Dinner with my folks and the young one...

Mommy suggested we go out for dinner in the evening since bro and sis-in-law going for concert on their own...

4pm, baby boy budged into my room to wake me up from my lovely nap...i tot he was juz being irritating...so i chased him out and locked my door...

heard from mom that he went crying...saying my door was locked and kept asking her for the keys to open my door...and why was he so gan jiong about getting me up? Cos he wanna go out and mama told him to wake moi up...doink...

Anyway...got up, washed up and off we went to clark quay...














I always tell my parents that auggy belongs to the 尖屁股 category. So i gave him 2 train stops...after 2 train stops he'll definitely wanna get out of his seat and go running around...surprisingly he surpassed the 4th stop before fidgeting and go running to and fro =p















Us in the food court.
We had to take turns to eat cos this bugger as i've said, wont sit still to have his dinner. Dessert was Azabu ice cream which 4 of us shared a cup of strawberry and mango ice cream by the riverside...

Mommy was busy telling me where exactly her old house was at clark quay and that she had to cross the bridge to the market (which is the current Central) to buy grocery...while auggy was busy trying to get his spoon as much ice cream as possible from the cup...daddy was trying out some of it too though he aint suppose to eat sweet stuff...hehe...















Mama sat him on the table...told him to pose for photo..and he went 'Ha ha'...pretty nice eh...considering he didnt fidget that much...















Taken in the train...had to use 2 sweets to resolve his 尖屁股 issues...tiring k...
Used my phone to distract him too...took this photo and he went 'hee hee' with the sweet in his teeth...darn darn funny when i look at it...

Just love the evening we spent together...
No squabblings over what to eat what not...or where to go where not to...
So fun!

I wonder if i'll have aches tomolo when i wake up...after all the chasing, running and carrying...darn tired now...

no wonder they say wanna have kids should have them when you're young...tiring to run after toddlers leh....

The L word....

~Last day of work~

Yipppeee! Went back AH on my last day of work. Sigh, didnt get to talk much with my colleagues cos lunch break was at auditorium, listening to vision alignment. As usual, CEO always have the last say. Thing is, the talk aint that bad, some of his view points do make sense, juz not all...haha

3 of my colleagues including my boss took half day off cos they knew i'll be around to help out in the hands department. Doink...so i ended up spending my afternoon in the stuffy-air con-not working dept. Luckily Lynn and my lovely TAs were around.

It's been awhile since i get to see 4 patients at the same time. Kinda messy but still i like multi-tasking in this case, time passed so much faster.

Boss was nice enough to buy me lunch and soya bean milk. Went for the lunch talk together, juz like those days when i was her student. She's so sweet can, bought me this portable speakers as farewell gift. Really cool, considering my only portable ones are the 'hello kitty' speakers that mom bought years ago. I'll probably pack it for my study=)

Her last msg for me was funny too...apologised that she had to rush off cos she need to be home for pest control guy to kill the termites in her house and that she hope we can be colleagues again. Soo sweet...

I'll probably visit them after my vietnam trip, either to give them goodies from vietnam or be their 'marks n spencer' girl again =) Of cos i'll go back to visit jmc too...hehe...my cups and cactus still there le...

~Loser~

Banker called with a new no. WTF...prank call me 3 times cos i couldnt recognise his voice.

What is it you want? If you wanna tell me you've gotten a new no. juz tell me, juz tell me straight. And if you're bored, look for other girls who can give u better entertainment than i do...for god sake...you're reaching the end of ur big 3...be like one...

~The L word~
It's a drama series. Go search on youtube. Quite nice =)

Sigh i miss will and grace...damn i should get my lappy soon so that i can watch the dvds before i fly....

my sunday...

Couped myself up at home for the whole of Saturday. Dun think i talked more than 10 sentences yesterday, partly due to the fact that no one was home anyway.

Read magazines, watched tv, ate my chips, listened to my music, typed my blog to vent my frustrations. Those were the things i did for the whole of Sat. Waste of time to you but that was just what i need to do to get my sanity back. I always use my weekends to watch tv. As much as i like, as long as i like, till the point that i'm tired and doze off in front of the tv. Always like that kinda feeling.

Feeling much much better today. Went out with Audrey to Toys' Rus and bought baby boy some toys. Was deciding btw kitchen set and doc set. Decided upon the doctor set cos i dun wan him to dwell on food too much. I hope he likes the toy, at the most i'll be his patient to let him do the 'injection' ...haha...

Went around looking for red heels. Ppl everywhere. Crowds everywhere. Had my dinner with fen and audrey at my favourite soup spoon again. Yummy...

