woke up late today...despite auggy's cries...i continue to sleep...thus i was late for my fyp proj...hehe...such a pig...

anyway after sorting out the data...i went down to have my hair coloured and trimmed...colour looked almost the same...but at least it suits my skin colour...and the hairdresser was pretty nice to me...although i do hope that he was the one who cut my hair cos i think he's much better than the one who did mine...sigh...never mind lah....

look good...feel good...and i finally understand...good looking ppl always get better treatment...i always tot it'll be enough to juz be sincere to another person...but no...human beings are that superficial...really...

anyway...after getting my hair done...i went to shop around alone...from 330 to 730 while waiting for fen to knock off and meet me for dinner...was quite desperate to meet her...cos havent seen her since i was back from my trip...so i pathetically begged her to meet up with me...keke...

bought dad a polo t-shirt while shopping...was on sale at robinson...and thinking that i didnt get him anything from my trip...i chose a relatively light colour shirt to make it up to him...hee...hopefully not too big...think mom will be jealous...cos i also didnt buy her anything from my trip...=p

finally had my first meal at 530...cos was rushing from places to places doing stuff...i actually forgot that i havent eaten anything except for the soya bean milk i drank in the morning...so i sat in the bras barsa mac...munching chicken fold...watever it's called...btw the kfc chicken fold we had at thailand tasted so much better...

munched and read my book till evening time then i head down to national lib to look for a book that i wan...bloody lib...despite being so big..it's freaking empty...dun even have the book that i wan...disappointed...

more shopping with my gal..was helping her in getting an outfit for the wedding she has to attend tomolo...bought her a belated bday handbag...hehe...low cost but nice one...

went to test for perfume at sasa...and u know wat...there are some that smell like tequila shots...really...no bluffing...eek...weird smell...or is it juz me...muah haha...

okie we walked till our legs gave way(i walked for like more than 7 hours in a pair of wedges...winner right... ) and had to settle at brecko for a drink...praise this cafe...they actually have stella at 2 for 10 bucks...so we sat down and drink beer...hehe...so much to update each other! and i juz love to chill out like that!!!

yeah...tomolo we'll meet again...we shall embrace 2006 in each other's company...fen...why are u not a guy? or why am i not a guy?? or why arent we a pair of lesbian couple??? muah haha....

sometimes i forgot how easily one can be replaced...by time, by object and of cos by another being...

perhaps i've been too comfortable in my own world of thoughts...constantly assuming that even if things were to change i will be able to handle it...or better still...adapt to it...

But the thing is this...i realise i can do neither....the older i get, the more resistent i am to changes and the ironic thing is...there seem to be more changes occuring as one aged...seriously...is it me or is it a natural process?

the only fortunate thing that happened to me is that becos of OT, it kinda make me learn how face the changes instead of avoiding them...handle them even if it means u're doing something for the first time...see it, acknowledge it, then anyhow wack loh....if u handle it wrongly the first time...learn...then try again the second time...i'm still learning...

i realise i'm the sort that need to learn and go through the process many many times before i can resolve watever is ahead of me...am i dumb or wat...how come my journey is never a straight path? or maybe if it is...my life would have been so typical juz like any other singaporeans...right?

sometimes i wonder why is there such a definite process for everyone to go through...u change from being a baby to a waiting-for-all-milk-teeth-to-drop-out primary schl kid; to a wearing-braces-secondary schl teenager; to a growing-wisdom-tooth jc student; then to a studious and smart uni student....u grad with a degree, find a prestigious job, along the way meet someone u think u can live happily-ever-after-with...get married and give birth to as many cute babies as u and ur partner can have...taa daa....there u go...u'll be termed as a successful being who will be respected and acknowledged...at least in singapore...

somehow along the way i seem to be out of the norm...cos i'm not a uni grad; not sure i'll be able to find a prestigious job; dun think i'll be able to get married and give birth to kids...so am i loser?

wah liao...i'm very bored now...juz a few days after coming back i'm feeling bored liao...

tomolo gonna do fyp for the whole day...and gotta go for squash...havent exercise for a whole week...argh...

i miss those ferry rides....sitting on the deck feeling the wind blowing at ur face....chatting with ur frens in the middle of the sea...seeing the ang mos trying to find joy in drinking beer they've picked is really funny too...

