super duper stress lately...i dunno why...happened to talk to sze about it and next thing i know... tears started to accumulate...held it back and resume my work cos i knew even if i cry i still have to do work anyway...so no point...might as well get work done than sit there and cry...

it was only till a phone call and some squabbles that i couldnt take it anymore but to breakdown...damn...no one makes me cry before...

hate to cry...it's the last thing that i need to do...

5 more weeks before i can rest completely...5 more weeks.....i'll be able to pull through it no matter wat...