes things are just not meant to be right from the start. Despite the fact that everything else seems valid and substantial enough to support whatever idea one has...

the only thing that is left will be the memories in the past...

You know, things are never quite the same...those memories I have with you never quite left me yet...as much as I keep pushing them back whenever I get reminded of you, I still get those flashbacks...

I've lost faith...I reckon I've been a lousy player all along...I'll never be smart enough to win this game. So let's just say I quit...for, at the moment I have utterly no courage to venture near anyone who may have the chance to stir my feelings...for, I fear I'll get near someone like you...

I'll juz freeze it and make sure it'll never melt no matter how sweet some words are or how tempting it may be...

it's juz the way it is...

now it'll only be me, mysef and I

....and i can soo do with a drink or two right now...damn it...

rant rant...

Why am I feeling alittle pissed...

pissed for getting sick, pissed for not being trusted, pissed for having flashbacks of banker...

soo tired to deal with all these right now...esp when i'm running a temperature and having a headache...

perhaps i've not done enough to be trusted...perhaps i've not tried hard enough to forget about him...

Anyway, really thankful for my babes...lending me the bed to concuss in, the jacket to wear home and cooked me nice eggy potato soup for dinner...I seriously have no idea i slept from 5 plus to near 10...

dreamt about handsome last nite...gonna be like 3 months of not seeing u in person already...but then i 'see' u every morning...cos the photo frame is by my bed...keke...arent u honored =p

ooi...see you in my dreams!

muah haha....

OMG!!! I found this pic while trying to upload my pic online....

It was my virgin wala night with my two bullies-yk and yd...eh that was like what...4 years back? First time hearing shirlyn's voice and there's no return...i'm hooked to UnXpected...

Things that never change- the boys' same old torturing style of pinching and punching me whenever 3 of us were out and their looks...

Things that have changed-my hairstyle....my hair looked horrendous!!! I looked horrendous!! eeek!!!!

i is sick....

~cough~ cough~...green phlegm....feverish...sore throat...

welcome to news update...miss piggy here is kinda sick...has been drowning herself with water so that the phlegm can return to its transparent state instead of the green gooey state...

received postcards and purple bracelet from jessie and angie...so so so happy can...glad that they've enjoyed themselves during their phuket trip...thanx for keeping me in mind babes...4 of us will go phuket together k...

havent been doing much except for schl work, presentations and nuaing at home trying hard not to cough my lungs out...haha...

getting better now...

okie gotta go...will update again

Studious me....

been going to the lib like almost everyday...cos i love surfing in the lib which is so much faster plus the fact that i have some assignments and presentation to rush out by next week...hehe...

some pics taken last week when we went clubbing...















Us at the dancefloor















Still at the dancefloor















us having fun!















=p















Sunil, alison and i

We had a great time...thanx for all who make it such an enjoyable night!

alone...

despite sleeping at 5 am, i woke up at 11...did some laundry and then decided to cook myself some food...

combined 3 eggs, cabbage and mushrooms...fried it and i get omelette....combined tomatoes and lettuce...i get my salad...yummy...haha...

placed my lappy in the kitchen table, played my music and grooved to the music while i prepared my food...kinda fun...reminds me of 'will and grace'...the scene where Will was putting on shaving cream and singing to his favourite song in his high pitch voice...

yar...i was singing in my high pitch voice while cooking my food...muah haha....

yeah....

yipeee....juz came back from clubbing in the city!!! freaking fun!!! the guys we hung out with were really cool n fun...and the thing is i enjoyed myself very much!!!

man...i didnt get drunk...alittle tipsy but able to contain myself...fun fun fun!!!!

gonna sleep now...night....

on my way home

they got out of the car and walked along the pavement...

he held her little hands and then carried her in his arm while crossing the road...

he kissed her on her tiny rosy cheeks before putting her down and holding her hands again while walking to the store...

dad holding his daughter's hand...

i was watching as the they walked ahead of me...

it reminds me of how it'll be like for him...

him, being a dad...holding his little girl's hand...

am i auntie or what...

Went to get some groceries just now and i managed to cook myself pretty decent spaghetti for dinner...And for once i didnt have dinner at 9 plus...haha happy happy...

hai yar...so tough to cook for one person...it's either i overestimate or underestimate the amount...then i'll end up eating alot or too little...i miss cooking with amanda and alison...cos usually i'm the one who chop and wash while the girls come up with ideas on what to cook...haha...more fun to cook with them =)

come to think of it...if i were studying in local uni...i dun think i'll ever cook...cos coffee shops are nearby and food can be bought so readily and at a cheaper price as compared to here...

still trying to cook more decent food...trying lar huh...at least i'm cooking =p

been sleeping alot lately but at the same time been dreaming alot...all sorts of weird dreams...so i dun feel as rested as i should be...like this morning i dreamt of myself riding to schl on dad's super old bike (the blue one that i used to ride on when i was like pri 3?? of all the bikes like vmax and honda st11...i actually dreamt of that lao pok bike....)

the only perks of the dream is that i'm the rider and i dun need to walk to schl...muah haha

o forgot to mention...grocery includes cheap wine at 4.99....i hope i have a better sleep tonite...

not going to finish the whole bottle lar...

=( have to do laundry tomolo...

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind...

It's back to haunt me yet again...

1 year of lies...

to begin with...

everything about him is fake...

everything about us is fake...

I'm nothing but another lie in his life...

another lie for him to flaunt...

another lie to be told....

another lie to be twisted and manipulate...

how i wish...

that the feelings i have now can be easily erased...

as easy as the way he had created this big and wonderful tale for me to partake...

I want to be like the girl in Eternal Sunshine...

to not remember...

to not regconise...

to have my pray'r accepted...

to have my wish resign'd...

Pic from debbie's wedding

Pretty bride with mom and blur looking auggy...haha


























i wish he smiles like this all the time...














dunno what they laughing about...but pretty cute to see them behaving like that...














Maternal side...uncles, aunts, cousins...














Wedding dinner at hyatt...




















The only time he wasnt running around was when food was served! hehe...













Next bride-to-be...laughing at dunno what...haha













I rem this moment...i was too darn bored at my table that i went to look for my uncle to kao jiao him...haha













i like the expression that was captured here...haha













My favourite picture of the nite =)