i miss eating food bought from the roadside..yummy...i miss the chicken lady...

i miss the massive blackout in the whole town...i miss walking around every evening going from stalls to stalls...i even miss the super huge waves that to me are so scary...miss running along the beach too...

okie...i juz dun wan the holiday to end so soon...

santa claus...i know x'mas is over...but can my hols not end so soon? i've been a good girl this year....~innocent look~

back from samui trip! went for a drink with my squash mates last nite after i've touched down...

was nursing my hangover for the whole of today...

more updates to come...waiting for handsome to send photos...

love this trip!! each of us has grown and changed alittle as compared to the redang trip we had...

tried crazy stuffs...did crazy things...had great time with ppl i love...i cant ask for more...except to have more of such trips in the future...

yes....will be leaving in few hours time...

cant sleep...cos firstly i'm not done with packing...not bathed yet...and havent cool down yet...mentally...

went to meet up with yk...waited for this bugger for hours cos he ended work late and why he ended work late? cos of his 'analysis paralysis' behaviour...haha...he's the only few whom i know understand and takes me for who i am...somethings juz never change...despite him hitting me till blue black and plucking leaves for me cos i'm into the colour green...

short meet up...and we juz talked as we walked cos trying to catch last bus...he was telling me about his experience and some thoughts he gathered through his part time job in retail...forever got thoughts running thru his mind when he's into something...somehow i juz feel that he should have stuck to literature instead of computing...cos his brain juz function that way...too wasted to go into areas that requires mundane and complicated execution of work...not that he's not capable of doing programming...

i'm juz glad i met up with him...short one...but that's enough...till yd is back...3 of us will unite again...muah haha...and yk if u're reading this....u bloody bruised my arms!!! 100 dao huey minus off from wat i owe u man...inclusive of the hours i've waited for u!

3 more days before i'm out of town...pls let this trip be boo-boo-less....and a super fun one!!

bought vicky her belated bday pressie!! bikini!! muah haha...papa ng sure nose bleed when he sees her in it...we shall wait and see!!

i bought myself another set too! a plain one though...and it's green in colour! kinda contrast with my skin...so quite like it...keke...yummy...yummy!!! i'll take pics...hopefully will look good in them...

havent been jogging much lately...only once this week...am so guilty about it...argh...cant wake up early to do it...evening time i'm always out...how to jog...die die have to do it tomolo...

gonna try something new together with vicky on monday...so exciting....keke...cross fingers...

time flies eh...it's been a year....rem the last christmas eve i spent with ray, jessie and angie...gotten myself drunk before the countdown was done...fond memories of mine...keke...wont be around this christmas eve...but i'm sure looking forward to the gathering we've planned to have on 25th dec...i'll be back...sure will...juz not sure what time i'm touching down...this year there'll be more ppl...more fun...plus i'm not the lousiest drinker among the clique anymore...haha...fact is i'll be getting pre-training from boozing my way thru the whole trip!! yippee!!!

boy do i sound more and more like karen walker... haha....

yeah yeah...miss phua trying to smooch me when her tiko isnt around...wat to do...i can only oblige to her request...juz like how jessie always did to mine...scandalous eh!!

yipee...class dinner

Been doing FYP over at Health Promotion Board...looking through tonnes and tonnes of case notes...see until i blur...hopefully can get enough clients for the study...cross fingers and pray hard hard...

wed went sentosa again...drank beer on the beach..sooooo nice!!! u guys should try next time....and cos the girls didnt like the beer they have...i have to help them finish theirs...ended up being high despite the fact that it's still broad daylight...plus i need to attend dinner with my class somemore...

so evening time....had dinner with my mentor and his wife at this italian restuarant...14 of us went and it's quite fun cos it's informal gathering and we can shake off our status and juz eat and dine like friends...haha not to mention there's wine too...HB brought 4 wine...3 white and 1 red...very nice and smooth!! yummy...love it...

thurs nite went out with chris and nikki...got a treat from the bday gal...keke fun fun...ate japanese food...nice nice...haha hope she like the pressie that we bought...hehe...

today...went vicky's house to bake cookies!! haha super oily and sweet! but turns out not bad lah...presentable and edible...process of baking was hilarious...cos so many of us...and we all trying to chip in to make the best out of it...and we add all sort of ingredients to make it taste more....exortic? unique maybe...haha

yes...tomolo going to buy bikini...muah haha...mm how many bikinis do i have now...mm...5 i think..more to come!!yippe!!! so exciting!

u know sometimes when u talk to a fren out of concern
but whatever u said ended up being brushed off like dust
u juz feel like raising your arms, surrender and shout 'I GIVE UP'?
i wanna puke blood...convulse and die....no matter how much i have said...nothing gets thru...so why talk in the first place...i'll zip my mouth from now onwards...
realise my words are zero value...utterly worthless...might as well shut my bloody mouth up...