3 more days to go....

I'm starting to count down....

now i'm excited...heee....

Yummy margaritas....

Was what we had last nite...We each ordered the huge one last nite...ate tortilla chips and the wrongly ordered nachos...it was fun =)

Weirdly...i wasnt in the mood to club after the drinks...wasnt in the mood to dance or giggle or laugh or do silly talks...

Not in the mood to do anything except feeling sad and sleepy....how pathetic...that's soo not me...i mean sleepy...yes...but never sad...i was never feeling sad in my tipsy state...

Am so sorry girls....sorry to dampen the mood last nite...

Fuck...why do u have to call me...what is it that you want from me? What?!!!

Sometimes i juz wanna terminate my line...the only fucking thing that u have in order to have the contact with me...the only link btw us...

But i reckon that overseas dial tone sounds better than juz ' the line you juz called is not in use...'

小小年纪就....

Dinning room (Scene 1)
Bro: Orh....你看，谁弄掉的？？？ 这么乱....

Auggy: 姑姑...(very loudly)

Bro: 姑姑??? 姑姑在房间, 怎么会乱丢东西???


Bedroom (Scene 2)
Me (overheard everything and thinking to myself) : 臭Auggy...小小年纪就懂得冤枉我 -_-"'

嗨哟....烦死了

'还要'

Auggy's phrase...Soley applies for food...and he can go '还要', '还要', '还要', '还要', '还要' for like another 20 times before he suceeds in getting the food he wants...

'买'

Auggy's term...Solely on food and food only...This was followed by his request of '还要' for biscuits and when I told him 'No more, finished'....This litte bugger will go '买', '买', '买', '买', '买'....for another 20 times or so...

Boy is he not only a glutton but a long winded baby glutton too...o man...

I need my own camera...didnt take any pics during my bday =(

I wasnt strangling him...he was actually resting his chin on my arm and grinding his teeth...Love his little eyes in this pic!
















We were daydreaming on my bed...with my little blue pillow which baby boy likes to smell, gives a funny face and says ' CHOU CHOU ' very loudly...muah haha




















The partition we've been asking for...















Silly me had my name tag on...















Missy 'cracking' my back....not CPR k...I was actually lying prone...















Back strengthening with gym ball....I wonder if this partition will still be around...say 5 years down the road...hmm....















Surprise bday gift from Apple!















It was a huge bouquet with a huge water bag as base...can stand on its own...keke

Pricelss

When was the last time I watched a film which was soooo hilarious, which caused me to laugh and clapp like siao char bo...only to realise the rest of the ppl in the cinema were doing the same!

I miss watching French films...sometimes it seemed absurd in how the story went but the twist within it juz caught us off guard...

Moi love Audrey Taotou! She's so versatile in whichever roles she took up (eh...except for Da Vinci =p) . From the psychotic stalker in ' He loves me, he loves me not" to the materialistic girl in 'Priceless'.....She's such a sweet, captivating lady when she smiles...so childlike...Love her big watery eyes....

Anyway, this movie is a must watch. It's way better than spidey...And i came out of the cinema feeling satisfied!

I cant help laughing when i replay the scenes in my mind...where Jean flashed his 30,000 euro watch in front of Irene...the widely used technique of saying unfinished sentence in a seductive way...

Woo...makes me feel like taking up French too....muah haha...surprise surprise....

' I want to....'

'I like to....'

' I love to....'

fragile things

It's true isnt it...many things in life are so darn delicate...friendships, relationships, health, sanity...

I just realise i didnt receive any msg from her on the 12th...when did she stop? did i send her one on 25th Jan in the first place? Same old question again. When did we drifted? Why? Had i not put in enough effort to try and sustain this friendship? Or have i changed so much that she cannot stand talking to me anymore...same old questions...same old stuffs...same whys....

I guess in this case, I've been written off...by time? by love? by distance?

Dad will be going for checkup in late June and early July, I dun think i'll be able to accompany him for his July checkup. Will he want my company in the first place? Seriously, i dunno. Perhaps to him, it's not necessary. Did i not give him enough attention? But each time i did, I ended up with rejections and some curt remarks. I'm just not perfect or established enough for him to be proud of me.

Why am I not surpise that he doesnt rem my birthday this year. And someone suggested that the reason he called last Wed was becos of my birthday. It's not...and damn...it had me thinking about last year...when he remembered, celebrated and spent it with me...

I'll leave...without telling...perhaps that's the way it should be...makes no diff to them anyway...

