And so it is...

HERE!

Missy here have been waiting for months...14 weeks to be exact...can you imagine that? not that it's anything unusual since teenage years...

Imagine the amount of money I've saved on purchasing THE products...Luckily I didnt lup all those stuffs into my already-limited-weight luggage...

Now will you excuse me, while I continue nursing in bed with occasional vulgarities spilling out from my sweet sweet mouth when the next tidal wave cramp hit moi...


O and I think 14 weeks of no bleeding...I may bleed to death this time round...so will any kind soul with A+ blood type, donate some blood to me...

Unless you're telling me no one loves me and wanna see me die...

your turn...

I'm turning yellow...I miss sun tanning with you at Sentosa...I miss lazing on the beach chairs, flipping magazines and ogling at cute ' ppl ' with you...

~I was typing this, then you called...haha....great talking to you...havent had a proper chat with you for so darn long...miss you soooooo much.....

muack....catch you soon...hopefully in nov!!!

I was walking home just now, with howling wind blowing behind me...pushing me forward...it's so cold....

At times my pace was too slow to accommodate to the rate that it was blowing at me...

It's not that I didnt try, it's not that I don't want to move forward.

I've tried, walking as fast as my legs can afford to carry me...

But I'm still being pushed...

It's not that I didn't move..at all or fast enough...

My pace seemed too slow for the wind...it just pushes me forward no matter how...

I wanna move ahead quick...fast....but how come I always find myself being pushed despite myself moving forward....

I hate it...

I need to be in control...I have to be in control....

Urgh....

Fuck shit...

me and my itchy hand...

Pea brain, pea brain, pea brain...

Damn it....

Sigh

I couldn't sleep last night. And when I finally did, I actually dreamt of him...

Dreamt that I bummed into him just like how we did the other time under the UOB building. I dreamt that he pulled my arm and wanted to talk to me but I refused to. I walked on...

I hope in real life I won't be able to recognize his face among the crowd. That I'll be the usual blur self and walk my own path. Like how I did the past two times when mr h saw me but not the other way round until my pal pointed out to me and until mr h, himself smsed me....

The usual me will smile, at people I rarely know; at people whom I just got to know; at little babies or toddlers; at old granny or grandpa; at nasty patients or clients even. That's just me. It doesn't hurt to smile, I smile to myself at times when I'm happy, I smile at dogs even. A little nutty, yes I admit.

But to you, if I ever see you again, I dun want to smile at you, I dun want to be able to recognize you because frankly I won't know how to react if i really bummed into you again....

I seriously hope that it will not happen in real life...

I need inspiration...

to cook for myself. Think if I were to live alone, I'll die from eating the same type of food over and over again....am on the verge of becoming vegtarian, considering I stock up more variety of veg than meat...

Yes, miss yeong here lacks the creativity when it comes to food. Who marry me who suey....haha...

Handsome, have you safely reached Thailand? What a pity you've only stayed for 45 min at the Oktoberfest...I dun think you can finish their huge jug of beer in 45 min leh...muah haha...Why do I have this image of you foaming in your mouth...haha...

Gee....I feel like eating thai food now...

I fell in love....

With Amy Winehouse's songs!

So addicted to her songs now! Check out her song ' You know I'm no good' Really funny and nice...loooove her voice....

Went clubbing with fellow course mates and singaporean friends on Sat nite...Freaking fun!

Head down to music festival where the whole street was blocked off for street performance, beer, food, drinks, clothings etc...fun to walk around with music blasting everywhere and lots of doggies around too!

Proceeded to Royal Melbourne show which is a huge once-a-year carnival! Lots of rides, farm animals, showbags and food! Bought one girly showbag and a 'Thomas and Friends' showbag for auggy and little ben ben. More excited on the 'Thomas and Friends' showbag cos it's quite a steal...there's like little schl bag, cup, torch light, beach mat...really really cute stuffs! gonna send it over to them! hehe

break week...but am drowning with paper work...gonna get my arse down to do work...ciao~

I HATE CHINAMAN!

Dear MALE housemate,

What makes you think I will wanna have red wine and watch movie on your laptop with YOU?! or better still in your room?!

And you knocking my door at fucking 3 am, just really PISSED me off.

Common sense will tell you that if you knocked the first time, second time and by the THIRD time I ain't getting the door, it'll mean I'm asleep! Master student, use your brain can?! You not only fucking woke me up, I had trouble falling back to sleep....it's schl hols now....so am going shopping and clubbing today...i bloody need the sleep...

Fucking pissed off...I have never been soooo bloody pissed before...