Woo hoo!!! exciting weekends! i think i wasn't home for more than 10 hours since friday! haha...busy busy...trying to make full use of my holidays...so i packed as much activities as i can within a day...haha...crazy...i really did alot of stuff man...

fri~
wanted to see choon yew off before he go for his ns service...poor poor thing...juz had his A level and he has to go in for the no-brainer training already...we haven't even gotten the time to go sentosa with him...i promised that we will go again cos he said it was fun the previous time we went...too bad loh who ask him dun train earlier for nafa test...in the end can't do his pull up...

anyway...ck and i couldn't wake up in time...i ended up calling this little bro and told him to take care of himself in camp...juz hope that his blurness wont lead him to being ter gan...

ck, me and sze still meet up at pasir ris later in the morning...cos i need to get some stuff for a fren...after which three of us went for a shopping spree at the john little sale...haha...actaully there isn't much to buy except for lingerie! yah yah went shopping with two guys for bras!!! hey i'm training them k...afterall they will need to acc their gfs for lingerie shopping in future...it'll be such a turn off if guys still have those i'm-not-stepping-into-the-bra-zone concept...
it ain't the first time with them shopping with me anyway...if handsome is here he'll in the clique too...muah haha...o we bought ck a feather coat for his trip as a present too...sze, vic, adrian, me and yd (eh i count u in too...cos can imagine u whining if i didnt do that...haha)

after burning a hole in my pocket with the bras i bought...ck acc me to change photo for my passport...i tell u....there's a hell lot of ppl at the ICA buiding...ALOT....luckily the service was quite efficient...so i didnt really wait too long...BUT the buzzing sound of the bell gave me a headache and it didnt help with this irritating father who kept complaining to his son about how slow the queue was moving and later change his topic to how his son was being picked up from dustbin...ppl never Ever tell ur children that they are picked up from the dustbin...it's lame...it's stupid...and to have such meaningless conversation going on for 20 min...i was secretly slapping this man left-right-centre inside my head...

my photo was changed eventually...and u know wat...the lady at the counter gave a little giggle when she saw my old passport photo...biang...very funny meh...i dun look that different lo...and becos of her...ck burst out laughing...he laughed so much that the lady asked him 'why are u laughing'...hello..i'm still sitting there le...totally ignore my existance man...

done with being mocked by my unglam old photo...went swimming with ck...i was made to swim laps after laps...argh...so tiring...such a torturous coach...

okie...done with swimming...it was evening then...went to gina's place to stay over cos her hubby was out of town...was watching her wedding video...keke...quite fun!

exciting part comes...vicky babe managed to borrow a van...and she suggested supper at geylang...so sweet of her to come drive us all...from balestir to serangoon to bishan to ntu to punggol then to geylang....my frens and i were at the back of the van...riding the bumpy road for 1 hour++ before reaching our destination...haha...hilarious ride...there were shoutings...of directions...of horror...of pain...of laughters...and boy...we all miss yd...cos it always remind us of all the lorry rides we had...

okie...by the time we went back..it was 3++ in the morning...didnt sleep till about 5++....
exciting day eh...and it's only fri for me...haha...

sat~
had badminton session with ck, yilong and liyan....haha...all very nua...juz play and play...not very tough lah...but we're all like half dead...dunno why...liyan was the worst...cos not only was she tired....she kept being hit by the shuttlecocks too...no longer am i jinx with the thing flying at my head...haha...

went old airport road for dinner...cos vick drove...yummy...we ate all the dishes that we love...haha...we are such a bunch of gluttons...

reached home at 8++ and was totally beated...knocked out in front of tv by 10...by far the earliest time i slept....

sun~
SENOTSA!! it was zouk out on sat...so the beach was left with tentages and stuffs...hmm...maybe the sand is covered with ppl's puke too...who knows...
anyway we went to the far end to lie down and get ourselves baked till golden brown...haha...the sun was perfect for suntanning...not scorching hot but good enough to make u turn colour...
and now i'm burnt...like wat ck's frens said...i've turned from rare to well done...to chao da....-_-

fun weekends!!! yippee....dunno where i've gotten my energy from...but i juz looooooove all the company i had!