Welcome to club 25th,quater century!

YES...Happy Birthday to ME!!

Indeed, I do feel very much pampered for this birthday!

~Friday~
Papa Ng offered to fetch me to work...to sorta make up for the booboo on tue. Muah haha...but blur him got lost on the way to my house and i ended up half hour late for work due to him going merry-go-round in punggol area and the traffic jam on the highway...

He is so sweet can...bought me two cakes from polo in the morning and even da bao lunch from NTU canteen for me and cindy in the noon...muah haha...felt very spoilt =p

Thanx for all the effort, Sze...appreciate that and i hope ur competition is going well in Darwin now =)

My colleagues at work gave me a surpirse during lunch too!! Didnt even know my assistant bought me a cake...I thought she was hungry and went for early lunch...haha...they were so cute! Switched off the clinic lights while i was eating the curry rice with sze...then they came in with the birthday cake and sang bday song to me...hehe...i know i took a long time to make my wish...cant help it cos got alot of things to wish for and in case i dun get anymore cakes...at least i made the wish with this one! haha...

Thanx Cindy, Mega, Catherine and Evelyn =) U gals made my day...

Dinner was with my beloved squashies...had nice sushi salad and soup for dinner...then off we went in search for yummy martinis! Am so Karen Walker on fri! haha...

Went to Alley Bar at first but their service and drinks sux that nite so we hopped to Emerald No. 5...they had martinis 1 for 1...so we girls indulged ourselves with tonnes of dry martinis! Got ourselves so giggly and high that we started having peanuts factory, throwing peanuts shells at one another, not to mention throwing and aiming peanuts down one another's top...they even attempted to stuff one down my o-so-not-obvious cleavage and thus bruising my tender-peeling-delicate chest!

Done with martinis and peanuts, off we went to st james to dance our hearts out! Midnight was greeted with my gals circling me and singing birthday song at the top of their voice...we didnt care much cos we were high and i'm the birthday girl...so who cares...haha...

Thanx ray, jessie, angie, wan yee and chin han for such a fun time! Really really enjoyed myself that nite...had never smooch u gals so many times before...i like...haha

~Saturday~
Met up with Eve for lunch and off we went to shop around. Was so darn bloated by noon as i've been eating a hell lot since friday morning!

Met up with Fen eventually and I managed to find the nice jacket that i was looking for from Mango! hehe..so happy!

Dinner was with my gang...handsome, yilong, ck, adrian, fen and tawfiq at this okinawa jap restaurant...pretty interesting place and we had a hard time deciding what to order cos it's slightly different from the usual jap food that we get...in the end we took the chief's recommendation and tried quite a few dishes...quite yummy o!

Wanted to head for yet another drinking session but decided to settle at mac so that we could all get to play the card games tat ck brought along. 'Citadels' and 'No merci' Both are really fun games to play in group! Except that towards the end we were quite braindead trying to scheme and tricked each other...muah haha...fun nite!

Thanx Eve for the lunch...

Thanx Tawfiq for the lovely bottle of alcohol bought from thailand...i hope it's nice...will let u guys know when i open it...muah haha

Thanx fen and min for the jacket...will meet up with gals again next week...

Thanx yd, ck, adrian and yilong for spending time with moi!

Thanx handsome for making all the arrangements, smses and suggesting of the place for makan...

Thanx for all the hugs and well wishes peeps =) Love you guys hell lot...really...

Thanx Apple mommy for sending lovely flowers to my house!!! Soooo sweet of you!! took pic of the flowers leh...will post it up soon...hee...

Thanx Jane for calling me and wishing me happy birthday (my boss aka my supervisior in my student days...heee) Sharon, Kar lock for the sms and Ah Muan for the ecard (my beloved colleagues from AH)

Thanx everyone for making my birthday such a great one!! MUUUUAAACCK!

Partition up!!!

YES!!! The partition we've been fighting for since day one of operation, is finally here and up!!! Now our faces are flashed big big across the rehabilitation service side...muah haha...I can finally leave the place in peace =p

3 more weeks~ time to count down to my much needed break~ woo hoo~

Yesterday went to sign the final papers for my study loan...I'm officially in debt now...Thanx bro and sis for making their way down specially for me =)

Took afternoon time off juz to settle these stuffs...had Soup Spoon for lunch with yd, ck and sze...had such fun time! Indeed, yesterday marked the prelude of my birthday celebration! More to come man! haha...

Blur sotong like me never fail to make a fool of myself...here goes...