I hate chinaman...young or old...handsome or ugly...i just hate chinaman...

and if you knock on my door again...YOU DIE...~ROAR~

Bitch, bitch, bitch

Feeling edgy lately. Snappy even. Forgive me if I snapped at any of you.

Making myself happy with Amy Winehouse's songs! hahaha...Love her voice!

Just played with google earth! Freaking fun! Someone sent me his location and future house via google earth and it's so freaking cool to be able to see the exact location!

Okie...gotta pack and go home..am in the lib btw...

Hope I won't drown too badly in 'death, dying and grief' infor...argh argh....

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Sing for me....SING!!!

I've waited and waited...

Finally it came to Singapore, again! But I was busy with work then and all the tickets left were really expensive. Sadly, I gave up the idea of catching it.

BUT....they are still performing in Melbourne now! So I finally caught it after waiting for 13 years! taa daaa....















Phantom of the Opera! The vocals were so darn good. The props were so beautiful. The only thing was that our seats were a little too high up and far from that stage. Then again, it's better than nothing...hehe...

Happy that I finally managed to catch it =)

Backdated photos...

The Shepard's pie we attempted ages ago...turns out nice and delicious! Thank you amanda for the recipe....
















Pork ribs....abit chao ta...but quite nice leh...

















Japnese curry rice and fish fingers...you wont wanna know how we fry the fish fingers...haha

















At the hostel kitchen...after dinner...satisfied with what we ate...haha




















I'm the chopper, i'm the dishwasher...muah haha....
















Surf trip photos...bunch of us....
















Waiting for lesson to start...freaking cold lo...






















I looked funny in the surf suit hor...haha...
















Drying myself after the surf...was happy to be dry...and warm...





















We were exhausted.....

















and i was hungry...darn darn hungry...
















Went to the city...this was a few sundays ago...

















My morning walk to school...lovely weather...
















Days when I had 8 am lessons...I'll see these birdies having their 'breakfast' all over the grass patch near my house...these parrots very cute one...and they are free to fly around....unlike those in Singapore...u can only see them in Jurong Bird Park....haha
















My Monday-must-have...cos it's a killer day which i have 9-5 lesson...mm...maybe the guy who is making the coffee is trying to convey msg to me....haha...

















Went for Pixar Exhibition!

















Sent to me upon request...little ben ben bathing!! soooo cute right!

















Healsville trip...this little wallaby is really cute...later we actually managed to touch and pat him/her!





















hee....


















At the Aquarium...

















Bloop bloop bloop...

















Haha...us who didnt have lesson in the afternoon went aquarium together...fun leh....

















Nice view....

















Managed to catch the awesome sunset at eureka skydeck...it's on the 88th level...





















Ferris wheel ride!!!






















hehe...am a happy girl...





















dun see her smile smile...she was alittle scared of height actually...but still took me and sat the ferris wheel with me...hehe...so sweet right...I'll never forget the first few rounds...it was going so fast...3 of us were screaming and laughing in the carriage...




















Me with the huge koala!
















just in case drivers squash the little cuties when driving away...philip island trip

















Look at the colour of the sky....soooo beautiful right....




















At the pier...after our fish and chips dinner...while racing for time to avoid being poo~ed at by the stupid birds...o yar...i tried feeding the seagulls with fries...those nemo-look-alike- seagulls were sooooo aggressive can...i simply got to throw and run away cos there were so many of them fighting for fries....' mine, mine, mine.....' haha

















waiting for the penguins to come home....

















Mornington trip...

















love the scenary love the weather...

















the boys posing at the vineyard...

















my favourite pic of alison and i...

















great night view

Photos...

Yeah...Managed to finish my first aid course early today...so came home after having lunch with the girls...

Here are the photos from the Chisholm Ball...

















Amanda and I...with our masks on...nice? In the bus on our way to Red Scooter
















3 of us...




















This was before i got tipsy...





















Alison with her mask...




















Austin...




















Jack...





















I started to get crazy here...in fact i dun even recall eating the ice cream...



















Blur...but i was gone by then...















Phonsok...the little bro who always helped me when i was tipsy...wah haha...i think i looked kinda stoned here...















Yar...i started my smooch attacks...first on amanda...















then i tried to strangle the boys...



















Tried to smooch jennie too...















I wasnt tipsy here...but this guy was really sporting...he appeared as THE Mask for the party...how cool is that...















the next morning...the girls were down at the hills having free breakfast provided...i wasnt in the pic...cos i was in amanda's bed...nursing my hangover...haha...