8 more days to koh samui!!!

falling asleep soon....

finally asleep on my shoulder

giving my arms some rest for carrying this huge chubby baby to sleep...

wanted to blog last nite...but was too sleepy...

yeah...first day of not working...i woke up at 10 cos auggy was crying...cant stand him crying...so woke up to carry him...cant seem to soothe him so throw back to bro to let him deal with his son...haha...

then gotten pissed off by my dad...complaining about my room being messy...so i spent the whole afternoon clearing my room...threw out the whole lot of my teddy bears and soft toys to make space for my notes and textbooks...tell u...i really threw out a hell lot...now i'm only left with the big totoro soft toy whom my fren brought back all the way from taiwan when he went for ns field camp years ago (till now i'm still very surprise that he rem i like totoro and had make the effort to bring this huge soft toy all the way back)...two beanies from my frens on my 21st bday and my beloved tattered bear from fen two x'mas ago..o and the fury dog that yd they all bought and secretly hid at my place for one of my bday...the rest i juz threw them away...made up my mind and i finally did what i should have done long ago...

actually my whole plan for the day was spoilt due to the complain...wanted to change photo for passport...in the end have to push it to fri...things i plan to do on wed i have to change it...so was in rather foul mood....

seek solace in my jogging regime...exactly one hour for about 7km jog...not too bad considering it was bloody hot when i jogged...after that went to meet fen for 9.20 pm harry potter show...entertaining lah...except that the new dumblerdore actor sux...totally changed the calm, experienced wizard into one that is gan jiong and weird...

as for today...woke up late...once again i fly ck kite...cos suppose to swim with him in the morning but couldnt get up...=p haha had lunch at home then went KK for fyp discussion...then went schl for training...didnt play much though...

tomolo morning...sending our beloved choon yew to tekong...haha...o man...i hope he'll do juz fine for ns...little bro is all grown up now...next will be yilong's turn in few years time...o man...reminds me of the time when i send jl off...that's like so darn long ago lah...

okie going to watch will and grace! muah haha....

i cant stop beaming...today is my last day of work!!!

wah haha...i can finally sleep in for tomolo...so happy! i really need sleep man...so tired...if i were to continue any further...i probably juz cracked...dun think i can take it le...tiring...

already planned to go sentosa on sun...but as for tomolo...need to get something done first...hopefully can go and change me photo for my passport...haha...yd smsed me this afternoon to remind me...so sweet...haha...

meet up with ck, liyan and her fren for dinner...then off we go, shopping around at fast east...tried a tube dress...ck say very nice...keke...maybe i'll get it! yeah!

seriously need to get another set of bikini...shall go with vicky to get it...then can wear it on our trip too!! yeah yeah...i cant wait to go!!

sat was great! i'm so proud of the clients from SPD...their performance is really nice...of cos not to mention my classmates' effort in training them and coming up with the musical beats and stuff...job well done...=)

physical disability awareness week...wonder if anyone notice this campaign...hopefully we're able to rise some attention among the public...

sent the clients to our schl in the noon for lunch and activities...was attending to the client i took last year during the SPD sportsday...haha he's still as talkative...thing is he didnt throw tantrum at me this time round...at least i kinda manage him pretty well...know when to talk him thru to participate in the games so that he can earn the prize that he kept asking for...haha...

and guess wat...my group won the sandwich making competition and for the overall games...didnt expect that...haha...but happy that all of them had fun...at least i did...

mm...i felt really happy...dunno why...not because we won...but i juz feel happy to see them enjoying themselves...guess it's the kind of satisfaction i see when at the end of the day everyone had their share of fun and laughter...it's tiring though cos have to keep the energy level up constantly...have to look out for clients as well...so by the time i got on the bus to head home...i was dozing off away like a dead log....