Met up with sze to head down for Soup Spoon....he passed me a package and my face literally lit up immediately...cos i tot he bought me a pressie! In actual fact...that package was yd's belated bday pressie which he told me he'll wrap it up...and he passed it to me cos he was afraid that he'll crush it ~doink~ so mah lu.....imagine how my face lit up then went ~diao~ like a withered flower....muah haha...so silly right...cant stand myself man...haha...

spider man tonite! hope i wont fall asleep o...

sianz...again...

i admire my patient...she's so motherly...travelled so much...encouraged me to save up so that i can see the world outside...i hope i can do that eventually...

prof sent me a birthday card with big earrings inside! They are exactly the ones i'm looking for! Thank you so much Kay Sing =) I know you girls been busy lately so didnt dare to bug u girls over msn...6 weeks gonna past pretty soon...you'll be back home in no time!

feeling of sian~ness is here again...sometimes i think is best i dun talk...cos when i do...things juz doesnt come out right and it pisses ppl off...

going for my soup spoon...i hope the soup will wash this sian~ness away...

blury day...sunny day...fun day...

was without my glasses for most part of the day...blurry but kinda like it...cos i can wear my sunglases and juz for a moment not care about how others see me cos basically i cant see a thing without my specs...

i sang, i bitched, i whined, i played, i tanned...the sky reminds me of redang...as though i'm on a get away...felt so good..felt so right...

i thank whoever up there giving me such a nice weather and a great company =)

moi love clear blue sky and tanning and deck chairs and cold cold drinks and calamaris...

sianz...

Every year the same thing goes...with me....not knowing what to do for my birthday....

Get freaking sian on being asked what i wanna do for my birthday cos i seriously have zero idea...so most of the time my answer will be 'juz go out and eat lo...' to save everyone the trouble...

Afternoon went for buffet lunch with my aunt and her family...thanx so much for the treat!

At least my cuzzies and aunt celebrated my birthday for me...sigh...i dun think my family will make it a point to go out makan with me...either they have forgotten or it juz doesnt matter...hai yar whatever...i should have gotten used to it since every year is the same...

Next year i'll probably gotta spend it alone in aussie...maybe i should learn how to bake a cake...then can bake one for myself then...haha...so pathetic...

Argh...ROAR ROAR....

This stupid bitch should learn to grow up eh....sigh...wtf....

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Arh Daaaaaaa

First he opened my cupboard to take my oil of olay...then he took my hairband and wore it on his head...

Darn funny clip that i took of auggy...i wonder if next time when he's older, will he kill me for uploading such video clips of his...muah haha....

a present for myself

Lots of stuffs running through my head...

What exactly does he want from that call after not contacting for a month or so? To know that i'm finally fine without him; to know that i've settled my study loan; to know that i'll be leaving aussie soon; to try and see if my line is still working?

To be frank, I want to keep him as a friend. But thinking back, i wasn't able to trust him totally or give him the trust that he needed when we were in the relationship. What makes me think we can still be friends?

Actually i'm not upset, neither am i disappointed. Right now i'm happy being on my own. No more emotional torment which is something i don't want to handle and not capable of handling. I want to cry for myself becos of myself...i want to do things according to my schedule and my likings, my way...i dun want to get upset becos someone cant fulfill the expectations that i have...

Anyway my birthday is coming soon...Gave myself a belated birthday gift which i should have gotten in 2006...Been wanting to get it for a year but didn't becos back then banker didnt like it...

Tadaa...














Pardon my flabby tummy arh...

Anyway, finally got down to get my naval piercing done! Happy and proud that i've finally gotten it! Thank you Jessie for keeping me companied, helped me take photos and distracted me during the process...hehe. Btw i got it done on 29th March, so now the piercing has more or less healed. And so is my wound...

My purple gem...will always be a reminder to me...

p/s: dodo and ah ping, if u're reading this...don't tell ur mama i got naval piercing arh...cos my mama dunno =p ...no one knows in my family except auggy when he lifted up my shirt to peek-a-boo at my duuu qiii all the sudden...that was our little secret...haha...hope he wont do that again when mama is around =p

Pop! Goes my heart

This is one MTV that i can't help but laugh whenever i watch it. It's so darn catchy and funny. So...80s and early 90s...o man...i'm giving my age away...Haha...



For Gage...Told you the mtv is very hilarious...dunno if you've watched it. Since you've dedicated 'Don't write me off' to me on your blog...i'll dedicate this to you...hopefully it'll be embedded in your head even till your last paper in the exam hall...Just like the first time i let you listen to the song at HMV...only that this time round there's graphics to bug you with it...muah haha