wanted to watch dvd...realise i didnt know which channel to turn to...in the end it was the connecting system that i have forgotten to switched on...duh...

ever come to a point where u havent spend enough time at home and felt that u're a total stranger to ur house even the equipment...i had that feeling yesterday...abit dumb eh...

anyway went back to schl to return my long overdued books and to pop by to see my squashies...

sigh...first time ever, i lost my temper...lectured my juniors due to their lack of attitude...and they are guys somemore...whine and whine and whine...

calmed down...was thinking if i have failed as a leader...i tried to get the morale up for my members and club...but with the lack of support from the schl sometimes it's really tough to do so...cos we dun have fundings to get coach for training...we're always being pushed over...contantly have to wait for replies to see if we can get into ivp...little contributions and they wanna get huge results...typical isnt it...

attitude is all it counts...if u dun have the correct mindset to come for training then dun come at all...the worst is to come for training and give me all sorts of excuses not to do them then whine n whine about being tired...who is not tired in the club...my committee gals are...but they've never complained a single bit...

perhaps i havent set good example to them for i havent been around for quite awhile due to clinicals...schl starts and i'll make sure watever i do they do too...

went down to wala after that...was fumming mad till i forgotten to have any dinner...
downed two stella plus nuts with empty stomach and i'm tipsy...shirlyn sang sad songs towards the end...nice...didnt realise how much i miss the band till i heard them...

aint no sunshine when she's gone....i havent heard that from her for a long long time...

going down bala tonite...another round of unexpected...~grin~

model...i swear i'll work out after these rounds of drinking...u watch out on ur diet too...~evil grin~