evening time went to carl's junior for dinner...it was packed man...dunno why ppl like to eat such big portion burger...as if they can finish...i know yilong was struggling with his super 'tua' burger in the end...haha...

anyway as usual...went to hang out with my squash mates at the new happy daz....deco is slightly better now...but they still dun have stella...wat's wrong with them man...dun they know it's nicer than tiger...sigh...as usual lah...i got home tipsy and sleepy...hehe...fun sat afterall...

my clinical suppose to end yesterday...but due to the 2 days mc i took...i have to make them up for the coming two days...

not that i mind at all...cos that means i have two more days to spend with my clients...and my supervisor...haha

o man...juz realised that it was a year ago that i've baked cookies for my beloved frens...hehe...the-once-a-year-baking season is here again...but this time round i'm planning to bake for my supervisor....for being able to face me day in day out for 8 weeks and also being so tolerant of my clumsiness and blurness...

sigh time flies...2 months and it's gone...I CAN'T WAIT TO FLY!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BKK TO FIND YD!! let's all do crazy stuff while we're away shall we?

muah haha...but first of all...i need to get my passport photo changed...cos i kena final warning the previous time....so ppl...pls do me a favour and ask me this qn 'have u changed ur passport photo?' whenever u see me...cos i very scare i'll forget...and if i forget...think my frens will all scream at me...there wont be much fun without me on this trip right...~wink wink~ muah haha...

okie gotta run...have SPD event today...hehe...hopefully can get to see cute cute clients that we saw last year!

am listening to damien rice's songs...the cd that yd burnt for me...

always feel sad whenever i listen to the songs....it reminds me of the trip i had to KL and all those thoughts that went thru my mind during the journey...bitter....really bitter...but it is something i need in order to move on...it's as though i've immersed myself in total sadness and eventually emerge from it to be a stronger me...sigh...tough journey eh...indeed...

went to watch Prime with peifen...such a great movie...love the actresses...plus the ending as well...it juz reminds me of handsome - bet u'll love the movie too....

no word is spoken...juz an exchange of look and a smile is enough to say it all...tinge of sadness...tinge of satisfaction...tinge of longingness...tinge of love left from what used to be ever so strong...a look, a smile and walk away....

today took mc...cos not feeling well...

was baby sitting auggy...abit bored...so ended up taking photo with my boy...haha quite fun...


one big teddy bear, one medium teddy bear...what's lacking??


u need giant baby auggy!!!


haha...auggy actually stayed still n looked into the cam


can see he's bored liao...

pri schl buds

JC buds

CCS buds

i'm constantly surrounded by gorgeous ppl...no doubt bout that...keke....
and i seemed to have this special attachment with the no. 3!
hmm...maybe the 3rd guy that i'm gonna know will be my husband...muah haha...

haha my sup said i'm abit of a exercise freak...eh...to a certain extend yar...but if i dun exerise i'll juz feel lethargic...

no one was home today when i knocked off...went jogging then had a nice warm bath and settle down to have my dinner by 9...ate a little while watching tv....and as usual i dozed off by 10...vaguely rem mumbling to bro not to switch off my light in the room so that i can wake up and do my work later...think i was bargaining with him in my sleepy mode cos he wants me to rest with the lights off...quite funny cos i think i sound irrelevant...too sleepy...

sigh gotten a C+ for my pract exam which i took before the attachment start....i mean okie lah...am always an average student...but was hoping can score bit better...eh on the other hand...heard that there were 8 Fs in our two classes...so guess i should be glad i didnt fall into that category considering i was quite nervous when demonstrating on my lecturer and course manager...and for ur infor..they were very good actress and actor in terms of being floppy patients

results will be out on fri? heard from classmate about that...gee...

meeting my gals on fri nite for dinner and chilling out...yippee....looking forward to that...

bout 1 week++ left for my attachment...am gonna miss my sup and patients....they are really fun and nice ppl....sigh...good things dun last eh...but that's the reason why one should treasure what they are having at the moment...

feeling abit sleepy now ~yawn~

wanna go suntanning...make muffins and bake cookies...so many things to do! muah haha

guess where this was taken at?

they stood by me for 10++ years...nearly wanna bash up those who hurt or upset me...so tell me...how can i not love them???

damn it..i have never been this suey in my life...

made a HUGE mistake during clinical...utterly no idea why i'm so freaking blur as to make such big mistake...sigh...stupid stupid stupid....

mood was utterly dampened for the whole freaking noon...so i seek refuge in my jogging regime again...yeah...i ran and i ran...from punggol to sengkang to serangoon park connector which lead me to somewhere around hougang/kovan area....then from the park connector to sengkang then back to punggol again...ran for an hour...bout 6-7 km i think...wasnt exactly tired...in fact i felt so much better after that...though at some point i really did wanna give up...cos knees abit cant take it...but somehow the further i go...tiredness juz go away and i'll just get used to the momentum...

and with my music...i juz keep running...actually i'm very tired today...cos last nite didnt sleep well...cant sleep actually..so got up to do work...sigh...

i kinda miss yk...havent talked to him for months...briefly talked to him days ago...man he used to acc me when i rush my reports...sigh...hope to meet up with him soon...

went jogging just now...gotten caught in heavy rain...so i seek shelter at the void deck of some sengkang's flat...

was waiting for the rain to stop when i see ppl brisk walking, running, trying to minnimise the chance of getting drenched...

saw children laughing and screaming cos they get to walk in the rain which i think most children will grab every chance they have to do it...i used to like walking in the rain...but there i was seeking refuge at the void deck...

first i didnt wanna fall sick...not when i already have a slight sore throat...secondly i didnt wanna spoil my receiver...a very useful gagdet that i cant do without when i jog...

so i waited...looking up at the sky wondering when it will stop crying...

tired of waiting...slowly having the feel to walk in the rain...i step out to head home...happy that perhaps walking in the rain will make me feel better

nothing...rain stopped...juz alittle drizzle and massive wind....sigh...

o well...at least i feel better now...been slacking at home the whole day...nursing my slight hangover...hehe...went coco latte last nite...wasnt as nice as i tot it will be...it's small with nice seats and piercing music...so piercing that we have to get out of the place...and hop to another place...sat outdoor in cosy sofas...keke...smooched jessie on her cheek while hopping to the outdoor bar...sorry woman...always 'attack' u when i'm tipsy...=p

bought gwen stephanni's cd...really cool!!! love it!!! Luxrious! nice nice!

the day i decided to take a shot at...the day i gamble my feelings with...the day which i dun wanna be reminded of but it still did...

need booze...really really really badly....

cheers to my stupidity...cheers to ur happiness...cheers to my numbness...cheers....

how blur can one be...I utterly can't stand myself tonite!!! wah biang...i tot my basic theory is today...but no...it was yesterday...damn it...waste my money...i totally screwed up on the dates!!!

kaoz...so darn blur...

wanted to go ck's house to give him cake after my test...end up i dun have test to take today and ck wasnt at home then...wat to do...go walk around at bishan alone...then bought cakes for peifen and ck...then head down to serangoon to wait for the two of them at dou hua shop...me and my stupid brain...argh...how come so blur...think i too tired...that's why...haha..hopeless....

anyway dunno wat to get for ck so gotten him a cake first....babe...Happy Birthday!!! muack muack...may all ur wish come true...

yeah tomolo fri...see if can catch movie with fen or not...think harry potter too hot to get any tics....saving face maybe...hoho...we shall see how....

havent jogged for the whole week...damn...feeling uneasy....die die have to jog on sat....=p

wat a fulfilling day...hee...

i did 7 house visits with my sup!! wah haha...from morning 8am all the way to 6 pm...from one end of singapore to the other!!! fun le!!! tiring though...two of us were sweating so madly under the blazing sun and we dozed off on the long bus journey too...haha fun o...

so wat did we do today...tried unsuccessfully to fix pt's tap in the bathroom in the morning...and cos the the toilet was wet...i rolled up my pants...and forgotten to roll it down all the way till i reach the next pt's house...wah liao darn mah lu...and neither me nor my sup noticed that...-_- was laughing our heads off...sigh...so blur...

kena chased after by pt's bro in the noon...though our pt is compliant...her bro who is also alittle unsound kept stopping us from seeing her...tried to meet the pt at the voiddeck of her house...her bro ended up chasing after us and pulled pt back...for one moment i tot he was going to drag either my sup or me man...wah biang...one day we'll admit him in imh instead...he should really get some treatment...

wanted to go jogging but was raining then...and the moment i finished my dinner at around 8..i concussed at about 9...with auggy crying non-stop at the home...i can still fall asleep on the sofa...power right...

so glad i'm in the mobile team...i really cant see myself doing any...ANY deskbound job...but the more house visit i do the more paper work i need to finish too...will be stuck in office to do all the documentation for the whole day later...argh...

anyway been awake since 3 to do documentation...

i need to jog...but raining again...hai yo....

wah liao...stupid bro...pass auggy to me cos he's tired of carrying the crying baby....the moment i carry him...he puked all over my shoulder like no one's business....best....so darn gross....

yippee!!

i survived thru the day with juz one hour of sleep...wah haha....was rushing thru my presentation last nite...

went house visits early in the morning and then went back to schl for my case presentation..yeah...think i score not bad...cos my lecturer and classmates seemed pretty interested in what i've presented! cool! i've always like discussion with them...

nearly become a plumber today...think tomolo have to go pt's house to fix tap...eh...have no idea how to go about doing it...juz wack lo...see how my sup and i can do with our limited 'plumbing' experience....

now i'm darn sleepy and tired...juz ate kfc...haha...fattening le...but contended...wanted to go jogging in the evening but after playing and looking after auggy for an hour ++ i juz fell asleep on the sofa till dinner time....

haha dun u think his head is like a huge peach!!! so round hor!!!

morning my little chubby angel...

love this pic...to be continued...

Guess wat....We girls won 2nd place for the squash competition!!!! haha out of the 4 poly...we are the second....eh not easy hor though only 4 schls...we fought so darn hard k...and now our effort paid off!! i'm juz so so so so glad!!!!

2 thumbs up for the my girls and boys!!! i'm really proud of every single one of them...most of us picked up squash during yr 1....from zero experience to wat we have achieved now...i can proudly say we deserve the medals today!!!

so happy!!! haha....like i said...i treasure the process more than the result...of cos now that we won 2nd...it's a bonus to us! i will never forget time spent with my dear squashies (ray, jessie and angie included!!) in all the trainings and runnings! those times when we suffer and pant together....i'll really miss that! really really glad to know my team mates...their never-say-die attitude is always something that i'm proud of!

squash is an individual game...yet it's a team sport as well...the bond that we girls share is really something that i can never ever forget...will treasure it in my heart!

okie need to go and bathe...tonite dun need to sleep liao cos got case study to finish...so dead man...argh!!!

anxious...been running alot...been playing alot of squash...been talking to ppl...trying to calm and soothe them...

went drinking last nite...as usual...but happy daz was closed and the new one has yet to open...so went to another place for a drink...first time ever i drank tiger beer outside...dun like tiger beer...but last nite it tasted alright...perhaps i couldnt care less...cos i wasnt quite in the mood...

had dinner with ck and his frens at bugis...then we head down to suntec...it was alright...until i had to make my way down to serangoon garden...the bus journey juz dampened my mood...it always does...i dunno why...or maybe becos it's nov that's why...

sigh...could have hung out with the gals longer...but am too sleepy...first time i felt sad after drinking...first time....

i hope the next time we go drinking...it'll be for celebration and that the old smiley drunkard will be back...

wont be playing tomolo...but if i had to scream my head off for my gals...i bloody will!

am a bad bad girl...i threw temper at my mom juz now...cant help it...getting on my nerve...

seems like all my mom can talk to me about is auggy...sigh...i'm not jealous about this little angel of mine...juz tired and turn off that while reaching home at 12am after my squash match....all my mom can ask is...'eh is that auggy's pic?' when i switched on my com...

i'm like the lowest ranked citizen at home...freaking sian man....

anyway more things to blog...but no energy...

will update more during weekends...

okie i juz got back from my calming jog....haha was pacing with a fellow jogger and he commented that my pacing is good for a girl! wah haha...happy....very nice of him to pace me for whole 6 rounds...though i'm half dead after that...

bathe and dinner...then get down to work...

wish my luck for tomolo!

restless restless.....argh....tomolo is the start of the big day...damn i'm starting to feel nervous...

went to see a financial planner yesterday...pretty interesting...apologies to ppl whom i gave the planner some of ur no.

if u're not interested in it juz reject her if she called u up k...she wont bug u after the first rejection...not sabo~ing u...juz tot if u're interested u can go ahead and meet up with her...anyway free of charge...hehe...

went arab street last nite...and went to this cafe that is soo darn cool! very nice place to hang out...am gonna bring my buds there next time...woo~ and i bought this really nice authentic PURPLE earrings!!! cheap somemore...happy happy...haha...

went alley bar after sending jessie home...it's gonna be our new hang out place man...cos its interior is soooo soothing!

really had a great time last nite...it's been awhile since 4 of us last hang out together...not to mention the white butt incident...gee...

anyway gonna go for a jog...i'm feeling very restless now...must be cos of tomolo...argh!!!

i miss the beach...i cant wait to go thailand...

i wanna go sentosa...but my pals are having exams...sigh...the weather has been so great lately...too good to miss it eh...sigh sigh...

shall go to sleep...need to go for my solitary jog soon...i hope one day i can go for marathon run...eh really le...but have yet to try running 8 km...will do it progressively...hopefully can run 10 km then...

okie need to sleep...happy deepavali and selamat hari raya!

Went shopping with ck and fen on sunday...

read his blog and u'll know he's gotten praised by a pretty gal who commented that he is good looking...haha...so flattering hor...wah haha....

i've gotten praised too...but by another girl fren who joined us for the KL trip previously...okie lah...as much as i hope it's a guy who said i'm pretty...i'm equally contended to be prasied...muah haha...thick skin yes...but who cares...i need such ego boosting comment occasionally too....i'm only human hor....

haha...anyway bummed into her along raffels city and came to realise that the trip to malaysia was actaully a retreat for her to nurse her broken heart...eew...juz like me...

guess i shine better when i'm alone...more like the old me doing the things i should be doing for myself...

i dunno why but i'm always the fattest and plainest when i'm in a relationship...perhaps when i'm with someone i'm all lazy and comforty to doll myself up...took it for granted that i'm taken...haha =p

since now i'm alone i might as well dress to make myself happy...muah haha..and hopefully the next time someone comment that i'm pretty...it'll be a guy...~wink wink~

yd,ck...i know wat u'll be mouthing now when u read this...starting with the letter 's' ....haha

What have i been up to lately? Havent gotten the time to update my blog...cos most of the time i fell asleep in front of the computer or on my bedroom floor while doing my stuff...haha...power sia...

attachment at IMH is fun...interesting and yet challenging...in terms of talking the right way to different type of patients...each of them has their own style and pattern in mannerism and character...it's really an art to know how to connect and click with them on the spot and build the rapport from there...my interviewing skills sux big time for this placement...i dunnoe why...perhaps i'm not fast enough to respond..have to buck up man...

squash...competition is coming...feeling abit weird...maybe nervous arh...i dunnoe...i juz hope we can achieve wat we've all aimed for...at this point of time...i really really love my squashies...time spent with them training and doing all the tough drills seems more bearable and fun with them going thru together with me...u should see how we all go jelly-legged after all the sprintings that coach made us do....

gonna miss them alot after the competition...the gal team especially...i am so proud of each of them...making every ounce of their effort to come for training apart from their attachment...it's really tough for them and i really appreciate it...

okie of cos apart from all these....i have my personal time with my lovely friends too...

back track a little...to the week where handsome came back from thailand...
went happy daz with him, his sis, adrian and ck....no big band or rowdy crowds but it was a hell enjoyable time spent....

been awhile since we all went chilingl out together...i'm still waiting to go wala with them all...cos i juz went last sat and shiryln was GOOD!!! i mean the band really rocks! they've changed their style quite abit but i love it! am sure yd and yk will like it!

had my fair share of drink that nite...=p as usual...keke...cant help it...how can a chill out nite be fun without some booze and music right...anyway aint gonna touch alcohol till after competition...

here's some pic...


taken at airport...went to fetch handsome who came back for a short retreat before going back to be a thai worker again...muah haha


my lips are the sexiest among them right...hahaha...


haha i think this pic is quite cute le...yd ur smile abit weird...i look like i'm going to sleep...which was true...cos i zonk out in adrian's car that nite...


snuggling up with my babe!


the trios! yes yd, we are each other's worst enemies...but we've been each other's darlings too havent we?keke...


i love the two of u so so much!